this is real, this is me.

hellohello

im beat.Went to school today for encore.Went there with Afifah and Syahidah.Meet them.Go and change.Start the filming.They shoot of me walking.Then it was Azry turn.He was to act dead as he was hit by the car.So they bought red food colouring and put it on azry face and hand.Trust me it look really like blood.Hha.Poor thing Azry.LoL.Then continue.Finish already.Went to eat at KFC with Afifah.Afifah was really very poor thing.She was sneezing badly.Gosh.Take care afifah.Hee.Eat already.Went home.So now at home.Im bored and tired.Have to go for band practice later.Gosh.Im bored and im tired.oK.I think that is all.How short is this post.LoL.

Countdown to big day: 6 days.OMG!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

2:22 PM

hello all

alright.Im super tired now.Just now got npcc.We have to go to the fire station in teck whye.So wake up early.Bath.Went out.Meet Sharmaine and faieqa there together with the rest of the squad.Move together to the firestation.Meet the another half there.Wait for sir.Sir say the new Pt shirts have arrived and guess what.It is YELLOW.wOW.Haha.Okey.So went in.Sit down.We learnt about the First aid,CPR,Fire safety and many more.Lunch was provided.The chicken was like super hard.Haha.Msg afifah.Wished her.Halfway through the lecture,i was falling asleep.So was the rest.We all tired.What do you expect.Haha.Then we learn how to put out real fire.We are given chances to try out.But i never.Muahaha.Truth is im scared of fire.Haha.Okay.Then have test.All in MCQ.Finally,time to go home.It is earlier than expected.Went to Lot 1.Buy drink.Zuraimi wishes me.He got reason for the late wish.Haha.Today i dont have the chance to him.Sobs.Nevermind.There is always next time.So now blogging.Chatting with adrian,Kak ayuni and Lucas.Thats all for today.Byebye.

Countdown to big day: 7 days.Yikes.
Happy Birthday Anisah syazwani!

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:57 PM

HELLO =]

Hmm.The weather is really getting funnier each day.One moment it is sunny and another moment it is raining.Haha.Oke.Lets talk about yesterday.Was supposed to have filming but was postponed to friday.So wake up.Bath.Had breakfast.Went online.Chat with baby and Syafiqah.Was supposed to have band practice but was cancelled as Abang Adi have a date with Kak Zafirah.So there goes my chance of meeting baby.I havent met him for few days already.So went to Lot 1 with mummy.Bought present for friend.Mummy went to change singapore money to malaysia money.Im going KL soon.Cant wait.LoL.Finally bought my rashes cream.Yay!Goodbye rashes.Haha.Bought KFC back.Mummy treat us.Oh yeah.Haha.So went home.Eat.Composed new songs.I was really bored at home.At night,watch Rythm of Life.Now i realised the show was sad,emotional,interesting at first.But when it going to come to end,the show is like doesnt make sense.Yet,it is still fun.Hha.Before going to sleep,talked on the phone with baby.Haha.Then sleep.Hha.Okeh.So lets move to today.Wake up early in the morning.Bath.Went jogging.Halfway,it was raining.So went to shop,bought mummy and myself breakfast.Washup.Eat.Went online.Edit photos.Upload pictures to my friendster.Chat with Kak Reen.Not many people online though.Got band practice.Abang Adi told us to practise even harder as the talent time is just around the corner.He give his lecture and we listen carefully.LoL.Then,Abang Adi,Kak Reen,Kak Ayuni,Amran,Hardy,Baby and me went to Mac and eat our lunch there.Hardy is going to leave soon.Somewhere in middle june.Well,at least we get to spent to him.Then baby insisted on sending me home eventhough it is raining and he have to make a long way back to his house.Baby is being such a sweetheart.Hahaha.Okeh.So now at home.Appearing offline.Not so many people online.Waiting for baby to online.As you see,i havent catch up with any homeworks or projects for now.Haha.Hayyu and her group have started on their maths project.Like so semangat sey.LoL.I dont know when im going to start.But for sure im not going to leave it till the last minute though.Hee.Tomorrow is the day baby and i have been waiting for.Same goes for hanis and afifah.Hahha.But i got npcc.Sobs*.Okeh people.Till here.Byebye

Happy Birthday Jingyun and Hakim.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:28 PM

hellooooooooooo all.

wow.lets see.2 days i never post.Sorry.I have been busy lately preparing for the talent time.Im not going to post often i think.If im free i will post.Okeh lets talk about saturday.Saturday,hmm.Oh ya.Got jogathon.Woke up early in the morning by myself.Even mum and dad havent wake up.LoL.Took lrt.It was total darkness.The sky i mean.Of course lah.It is really early.Waited for Sharmaine.Then school gate haven't open.So wait outside.Once it is open,me and sharmaine proceed to the parade square since Miss D is not there at the kitchen.We sit in the middle of the parade square.Haha.Took pictures.Normal.Haha.So then took out all the drinks.Then sit down in our class.Take attendance.Did a simple warm up.So off we go.Of course me,syahidah,sharmaine,walked.Haha.Afifah didnt turn up due to her NDP performance.Hayyu too.She didnt turn up due to her SYF.Wah,I have busy friends.LoL.Then went Lot 1.Bought LJS.Skipped Tuition.Went to band practice.At night went to granny house.Thats all.Sunday.Woke up.Play PSP.Fetch adeq from his religious class.Went to Limbang.Buy things.Went home.Then went for band pratice.Kak Ayuni and Kak Reen is staying at my house as we have rehearsal to do in front of our families today so might as well they stayed in my house.We slept at 2 am.Because we are to nervous and excited.So we chat,laugh,sing.Haha.Nothing to do.LoL.So today woke up slightly late.Till now i havent my breakfast.Haha.My both Kak Ayuni and Kak Reen still havent wake.Those lazybums.Haha.So now chatting with Achmad,Huda,Abbas and Sharmilla.Now school holidays has just started.No plans yet.Except i will be going to KL with family early June.Lots of projects to be completed.Busybusybusy.Haha.But holidays is really going to be boring without friends.)):
okeh peeps.thats all for now.byebye.((:
ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:29 PM

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Lets see.Thursday right?Went to school with afifah,hayyu and wida.First period was geography.Played UNO.Fun.Then it was P.E.but there is no p.e.We went for the booths in the hall.The booths is about the different polytechnics.Then recess.Eat in class.English.Played stress with afifah.Haha.Maths.Miss Tan take over.We played maths game.Mother Tongue.We threw a little farewell party for mdm nuraini.There was cake.Two of my classmates cried.Im sure going to miss Mdn Nuraini.Although she nag and scolded us,i know it is for our own good.Chey,like real only.Haha.Aesthetic.Did nothing.Equally i was quite down.Somehow,i dont know why.After school,stayed back for awhile with afifah,hanis,dina,ahmad,eiss,hadi and azim.I think.Haha.Around 3.45p.m,i went home.Changed out of the uniform.Went to lot 1 with kak ayuni.Reclaim my phone.Oh yeah!.Haha.Thanks faris.I think that is about all.So today,Went school with wida and hayyu.First must clean the class.Only clean for awhile.Good right?Haha.Then the moment we all have been waiting for.Report books.Wooo.Haha.I improved i guess.I was shocked though.But im surely going to work hard for the next term.Then went for the filming.Film at afifah house.Tiring sey. Went for a late lunch break around 2.30.By then we are all tired and hungry already.Continue again after that.We left a few scenes left.Then went home.I was supposed to go out.But no need.Woohoo.Im damn tired already.I missed band practise.Im so dead.Haha.Im tired.Im moodless.I just want to get this day over with.Later got religious.Ohh man.Hmm.Tmr must wake up early.Hmm.Okay thats all folks.Byebye.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:38 PM

hello all

today im not in a mood that much.I had a bad day.Not so bad actually as i take it smoothly.If i had panic,it had been the worst day.Im not going to talk about yesterday.Today start the day with the happiest thing ever.Made a small birthday party for wida.Too bad we aint free after school.If not,we had done a birthday bash.Okeh.So yah.Everything went as planned.Cut cake.Eat cake early in the morning.Cool right?LoL.Gave present.Me,Afifah,Syahidah and Sharmaine share one present.We bought it yesterday.First period was math.Did nothing.Play cards.Listen to Miss Leow talk.Next was english.Watch movie.I forgot the title.The movie was about a warrior.So they fought in a war lah of course.Scary you know.Blood everywhere.Yucks.Disgusting.Recess.I think this is where my bad day started.Found out that my precious thing is lost.I never panic.And i dont know why.Inside of me i was like freaking out.My heart was beating really fast.Tried finding it.Did not manage to find it.Homecons was next.Lend afifah my apron since she didnt bring.But still i get to cook.Cook chicken pi.Partner with sharmaine this time.Nice you know.Science.Did the survey.English expression.Was the last class to reach.By then i was scared already not because of the late but because of the precious thing.Try searching for it again but still failed.Haish.Went to watch the glider competition.Tried not to think about the thing.Stayed back with Afifah.Waited for Wida.Filming was postponed to Friday.Went home.I managed not to think about it as they were making me laugh.Now still havent tell parents.Scared.I dont know what to say anymore.Byebye.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:45 PM

Hello all.

Today no school.Such a boring day.To think i thought we could go out.But dad has to work.Public holiday still got work.What only.So yah.All plans were cancelled.So wake up early in the morning about 7 like that.Went to play basketball with adeq as planned.Bought breakfast.Then on laptop.Play for awhile.Watched Drake and Josh movie.Fun.Fun.Fun.LoL.Then went Lot 1.Accompany adeq buy his game.I also buy something.Haha.Not game of course.Went home.Watch Qabil Khusry Qabil Igam.The movie is so sad.Trust me,i cried.Haha.Adeq also oke?Haha.Then all the way till now i play my guitar.Practised new songs.It is all about me and my beloved guitar.Haha.Im being lame.I want new guitar.Anybody want buy for me?Haha.Joking only.Tomorrow school again.Yay!Last week of school already.Sigh.So now blogging.This is so random right?Haha.Im crapping.Im bored and most of all im missing zuraimi.LoLoLol.((:
Thats it.Bye people.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:38 PM

hellohellohellohello.

What a hot day.Im bored so post.Lets see.Today i woke up slightly later than the other days.Well,lets move on.Have breakfast.Was left alone at home.Adeq went religious class.Abang went to the gym.Mum and dad went for lunch.So it is all me.At 1.30 like that,go out to meet syahidah and weijun at cck park.It was damn hot sia.So okeh,did the glider thingy.But didnt manage to fly it.LOL.Weijun decided to do a new on his own.Before going home,we explore to find a "bottle tree".Instead we found decomposed durian skins and jackfruits.Like eeeew.Weijun want to go deeper into the forest but syahidah and i dont want.Serious sey,if we get lost how?Haha.Eventhough it is hot and tiring,it is still fun.Haha.Oh ya.There is one more part.My money got eaten by the vending machine.Damn sia.Haha.Now blogging.Listening to songs.Im really bored.Haha.Thats all.Byebye((:

Happy Birthday Nor Sharmaine Marleha!!!!!
Akuu sayaaaaaaang kau.haha.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:02 PM

hellohello.

I never post right yesterday?So lets talk about friday.First period was english.Ms xie never come.So free period.Did nothing but chat with friends.Listening to songs.Hayyu and sahida never come.Next was P.E.No p.e.Not fair.So did nothing.This time round i could listen to songs.So i slept.Haha.Recess.Ate at class.Next was geography.I passed but just passed!Damn.My grades are really slipping at a point.Till now i haven't show to my dad yet.LoL.Okey.Then art.Continue to watch night at the musuem.Then went KFC with afifah and sharmaine.Went back to school for our CCA.Change to our uniforms.Something hilarious happen in the toilet.Only sharmaine and fifa know.lol.Laugh like there is no tomorrow.So exaggerating.So npcc.Got one bagde which is heritage trail badge.Then got cpl test.So fast sey.I was nervous.Managed to pass.Now im cpl!Yay!So is sharmaine.So yah.Was elated.Waited for syahirah with afifah and sharmaine.Again i laughed with them over the same matter and something else.I cannot take it sey.Haha.In the end just went home with afifah.Then took a bath.Went for religious class.I was falling asleep in the middle of class.Haha.Im tired and sleepy.Went home.Watch tv.Fell asleep.LoL.Thats all.
Today,wake up early in the morning.Played basketball with him as promise.Eat breakfast.Went for tuition.Then at home.Play laptop.Now blogging.Thats all.Byebye.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:02 PM

here is the photo as promised.=D

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

8:29 PM

yO everybody.

haha.aites people.Today is the greatest.LoL.But first lets talk about yesterday since i never touch on it.Alright yesterday.Hmm.First period science.Do correction.Then,music.Recess.Mother tongue.There is no mother tongue.I have no idea why.Then homecons.Thought got practical but dont have.What only.LoL.But we watch halfway alvin and the chipmunks and ratatouille.And i got A1 for Homecons.LoL.Luck i guess.Haha.English.One period.We played the game splat.Haha.It was really fun.Eng exp.Then got malay meeting.I got 45 out of 70.I improved though.LOL.Then waited for the others for the oral.Went home.Meet Zuraimi.Funfun.He treat me lunch.Haha.Then for dinner go greenridge.Go granny house.I think that is all.

Today.
First three period.Maths.Played sudoku with sya and sharmaine.Fun.Recess.Mother tongue was next.Still dont have.So played game with afifah,wida,syahirah,hayyu and sahida.Laughed alot.Science was next.Did the glider thingy.English.This time round we played drama charade.It was funny.We have to act out what is being act out by our friends.Haha.My group includes syahidah,afifah,sharmaine,myself,abbas,iskandar and weijun.At first we are in a lead but grp 1 won.Grr.Haha.Then aesthetic.Did nothing but just laughed with afifah,wida,syahidah and sharmaine.Then went pizza hut to celebrate sharmaine's advance birthday with Syahidah,myself,afifah,hanna,syahira,rebecca and of course sharmaine.She dont know about it.LoL.She was puzzled.Haha.I shared pizza with afifah.Then got cake.The employees all sang birthday song.I was quite impressed.Haha.Then we threw flour at sharmaine.In the end,i was dirty.Haha.Afifah was also.In fact everybody was accept for syahidah.She was abit dirty.LoL.Took pictures.So went home.In lrt saw khai.So now at home.Haha.Bath already okeh.haha.Gave mum some lame excuse about the dirty uniform.I escaped allright.haha.cool.LoL.So yah overall i had fun.Yeah!I will plan to do this on one of my friends.Muahaha.Just joking.Okeh.Byebye.((:

p.s:pictures will be post the other alright?((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

6:27 PM

hello peeps.

Guess what?Today Syahidah didnt came.It was quite boring though.But she is coming tomorrow.((:Today is my worst and great day.Understand?When it come to results,it is my worst day.When it come to laughing non stop with my friends,it is my great day.My result is like damn shit.Sorry for the bad language.But seriously,it is really bad.I felt like crying but no point crying over matters that is over.So okey,went to school with a heavy heart as i know that we will be getting results.Haish.First period was art.Watch night at the musuem.This is the second time i watch and i never get bored of it as it was hilarious.Haha.Okey,next period was maths.Get result.For sure i know im not getting any A1.I dropped alot.Haish.Instead i got B3.Like OMG.Friends keep saying "at least you pass what".But its different for me or should i say for my parents.They have high expectations.Forget that.Next was history.Last i failed badly.This time round,i just passed.Sobs**.Recess.Science.Fortunately,i had my science to cheer me up.I improve alot.English.It was really bad.I failed.Like oh my gosh.If end year i fail again,im going to drop to normal acad.And i dont want!After school got oral.Afifah and wida waited for us.Oral was great i guess.Buy ice cream after that.Went home.Thinking of a way how to tell my parents.Well i told already.My mum was super angry that i failed english,just pass history and didnt get A1 for maths.When i say it is difficult,Mum say it is just an excuse.How sad is that?Mum even say dad is waiting for my results.Gosh,im scared.I really am till i cried.I now,cooping inside my room.Why couldnt my parents be understanding as the other parents.Why couldnt they understand that i really cannot fulfill their wishes?Why wouldnt they believe that it is really difficult and not an excuse?Im not like my little brother who is an apple to their eyes.He is smart and im not.Dad will always compare me with him.Ehk hello?He is primary six okeh?Do you think i want to fail?I also dont want right?But this is what i get already.Gosh,why am i so angry?Relaks.Cool.Oke.Now,whenever im at this state,Zuraimi will always cheer me up.So does Weijun.Zuraimi cheered me up with his sweet words and his silly face through webcam.Weijun would cheer me up with his advice.I guess im smiling now.You could not imagine how scared i am now?I think caning is what i will get from dad.Erhh,*SobsSobs*.Okeh,till here.I carry on tomorrow i think.Byebye.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:20 PM

hello all.

so yesterday i never post right?So yesterday,first of all,Happy Mother's Day to all mothers in Singapore.Haha.Especially to my beloved mummy.Thanks mum for everything that you have for me.Without you,i dont think i will be here.((:

Actually yesterday we never celebrate.Because one of my relatives have left us for good.Its quite sad though.He have taken care of me when i was a baby.I cried lah,of course.Nobody could predict death.I guess Allah loves him more.Haish.The whole day we never go out.Mum is quite sad.As dad has to work and came back with a huge temper.I know Mum is sad but she didnt show it to us.Mum was happy that i gave her a present.She cried.I have no idea why.A hug and a kiss on the forehead is what i get form MuM.That is yesterday.Quite a sad and boring day.

As for today,no school.Marking day.Woke up early in the morning.Went jogging.((:
Mum havent wake up.So didnt wake her up.Fix breakfast for Mum.Good right?Haha.Well its the least i could do to make it up for yesterday.Hees.Then on laptop.Chat with wida and weijun.Zuraimi is in school.So boring.Played an online game with weijun.I lost in checkers and reversi.Haha.How lousy i am.Haha.Just now went to Lot 1 Library.
Lol.Since holiday is coming,might as well i picked some books to read.LoLoLoL.I was wondering if this is really me.Haha.Now im really bored.Chat with fahmi.He no fun leh.Haha.Later got band practice.Yay!Can meet Zuraimi and Xiaoxi.I miss Xiaoxi so much.Just listen to Xiaoxi's meow will clear all my trouble.Haha.I talk like real only.Tomorrow school.I really dont feel like going but i really want to go as staying at home can really kill me.Haha.Like now lah.Nobody ask me out.Well what can i say,some are still stuck in school right?LoL.I think that is enough for now.Goodbye peeps.((:

I will always pray for you.May your soul rest in peace.):
You always say this to me when i was small.
and that is "zirah jgn naughtynaughty tau.Nanti dah besar,zirah mesti dgr kate mama ngn abah.yer?"
And i will always laugh to your words as im still small and i dont understand what you tell me.
I will also remember your last words to me
and that is "walaupon tok lan jauh,tapi zirah kene tau yg tok akan selalu di hati zirah"
Till now,his words just swirl around my mind and tears will drop.):

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:23 PM

xiaoxi.

Hello all.

See the kitten above.Cute right?Haha.Me and zuraimi found it yesterday.It hurt its leg when we found him.We picked it up.It was so pitiful.Well,unfortunately,i could not bring home as my dad will berserk.Haha.So Zuraimi brought it home sine he is a pet lover.I still can see the kitten.Zuraimi promised that every time we meet,he will bring along the cat.Isnt that sweet?LoL.So yah today,got band practise,he brought along the kitten.I got to play with it.Yay!Haha.Actually,we thought of its name already and that is Xiaoxi.I know its a chinese name.But the name is like so cute.Haha.Xiaoxi will love by me and zuraimi.Haha.The band now is taking a break after such a long time of practising.Im really tired.I feel like sleeping.Because i woke early in the morning just to go jogging with adeq.A promise is a promise

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:45 PM

hello all.

today was great.Had art for the first period.Mdm Wee say E5 has the most potential to get in art class.Then she explained how 'O' level art is like.Man,it tough.Now,we are lazy to do simple art.If we get into art class,how sey?.Haha.Then it was science.Free period since mr lim did not came.The relief teacher show us a video about operation of the throat thingy.I forgotten what it was called.But just so you know,its horrible,disgusting and scaaary.Haha.Then history.Miss Ong showed us a video on countries.I felt sleepy halfway.So i closed my eyes.Haha.Recess.English.We went to CLC room for the encore rehearsal.Im not ready yet.We had a lot of laughs.Went home.I saw Athirah and Azlin.But i didnt get to see Nasriyah.It has been ages.Haha.It just that i havent seen her for a long time already.I missed how she beat me when i bully her or she will just beat me for no reasons.Hha.Cousins what.Haha.Then i went to lot 1 with hayyu.I insist of her going home first because i thought that i will spend a longer time finding mother day present.But it was faster than i thought.So called Wida.Since she is still at 7-eleven with afifah,we went home with them.So now at home.As usual i will watch mvp valentine.Me and zuraimi play with our personal msg.Lame right?Haha.Chatting with fahmi and zuraimi.Hardy never online.By the way,the band had a great shock yesterday.Good one.Lol.Okeh people till here.Byebye.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:25 PM

I had a dream yesterday night.It was also a nightmare for me.Both.It was scary but pleasing.It was so real yet it is just a dream.It was in the future.For now i think,will what i dreamt of happen to me?Hmmph.I hope not.I really feel like giving up in the dream.But somehow afifah and zuraimi wont let me.Surprisingly,they were in my dream.So were hanis.Weird.For two days i have been dreaming of this continuously.It is really weird for me.

hello all.

see my dream?Weird right?Haha.Well today im really tired.Haha.Alarm clock rang early in the morning.Went breakfast with mum and dad at macdonalds.Oh yeah.Haha.Went to change passport.Then went ikea.Then IMM.Then Lot 1.And im like the only child.It was soo cool.Haha.Get to buy my stuffs.Cheers for me.Im lucky allright.Later will be going to causeway point with family i think.At night,its band night.Now that exam is over,It is all about practising for the talent time.Now hardy is here,the spirit of black vintage will be high as ever.Haha.Cant wait.Well i cant post long now.Again im watching the mvp valentine.It is in series.There is alot of episodes.Haha.Tomorrow is back to school.Hmm.Thats all for now.Ohya.Everybody there is something with my friendster so comments will be replied after my friendster is ok.I hope its okay.Well,tc everybody.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

3:51 PM

heyhello

Exams are over everybody!Yayme!LoL.Cut the crap and lets talk about yesterday aites.Maths paper 2 was quite easier paper 1.I really hope i pass though.Then went home.Go limbang.Bought breakfast.No one was at home.Kak ayuni ask me to meet her downstairs.I was quit curios though.Why couldnt she just come up to my house?Haha.So yah,went to meet her.Somehow i was quite surprised.Why?Because hardy.Hardy is back!Haha.Im being pathetic.I really cant believe this.Haha.He say he is on a holiday.He wanted to give me a surprise.LoL.I am surprised though.Well,i think june hoildays are going to be excellent and fantastic with him around.Oh yeah.LoL.Okay.Today went school really early.Revise some notes for home econs.Dad didnt let me go play bowling with friends.Im not sad or disappointed because he didnt let me go but im sad and disappointed that dad did not trust me and he still treat me like a kid.I have no freedom from him.I wonder if i could go out with friends during june hoildays.Whatever.Okeh.Home econs was ok.Some difficult some easy.But managed to answer all.Went home.So now blogging.I think im playing laptop for the whole day since exams is over.Haha.Im watching MVP valentine.Man,its the best and soo fun.lol.
tomorrow no school.Weeee.Haha.Friday got school.NOOOOO.im crazy.Haha.Byebye peeps.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

12:03 PM

Hello everybody.

Guess what?This is my 100th post already.I was like wow!.Haha.Two days already i never post.Im lazy and busy preparing for science exams.Yesterday,i want to blog but lazy so i just read my other posts.Now i realized that my stories have different emotions.Some can be happy.Some can be excited and hyper.Some can be sad and miserable.Same can be crap.Some can be boring.And some can even be random and doesnt make sense.LoL.Since November 2007 till May 2008,i have expressed alot.LoL.Well lets cut the crap and move on aites.Haha.Okeh.Woke up with a heavy heart.Because its science exam.Went to school with hayyu.Do some revision in bus,in lrt and in class.I was really scared though.I scared i fail.Did the paper.It was half easy half difficult.It was not that difficult as i thought it would be.I just need to have a little confidence in myself when it come to exams.I really hope i pass.Have a little break.Art was next.Had difficulties drawing.I was nervous.LoL.Managed to calm myself down.Complete everything.Im done.Haha.I guess i have done my best eventhough my friends' art pieces are even better.Wash up.Went greenridge with syahirah,wida and afifah.Didnt eat but drink.We laughed alot.Haha.Went home.Reach home.Mum not at home.Adeq also not at home.Abang also not at home.Well its just me then.Haha.Tomorrow is maths.Hmm.Another pressure.LoL.Its okeh.Two more papers and its over.Yeah!Till next time.Byebye.Tc everybody.And to my adeq and other primary six students,good luck on your exams!

How i wish you will know how i feel.How i wish you actually know i existed.How i wish you will actually be yourself.How i wish you will stop pretending or acting.Do you know im suffering just because of you while you are not.You make feel guilty.You used me.You act as though i was a wall to you.Im not angry at you.Even if i should,i cant.I dont hate you.Even i should also,i cant either.Your ignorance have been making my life miserable.Some say im a fool to cry for you because they say you dont even care.All you care is about your own feelings.Well i dont care about what they say.Because i know its not true.But will you prove it?Will you change?Will you keep your promise that you and me make to each other?I just want one thing from you.Just one.And that is for you to come back.Will you do it?Because i cannot take the pain anymore.Its bugging me and killing me.I dont hate you but i dont like for who you bacame now.=/

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:36 PM

heyheyhey.

Today im absolutely feeling sleepy.Probably because i didnt sleep well last night because of the cries of niece.Abg adi send me till lrt by motorcycle.I hate taking the motorcycle.LoL.I just dont know why.It makes feel dizzy.Meet up with afifah at lrt.Obviously go to school with her.LoL.Paper 1 was okok.I wrote a very long composition.I felt as though i dont want to stop.But time wont let me continue so i have to cut short.Went for a break.Paper two was 90% easy 10% difficult.LoL.I managed to finish the paper like in 50 minutes or an hour.I took a nap.Woken up by the bell.I was really sleepy.In the lrt i felt like closing my eyes already.Whatsmore im listening to slow songs.LoL.In the bus i was already asleep!Haha.I missed my bus-stop.I was woken up by the pause to my song and afifah told me she smsed wrongly.I woke up.I was really blur.I didnt get out from the bus.I was like huh?Haha.Understand?So alighted at afifah bus-stop.Afifah asked if i sleep or ot.LoL.My face like what sey.Now i couldnt sleep as my two little nephew and niece are around.So i have to play with them.When they are asleep then i will join them.Haha.Gosh im tired!This weekends will be busy for me.I have to cover my science.Practice my art.Attend tuitions and classes and stuffs.Goodness!Thats why im so tired when it come to exam periods.Okay.I will stop here.Bye peeps!((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

4:43 AM

hihellohey.Haha.

Okay.Lets just stop the crap.And move on.Im happy today but last night i was totally down.I told dad about history.And say that i will fail.But he still insist of me getting 3 As atleast.Somehow dad have high expectation of me.Well,thats great.But i really cannot do it.I dont want to disappoint my dad thats for sure.But me and history just dont get along.Science is a next fear for me.Haish.Exams always give me pressure.Last year i get a scolding from dad because of my math and science.I dont want to get another scolding.Lets just hope for the best alright.Today was the best.Went out for lunch at town with family.Then celebrate nephew birthday at uncle house.It was the best ever.Nephew is soo cheerful and happy.LoL.He got so many presents.How i wished i was a kid again.LoL.I gave him a remote control car.Haha.Nephew is really pampered to me at the party.Haha.He wanted to spend the night with me.His mummy,my cousin,allowed him since it was his birthday.Haha.If nephew come,his little sister also must come.Haha.So yah.I got two responsibilities to handle.Haha.So Kak Ani and Abg Danish can have their alone time or should i say second honeymoon.LoL.Me and my nonsense.Haha.Now im free from nephew and niece.As they are sleeping.Tired i guess.If not forever,they will stick to me.Tonight i will have a bit of problem studying as you know both of them will be there and i couldnt concentrate.Haha.Nevermind.Later kak ayuni and kak reen and abg adi will be here.So they could take care of them when im studying.LoL.Okay peeps.Till here.Byebye.((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Danial Ashriq,my beloved nephew.((:

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

9:00 AM

hello.((:

Okay.Lets start with maths.Mathsmathsmaths.It was okey i suppose.Except for a few question.It was difficult.So i did anyhow.Man,why must be so difficult?Teachers are killing us.I cant afford to fail paper 1.Must do well for paper 2.Hope it is easier.In my dreams!.Haha.Okay.Went for a break.Revise history.Its no use.Nothing went in.Damn.I dont have a memory for remembering such stuffs.LoL.And everybody.It is official.I am going to FLUNK in history.It is really difficult.Some say its quite easy.Why couldnt i have brains like them?Hahah.There is one question."What is the name for the New Harbour in 1900?".Something like that.You know what i answer.I put "Harbour Front".Hhaha.What a joke.I told my friends.And they laughed.Haha.That was the only thing in my mind.Might as well give it a try.Haha.And the SEQ.Omg!I dont even understand what i wrote.See,im really going to fail.Noo!Dad,you can forget about me getting 5As.No point brooding over it.It happened already.Cant change it.Just have to do well next time.No more playing izza.Haha.Tomorrow no school plus no exams.Duh!.Haha.Today going to shop for my beloved nephew birthday presents with kak ayuni,kak ana,kak reen.It girls day out.Haha.Long time i havent go shopping with them.Kak ana say after exams,we gonna shop till drop.LoL.Okeh my beloved readers.Till here.Takecare everybody.((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUDA AND JASVIN!!
Shafiz and Hani,happy 3rd month anniversary!Last long aitess.
Aidil and Fizah,happy 4th month anniversary!Last long too!

Anymore wishes?HAHA.

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing

5:00 AM