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2009-08-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

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2009-07-19T23:12:00.006+08:00

Hello.

Im finally updating my blog.Sorry for the lack of updates.Anyway,i totally enjoyed my weekends despite a minor situation that manage to make me cry.Thanks eh to that someone.-.- When i was at granny house,it reminds me of the times when i was small.I hope i can go and visit granny again.

Friday:
School was okay.I did go to school with Syahidah.I also went home with her.Lets smile big big.lol.Religious class was also okay.I had two test on the same day next friday.Im kinda worried for it as next week i have a lot of tests to revise and i dont know whether i have the time to study for my religious class tests.Sigh.The worst thing is that for papers carry 100 marks.Oh boy.I hate it when it clashes with my school examinations.Uh.Okay nevermind.Shall make time for it.After religious class,i rushed rome to get my bag and head to granny's house.Daddy send.Fetched cousins along the way.Eventhough it was already late,we didnt sleep.Instead,we watch a movie on tv till one in the morning.Haha.I kinda slept first halfway during the movie.When i woke up,the movie was already over and my cousins was already asleep too.Hah.So we slept in the living for that night with bean bags around us.Haha.

Saturday:
Woke up early even though we are still sleepy.We woke up early cause we dont our day to wasted just by sleeping.LOL.We accompanied granny to the market like we always do when we were still small.I still remember how the vegetable aunty like me so much cause i look like chinese.Haha.After buying all the groceries.Had breakfast at the hawker centre.Its been awhile since i ate there.Went home feeling very tired.Watched tv for awhile and studied.Hah.Yes we studied.I brought my homeworks to do,poa and geography to revise.After that,we helped granny to cook.Haha.I just help in cutting the vegetables.Cause im scared of fire.Haha.Last time,while we were waiting for lunch to be prepared,my late grandad will always tell us stories about his love stories with granny.Granny will always smile or disagree with late grandad.Awwh,cute right?I miss my late grandad so much.Im sure my granny miss him even more.Kinda made a mess with the flour that was supposed to used to fry the chicken but we put it on our face instead.Hahaha.Im the naughty one, put it on granny face.Heheh.She wasnt angry at all.After lunch,nephew and niece came.So we went to the playground and play.I kinda fall while chasing my nephew.I dont know how i fall but yah it hurts alot.I fell on my back.When granny applied oil on my back,she told me that my back was swollen.Yeah,no wonder it hurts so much.I had trouble sleeping.Haha.

Sunday:
Time flies so fast when you are enjoying,dont you think so?It is already sunday so that means its time for me to go home.I stayed till lunch.After that,me and cousins meet at Causeway point to go to Atikah new house.Yeah she is having an open house and also a celebration for her 15th birthday.Before going to her house,accompanied the boys to buy presents for Atikah.For me and the girls,we already bought beforehand.They took a long time to buy a present.Haha.Went to her house.Help out to arrange the tables before the guests arrived.Soon the guest arrived.My family too.Atikah's house was so nice especially her room.Yeah,talk talk talk with her.Cut cake.Gave her the present.We left around 6 plus.Went home.Showered and rest.Dad surprised me with something.Hehe.Did my homework and watch tv.Dad played a video.That video was when we go on a holiday 7 years ago.Yes,2002.We laugh and laugh because of our silly actions when we were so small.I cant believe that i was so small when i was in primary 2.Lil brother was even smaller.He is so cute and very naughty.There is one part where we hold hands.Hahah.Cute seyy.Memories.7 years seems to pass very quickly.Yah thats all for my weekend.

Happy Birthday Atikah!!

Tomorrow start school already.Hmm.Kinda lazy to go to school knowing that there will be alot of tests coming up.I dont think i will update my blog so often for this week.I dont think i have time for it.My back still hurts yknow.Hope it is better by tomorrow.Okay thats all readers.Goodnight.

2009-07-16T21:00:00.001+08:00

hello

A short post today.I update my blog today cause I know I wont be blogging tomorrow cause I got religious class tomorrow and will be sleeping over at granny house.Yeay.Miss granny lotz.Haha.Cousins will be joining too.Double yeay.Haha.Cant wait to meet granny and give her a big hug.Hehe.

Today:
Went to school with Syahidah.She wasnt feeling very well.She got fever.She was sent home too and i was very very sad cause it has been three days straight since we go home together.Hope we can go home together tomorrow.She said she is coming tomorrow.Yeay again!Hehe.First period was PE.Played softball.Kinda fun when you know how to play.Right Afifah?Heh.Next was physics.Followed by recess.Stayed in class.Then it was three period of english.Did a brochure in a group.My group is called Chensulan and my group members is Weiqi,Jeiyi and Jerlynn.You might be wondering why our group is called Chensulan.Haha.There is a funny story behind it.Well at least to me,its funny.But im not going to elaborate on it.If you really want know,come and ask me okay?Haha.Mother tongue was next.Teacher never come but got assignment to do.Last period was Social Studies.I wasnt paying attention at all.Heheh.Went home with Wida.But I went to Lot 1 alone.So i went home alone after that.Reached home.Showered.Ate lunch and head for tuition.Revised on Binomial Theorem cause i got test tomorrow.I understand binomial theorem already but im not confident whether i can do the question or not.Teacher say its going to be difficult.Oh no.Im not hoping for an A or a B.But im hoping for at least a pass cause its not an easy chapter and i kinda missed some lesson due to ayg.After tuition,i did some more practices till i cannot do anymore.Haha.My brain too tired already.I am really really scared to do the test.No more 'F' for this term or next year.Please.Haha.

Its the third week of the term and there is alot of test coming next week.Time to study and study and study.Time flies so fast,dont you think so?I feel like it is still the second week of the term.Tsk tsk tsk.

Upcoming test-
17th July: Binomial Theorem Class Test
21th July: E Maths Trigonometry+ Mid year topics Level test(Ohno!)
23th July: Geography test
24th July: POA common test(oh no!)
30th July: English(Comprehension+summary) level test.
(there is one more A maths binomial and quadratics level test coming up but i dont know when)

Upcoming birthday-
19th July-Atikaaaah!
27th July- Athirah(miss her lotz)
28th July- Farah
31th July- Amira! and WJ!

2009-07-15T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hello.

I promised Syahidah that i will update my blog today.So here i am.Hehe.Will update about today and yesterday so that my post wont be that short.

Yesterday:

I swear yesterday was the happiest day I ever had of this term.LOL.Maybe because of the things that had happened recently kinda make me sad so I wasnt as cheerful as i was usually.So now,i will start a fresh and will learn not to let others affect my mood.Just like what Syahidah had advised me.Hehe.Okay back to yesterday.lol.Hmm,went to school with Syahidah.I know im okay cause i started talking craps to her like i always do when we were going to school.Heh.First period is A maths.Followed by Social Studies.Then it was recess.Had the same recess as Syahidah.Odd week timetable not fun cause i only had one day of same recess with Syahidah.But for even week,there are three days of same recess.In a row somemore.LoL.Anyway,eventhough i was fasting yesterday,i insist that Syahidah eat as i dont want her to go hungry.So accompanied her to the canteen.Taught Syahidah on trigo.After recess was geography.Then mother tongue.Im jealous that Syahidah is having fun in her class with Cikgu Ahmad as their teacher.Not fair.Haha.POA was next and last but not least E maths to end the day.Accompanied Syahidah to the lrt as i did not go home with her yesterday.Stayed back with Afifah.Good cause i can make the time fly by faster.Hahah.Went home.Showered and did my homework while waiting for break fast time.Finally,break my fast.Continue to do homework.Thats all for yesterday.

Today:

Still a great day.It was raining heavily in the morning.The moment i was under my block,it started raining and i didnt bring my umbrella.I was kinda of lazy to go back to my house just to take an umbrella.Therefore,i was a little bit wet.But when i wanted to make my way to the lrt station,the rain got more heavier and i was even more wet.It was really really cold.Haha.Okay.Went to school with Syahidah.When we were walking to school,it was still raining,Syahidah brought her umbrella.I didnt want to use the umbrella but she insist.Haha.But but i escaped from her clutches for a little while in school.Haha.The day started with english.Did vocab.Mother tongue was next.Followed by recess.Still fasting today.Then it was POA.Followed by 3 period of maths.Yeah.Did cosine rule.Lastly,had chemistry lesson in the chem lab.Did the acid and alkali thingy.School ended.Again,i didnt go back with Syahidah as I got POA remedial.Even after the remedial,i still dont understand.Will ask Syahidah to teach me.Hehe.Went home feeling very tired.Showered and read my book.Break my fast.Finally,my debt has been cleared.Alhamdulilah.Did my homework.Yeah,im kinda angry with lil bro as he broke my Frasia's leg.But it wasnt on purpose so its okay.I dont blame him.Now my Frasia is injured.Awwh,poor thing.I put tape around the leg.Haha.I will ask mummy to knit it tomorrow.Haha.

Well I hope tomorrow will be another better day.Goodnight readers.(:

2009-07-13T21:48:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Today's day was quite tiring.I think the only reason to that is because im fasting and its quite a warm day.Anyway,today was not quite a good day eventhough it started quite well with some laughters with Syahidah and Wida but the day ended with hmm..sad(?)But whatever it is,im trying to forget about it.

Sunday:

Nothing much happen yesterday.Oh yah,I am so angry that another of my footwear was stolen again!Yeah,i was really angry.This is so not the first time.I was wondering out of so many footwears in this block,why mine?Uh.Luckily,it was not the sandals from WJ that was being stolen.Lesson learnt.From today onwards,i will put all my footwears inside the house.Be it new or old.I just don't want any of my stuffs to be stolen again.Uh.Enough about that.I also went to the library to borrow some books.I started reading the moment i reached home,forgetting all about the uncompleted homeworks.The malay novel was really sad.I cried cause it kinda reminded me of my own similar situation.After reading it halfway,i stopped and did my homeworks.Done and continued reading.So,i kinda spent the whole day reading.And yah,when i was walking to my room while reading,i kinda slip on my brother shirt and i fell down.There was no cuts or bruises.I was lucky.But i do experience some pains on my elbow.I didnt care about it as i thought that it will go away soon.

Monday:

Today.I woke up early today eventhough i could wake up later as school start late today.But I couldnt sleep at all yesterday.I keep waking up every one hour.When i woke up at 6,I wanted to shower but my head was too heavy so i decided to sleep in a little while longer.Mum woke me after 45 minutes.Showered and prepare to go to school.Met Wida,Afifah and Hayyu at the bus stop.Went to school with Syahidah.My elbow started hurting.The day started with POA.Learnt a new chapter eventhough i barely understand the previous chapter.Next was chemistry.Only one period.Recess.Stayed in class with wida and afifah.Did my physics.After recess was A maths.Learnt a new chapter,A maths trigo.So that means there will a test on the previous chapter,binomial theorem,which i barely understand too.I keep making mistakes and keep applying wrong formula to the wrong questions.Uh.The test will be on this friday and there will be another test on E maths trigo,next week.Sigh.Then it was CME.Slacked.Geography,almost fall asleep but tried to keep myself awake and pay attention.School ended and i went home with Syahidah.At home,while waiting for the time to pass,i finished reading my book and went to read my another book.Did my homework too.And finally,it was time to break fast.Mum cooked a delicious western meal.Yum yum.(: I went to the nearby shop to some things.While walking down the stairs,i was using my phone.I know i wasnt supposed to do that.So i kinda sprained my ankle.Hah!Its not that bad actually.I could still walk eventhough it is pain.Okay.Thats all i guess.Byebye.

I give up.Yes i gave up on you.I have no more strength to know whats going on already.I already heard what you have said.Somehow i couldnt believe it but its true.I thought about it and i come to a decision.I will forget about everything.I will stop asking myself silly questions.Instead,i will let the nature take its course.Whether or not things will be the same,i dont know.I will leave it all to Allah.All i wanr is to lead a proper and happy life.I dont want any of friends to worry about me anymore.I will be strong and face the outcomes.Insya'allah.
Ya Allah,Kau berikan lah hamba mu ini kekuatan untuk menerusi hidup yang penuh dengan ujian ini.Amin.

2009-07-11T22:07:00.003+08:00

Afifah and me.
Frasia!AYG mascot

Hello.

These are the two photos from yesterday event which i finally manage to upload successfully.The other photos,hmm,still cant.Sigh.Okay,hmm,its been a few days since i last posted.Sorry about that.

Thursday:
Hmm, nothing much to elaborate on.Went to school with Syahidah,Afifah,hayyu and nadia.Was slightly late but it doesnt matter anyway.Lessons was great as most of the teachers did not attend for the lessons.Had recess with Syahidah.(: Had AYG meeting after school.Went home.Thats all i guess.

Friday:
Tiring day for me.Went to school with Syahidah,Afifah,hayyu and nadia.Had mother tongue for the first two periods.Followed by A maths.Im struggling in A maths now as i missed some of the lessons due to Ayg.Hope i can catch up soon.Next was POA.Im struggling too.This time,its worst as i dont even understand a single thing.Hope the make up class on next wednesday will help me.Had recess with Syahidah^^. Last two periods of the day is E maths.The day ended.Went to Lot 1 to buy lunch.The surroundings in lot 1 somehow reminded me of my bestfriend which makes me cry.Sigh.Okay lets not talk about it.Went home.Eat lunch and showered after that.Meet up with Afifah to go to the AYG appreciation night.Meet up with the rest at Kallang.Reached there.Collect tickets and our goodie bags.Inside the goodie bag got snacks,drinks and FRASIA!Yeahh,we get Frasia.Went in to the indoor stadium.While waiting for the concert to start,took pictures,munching on the snacks and playing with Frasia.The concert start off with some speeches and then there was a performance by Amni Musfirah.She sang the AYG theme song.Her voice is damn nice.Then,there was another performance by Stephanie Sun.Yeah Stephanie Sun.We get to watch her concert for free.She sang alot alot alot of songs.Chinese songs and one english song.I wonder when will she ever get tired.In the middle of Stephanie Sun concert,Hartono(?) sang too.He damn hot.Hah!We went home even before the concert was over.Around 10 plus.My head was already spinning at that time.Went home by MRT.I kinda slept while standing.Alighted at Yew Tee with Afifah.Walked home alone.It was dark but got some lights.The shadows of the tree really scares.But i just keep walking and look straight.I did not panicked or run.However,in my heart,i was like praying and praying and praying.I was really scared.I was relieved when i reached home.Everybody was already asleep.Of course,as it was already 12 midnight when i reach home.I took a shower and went straight to bed.I was feeling really really tired.I slept at 12.45am and woke up at 2 in the morning.Why?Cause i got gastrics pain.Why?Cause i never eat properly for dinner.So i had problems sleeping.I just drank water and went back to sleep.

Today:
I woke up late today.Yeah.I was really tired.I spend the rest of the day at home,doing my homework and watching tv.Yeah it was boring.And I still havent complete some of my homeworks.Im left with Mother tongue and English.Thats all i have to say.Goodnight readers.

We used to talk together.We used to eat together.We used to laugh together.We used to do all the fun stuffs together.Where did all of these happy times gone to?Where?I want these times back.I want to be able to talk to you again.I want to approach you but im scared.Im even scared to say hi to you.Its like the both of us are avoiding each other.I thought i knew you well but i guess i dont.Thats why i thought this will never happened but it did.I guess i should have expected the unexpected.Sigh.I dont wish to cry everytime i think of you.I dont wish to make our best friend worry about me too.You know how she cares about the both of us.We used to have our arguments last time.But it was settled cause the both of us dont wish to make our bestfriend worried about us.But now,i dont know why it isnt settled yet?Its been two weeks.Will this silence between us be a forever one?Cause i dont want it to happened.I wish to know what is in your mind now.I wish to know why you are acting this way.I wish to know all the answers to my questions.But the important thing is that i wish you will be back to normal and the three of us will be together again.Sigh.

2009-07-08T22:10:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Hmm,a quick post before i go to sleep.

Today was not a good day but at least it ended with a smile and a laugh.Went to school alone.Reach school and rest my head on the table cause i was too tired.The day started with four periods of maths.That means i had two hours of both maths today instead of just 1 hr of one maths.It was quite tiring for me cause im already tired.I dont know about others.Mother Tongue was hmm, disaster?horrible?Not because of the new teacher.Not because of the class.But..nevermind.We are given a new project for CA2.Im in the same group with Huda,Hanna and Hetty.Ehk all 'H'.Recess was next.I didnt eat anything cause I didnt have appetite or rather i dont have the mood to eat.So i waited under the ramp for my friends to come which is at 11.30am.While waiting,hmm,at that point of time,I wished that Syahidah was there to console me with her words that she said to me whenever im feeling down.Sigh.Thanks Afifah,Wida,Dina and Fazira for comforting me.Took the bus to the hotel.Kinda sleep in the bus.Had lunch first before doing duty.A friend of mine kinda bullied me today and i cried.He apologised and i said it was not his fault cause im already sad before it.Did duty at the same place as yesterday.During break,i slept.I am really really tired.My friend sleep too.Didnt eat much for dinner cause i dont feel like eating too.Just ate soup and some fruits.The last 2 hours of the day was the best cause the guys keep entertaining me and my friend with their silly jokes which somehow make me forget about everything.Went home at 8pm.Showered and did my mother tongue homework.I guess thats about it.Byebye.

2009-07-07T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Eventhough I am really tired and sleepy,I still insist on posting cause I don't want my blog to be dead.And also,today,I told Afifah not to use the computer/laptop when she at home now but I myself use the laptop.Hah hah.

Sunday:
Got AYG duty.Morning shift again.Daddy send me.Duty was boring cause I was alone as my partner did not came.Went around 2pm with Afifah.But we walked around the shopping centre for awhile.Went home by MRT.Something(s) funny happened along the way that we kept laughing and laughing all the way.Haha.Walked home.It started raining.I played in the rain.Hah hah.Big deal.

Monday:
AYG duty, morning shift.This time my partner came.It wasnt quiite boring.The guys entertained us.So did the IHL(s).We got so bored that we make roses out of tissue papers.And we showcased it on the table.People that walk by kept saying,"wow,nice roses." and "are you selling roses".LoL.Duty ended at two.Went home alone.Went for dinner at my cousin's house around 5.I was surprised that Atikah was there.But I didnt have the mood to be hyper with her.But thanks for cheering me up,Atikah.I kinda hurt myself while playing the guitar out of frustration.Sigh.

Tuesday:
Today.I didnt want to go to school cause i was feeling super super tired and i didnt have the mood too.School was..hmmph..i don't know what to say.P.E was the first period.I tried to play too but i got too tired after awhile so i just slacked.English,went to comp lab to practice oral.Recess,stayed in class.Something happened but I didnt want to write it down here.CME,i only attended for half of the period.Left the school.Took bus to the hotel.Fall asleep in the bus.Did duty at OPS room today.Something for a change.I hang around with Afifah during my break.Went home at 8pm.Took bus back home too.Finally,i reached home around 9.30pm.Showered and basically im here now.

I am so tired.I don't feel like going to school tomorrow but i have to cause for the first 4 periods,im having both maths and i don't want to miss anything.Actually,tomorrow,my recess is the same as Syahidah but its a pity she wont be coming tomorrow.Sigh.Nevermind,thursday and friday also same recess.But i hope she will be coming.Hope you back is okay,Syahidah.And got mother tongue too.Sigh.Things in school now is not going very well for me.Sigh.Tomorrow will the last day of AYG.Yeay?No.Hah hah.Okay Bye.

I miss my bestfriend whom i used to hang out,laugh,talk nonsense with.I really miss her.But its different now.We are avoiding each other and i don't like it.I want things to be like normal but i don't know how.I am really sorry if i have done anything wrong to you.I just want you to be like normal again.Then,the three of us will be like normal too.Eventhough i feel angry when i see you,but the truth is im not.I just miss you and want the old you back.Why must you changed?I miss you bestfriend and im sorry too.I really am :(

To my bestbestfriend(sya)
Im sorry that i couldnt tell you anything.I just dont want you to be worry about me.I dont want to be burden to you.I wanted to tell you just now but its like soo..difficult.It is as though something is stoppong me.So i chose to be quiet.I think me being quiet only make you worry even more.Im sorry. Thanks for being there for me everytime.I wish things could be back to normal.Just you,me and her.Sigh.I am very very sad when this happened.Sigh.Thanks again and im sorry.Ily.

2009-07-04T16:44:00.003+08:00

Hello

I am so tired and feeling quite sick right now.I just came back from AYG duty thirty minutes ago.Thats explain why Im tired and sleepy.Okay,I planned to blog first and then complete all my homeworks.Only till then,I can go to sleep.Haha.

Thursday:
Nothing exciting happen in school on Thursday.Was quite boring.Except I was quite upset after knowing about some people.Thursday was also the start of my AYG duty.So yeah,I left school at 11.30am to make my way to Swissotel.The journey was quite long and I had to stand in the MRT.Even before the start of my duty,Im already tired.lol.So was assigned to our station.Im assigned to the workforce dining area with Alicia.Our job is actually to sit down and look at the screen whether people who were passing by for lunch/dinner,are having fever or not.Yeah,don't say it.I know.LOL.It was super super super cold at there.I was really shivering.If we know it is going to be very cold,we could have bring our jackets.I keep making my way to the toilet.Hahaha.Lunch(1pm) and dinner(5.30pm) was provided and its nice.Finally at 8pm,our duty ends.Took MRT home with Jasper and Alicia.Reach home around 10pm.I was so tired that when I reach home,I just showered and went to sleep.

Friday:
Had to woke up early for school.Went to school with Syahidah.Told her everything about Thursday cause she didnt come to school.Thanks for listening to everything,Syahidah.(= Had the same recess with her too. Again,same thing happened on that day. I was feeling quite sick and tired during recess but luckily I was not having any fever.Phew.Went to the Swissotel.Saw Afifah.Did my duty at the dining area too but different place.Lunch and Dinner was nice too.The deserts were our favourites today.Haha.Eventhough we are stationed at a different place,it was as cold as yesterday and luckily i brought my jacket.But today,some of the guys(not my school),pissed me and Alicia off.Yeah,we find them really really really irritating and Alicia even wanted to shout at them but got teacher so yah must respect.We just couldnt wait to go home.We were dismissed at 8pm too.Again,took MRT.I reach home earlier.Showered and went to sleep.

Saturday:
Today,I wake up at 4 in the morning.FOUR okay?Haha.Yeah was really really sleepy.Daddy sent me.Wanted to sleep in the car but it was too cold.Reach the hotel.Meet up with the others.Eat breakfast at the hotel.Nice okay.Haha.The dining room was soo cold in the morning.Assigned our duties.Dining room was changed again.lol.Everyday changed.Still so cold.Lunch was okay but they served lamb and I don't like lamb.Haha.While doing my duty,I nearly fell asleep on the table.Haha.So I drank 100 plus to keep me awake.Today, me and Jasper Ang Wei Jie had our silly arguements.Hahaha.Actually not only today.Last two days too.He is really funny.lol.Was dismissed at two today.Went home.Meet up with Wida under her block.She passed me the new timetable.Yeah new timetable for both odd and even week.But I havent received the odd week one.Now,I don't know what day(s) will I have the same recess as Syahidah.And there is also some changes to the subject teachers.Reached home.Showered.And now im blogging.My head is spinning and my throat is very sore.Also,I have an ulcer in my mouth.Uh,I don't like.

Tomorrow,my AYG duty will start in the morning.Must wake up in the morning again.Sigh.I think I better start on my Malay letter writing cause I must send it by today as the dateline is tomorrow at 10am.Sigh.Why must use email?So high-tech meh?lol.Okay people,the paragraph below is again about my say.You may stop here if you want.Till then,goodbye readers.(:

Changes in you,you and you.Why do you need stare at me till like that?What wrong have I done to you?And also,why the need to stare at other people too?Whatever you are doing,please stop it cause you are not getting any attention from me or others, even with your big eyes.You only making me 'hate' you.If you are not happy,you can come and talk to me.There is not a need to give the "stare".You like to stare so much is it?And you,no need to involve people who are innocent into your conversations or even your life.They did nothing wrong.Its you that is in the wrong.And to another you,whats wrong with you?Do you have problems?Its only been one month and you just changed into a complete different person.I don't even know what is the problem or where did I go wrong.I have been thinking for the last few days but nothing.I still dont know.Sigh.I don't like it when you are like this.Thinking about all this make my headache come back to me.Thinking about all this,make me sad again.Sigh.Why can't things be like normal again?I think im in a need of Syahidah now.But I don't want to bother her or even add on to her problems.Sighh

2009-07-01T20:56:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Hmm,why am I blogging?Cause I think that I won't be blogging for the next two days due to AYG as I will be going home late and I will be tired after the duty.I think(?) But I will resume blogging on the weekends(insya'allah/God Willing) as my shift will be in the morning and I will be reaching home in the afternoon around 3 plus.AYG will start tomorrow.Will be going out of class at 11am.Im going to miss half of the day of school.Hmm..

Today?
Sigh.Same day like yesterday.In the morning,at the bus stop,I didnt daydream.So I didnt missed any bus today.Meet Syahidah.Her voice still haven't recover.She very poor thing you know.Syahidah,I hope that you will recover soon okay?I miss your voice too.Heh.First period was Physics.Got a new teacher.Actually its not new to me as she taught me before when I was Sec 1.Wida and I kept laughing cause of the teacher's face reactions.Then it was Mother Tongue.Teacher never come again.Hmm.Then,it was recess.But I didnt go down for recess.Instead,I just stay in class.A Maths was next.Learn a new chapter called Binomial Theoren which was cool for the basic.lol.POA was next.Followed by a three period of English.School ended.I went home first with Syahidah.But I took the lrt first as there were too many people and she couldnt get in.So yeah.I went home first.All I want to do at that time was to get home as fast as possible cause mummy was alone at home as Aunt left at 2pm.Reached home.Showered and rest cause I was just too tired.Luckily,Aunt did the chores already.After resting,I did my homework.Went out to Yew Tee Point to buy dinner for family.Ate dinner and complete the rest of my homework.Now,homework is done and attire for AYG has been ironed too.So I can sleep early today.At least I think so.Sigh.Hmm,nothing else.Okay bye.(:

Happy Birthday Shazwani.(:

2009-06-30T22:00:00.001+08:00

Hello.

I didnt blogged yesterday cause I was just busy and yeah lazy.I also didnt have the mood to blog.Yesterday was fine.Though i hope to have a better day today but it didnt turn out so well.

Yesterday:
First day of the term.School starts at 7.40am instead of 8.40am.Went to school with Syahidah.When I stepped into my class,was surprised that the seating arrangement was back to normal.At the same time,I was happy cause I still get to sit with Wida.Teacher came and we took temperature.Teacher changed some of our seating arrangement.I was praying that he wouldnt change me and Wida.And yes,he didnt.The day started with the slide presentation on H1N1.So,we kinda came early just to watch the presentation.Then it was 3 period of E maths or A maths.I wasnt too sure but I know its maths.Recess was next.Had recess with Syahidah.(: Then,it was Geography.We were very glad that it still the same teacher.English also the same teacher.Did summary.POA,learnt new topic.Then school ended.I laughed a lot with Wida today due to my sillyness and my funny reactions. Wida just keep laughing when I reminded her about my reactions in class.

Today:
I didnt feel like opening my eyes or even get up from my bed this morning but my mum keep waking me up so I don't have a choice.Made my way to bus stop.I don't know how.But somehow I was daydreaming and I miss the bus.Yeah,silly me.Took the next bus and meet Syahidah.Same routine happened in the morning in class today.Took temperature.The day started with A maths.Then P.E,then my mood was ruined by the things that I heard.But I tried not to think about it.Recess was very weird.Cause there is like a new way of queuing up for food.Troublesome and it takes up a lot of times.My teacher say it is to pratice social distance(?).After recess,was Chemistry.Then Mother Tongue.Still stick to the same class.But I got a different teacher.Sigh.Then it was E Maths.Followed by English.This period,Wida was again reminded of yesterday incident,so she laughed and laughed and laughed.So did I.Went home.Thought of going to Lot 1 but upon reaching Lot 1,I got a call from Mummy.She said that she fell.So i panicked and rushed home.The door was locked and lucky I brought keys.Mummy fell down in the toilet.Her ankle was swollen.I don't know what to do.So I called Aunt and asked my elder cousin,Abang Adi, to send her to the clinic as he got a car.I stayed at home with my cousin,Kak Ayuni,as lil brother didnt bring his keys.So me and my cousin did all the chores that mum didnt managed to complete.I never been so tired in my life just doing chores.Abang Adi,Aunt and Mummy soon came home.Aunt told me that the sprain was quite bad and doctor advised mummy not to walk around so much.Poor thing lah Mummy.Sigh.I showered and went to tuition.Yes I was really tired and didnt have the mood to do Maths.I admit that i did less practices today.Sigh.Went home around 7.10pm.Completed my homeworks.Had my late dinner.Rest and watched tv.

Tomorrow is Wednesday.For today and yesterday,time did not pass as fast as last term.Some lessons are quite boring now.Whatever it is,Im hoping that tomorrow will be a better day.More better than today or yesterday.Sigh.Thursday will the start of my AYG duties.Sigh.I have yet to iron my attires.Hmmph,what else.Nothing else.After this paragraph,there is going to be one paragraph.It is about my say.So if you are not interested,you might want to stop here.Goodnight readers.(:

If only you could keep your mouth shut to yourself,then my day wouldnt be ruined.I wouldnt have to worry so much too.Seriously,do you want everybody to know about it?If I were to tell everybody about you,you wouldnt like it either right?Uh.Yes Im angry at you.But im trying not too.This is not the first time you have done this.What you have done,is just so wrong.Eventhough we are friends,please have some thoughts or feelings about others.I wonder when will you stop talking bad about people who did nothing wrong to you.Uh,get a life.Please.Sigh.

2009-06-27T22:57:00.001+08:00

hello.

Im really bored right now.Hehe.I thought of sleeping early today as I had a really long day today.But I not feeling sleepy at all.So thats why im blogging right now.I slept quite late yesterday night cause of Atikah lah.Haha.Im just kidding.We got a lot of things to talk about that we didnt realised it was already midnight.Haha.

Today:
Eventhough I slept late,I woke up quite early today.Around 8.30 am.Its early right?Haha.I just couldnt get myself to sleep back.So I just get off from my bed and showered.Had a light breakfast.Mum and Dad told me that they are going to Geylang around 10am.To be honest,I dont like going to Geylang.Haha.But I got no choice.I don't want to stay home alone and Im bored of sitting at home.So I decided to follow my parents.Both my brothers have their own sports activity to go to.My big brother got soccer training while my lil brother got his basketball training.So went to Geylang.Mum ordered some new curtains for our house and also she bought new cushions.After spending 2 hours there,we decided to go to the Robinsons Sales at Singapore Expo.I bought myself a pair of jeans for AYG.Then head to Lot 1 for lunch.Meet up with big brother at there too cause he wanted to buy a new handphone.Had lunch at Food Culture.While Big brother and Dad went to buy his phone,mummy and me went to shop around Lot 1.I bought a shoe.Heh.Went home around 4 plus.Then help mum and dad clean up our house.My house was quite dusty after the renovations so is my room.So clean and clean and clean.Finally,everything is done.I was really really really tired that.Took a shower and rest after that.Mum and Dad went out to buy dinner so I was left at home alone cause I was too tired to go out.Haha.Had dinner once they are back.Watch tv with family.Im done i guess.Haha

For tomorrow,I will be staying at home for the whole day i guess.Maybe I should double-check all my holiday assignments tomorrow.Who knows, there might be some questions which I have not attempted yet.And not forgetting,I have to print out the Maths project and also do my reflection on it.Sigh.Last minute things to do before school starts.Tomorrow will the last day of holidays.Time flies so fast.Hmm,I still don't know what time school starts on Monday.Hah!Nevermind,I will ask friends about it tomorrow.Okay,I have nothing else to say.Goodnight.(:

2009-06-26T12:04:00.001+08:00

Hello

I wanted to post yesterday but I was lazy.Hehe.This time its not blogger fault.Haha.Also,Im giving up on the intention of wanting to post the pictures.Haha.Sorry Atikah.The readers wont be able to see your silly faces!Haha.Im kidding.lol.

Yesterday:
Hmm,I kinda of forget what I did yesterday.LOL.Im becoming an old lady.Hah!Okay,yesterday was quite a boring day for me.I spend almost the whole day at home with my little brother.He is so irritating lorr yesterday yet he is so funny.Haha.We were playing games on facebook in my room.And he were somehow losing in the game so he was angry lah.Then he keep blaming his laptop.Saying this and that.Banging on my table which irritates me the most and suddenly he laughed.Weird right?Then while I was listening to songs,he keep wanting to show me his magic tricks which didnt work at all.Haha.And then he make me angry by messing up my room by throwing his cards!I make him clean my room.Haha.While he was cleaning my room,there was an insect flying around.He quickly ran out of my room which makes me laugh so hard!Hahaha.We went tuition at 5pm.I finally understand the topic Trigonometry now.Haha!Yeah,went home around 7pm.Skipped dinner.Watched tv.And yah sleep.lol

Happy Birthday to Dina.(:
& Happy 16th monthsary to Syahidah and Rusyad.(:

Today:
Hmm,wake up around 8 .30am.Had breakfast.Did last minute research on the Maths Project.Changed and meet Farah.Went to Hayyu's house to do the project.Do this,do that.Finished up.And we went home.Went to Aunts house with Kak Ayuni for our late lunch.Help put in cleaning the house.Went back to my home.lol.Showered and changed to go for my religious class.I dont intend to go but knowing that i will not be attending next week,so i have to go today.Class was okay.We all were told that exam is just one month away!Haish.Went home with Hayyu.Wida didnt came.Went online and chat with friends.While chatting,i was on the phone with Atikah.Haha.Yeah.Okay thats all.(:

I miss Granny.Haha.So random.But yeah i miss her.Its been awhile since i see her.Sigh.I hope i get to see her soon.Anyway,school will be starting in two days time.So fast.Anybody knows what time school start on this monday?Cause some say 7.40am.So im not sure!If anybody knows,please tag on my tagboard.Thanks.Of course,this applies to the students which go to the same school as me.Hahaha.Okay.Its already midnight.I should go to sleep now.(:

Goodnight readers.(:

2009-06-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hello

I wanted to post yesterday but my blogger was like not cooperating with me.And again,I cant upload the pictures.Its been so long since i post some pictures in my blog right?Ugh,all blogger fault.Another thing that irritates me is my internet connection which is very very very slow nowadays and it keeps lagging.I have to keep restarting my laptop every now and then.Sometimes i feel like throwing this laptop onto the wall.Hahaha.

Yesterday:
Attend the Heartland Poetry Workshop.Meet Syahidah at the bus stop.She gave me a birthday present.She insisted that i could not open it.But I,being a naughty girl,keep peeping into the hole of the paper bag.Hahaha.We were early again.Took temperature.Waited for friends and also talk to Cikgu Ahmad.Went up to the Rifle Range.Listen to the talk given by Cikgu Aqmal who was the winner of Anugerah a few years ago.He is very funny.I find his talk more better that yesterday cause its about music and you know i like music alot alot.Hahah.We were then break into different groups again.This time,Afifah and Sharmaine were in the same group as me.For the first activity,we have to sing out a poem.Something like that.After that was lunch time.The drink was absolutely better than yesterday.Haha.Big deal seyy.LOL.Second half of the session was even more fun as we played a game like Amazing Race and yeah we have to run!We have to do something at every stations such as cheers,acting,games and poems.We were the third group to reach which my facilitator find it very weird.Haha.Soon,it was our turn to perform on stage.I must our cheer was the only hyper one.But when it come to acting part,it didnt turn out so well.Haha.But nevermind,we did our best.The result was out and we were very very very very surprised that we were the champion.Hahah!Took pictures and we were dismissed.Afifah,Sharmaine and me went back to school for AYG meeting.Had a talk by Miss Goh for thirty minutes or less.I was very tired at that point of time that i almost fell asleep but i wrote notes to keep me awake.Haha.And also i keep making silly arguments with Jasper!Hahaha.We also received our AYG attire.Its blue!Hahah.We can wear jeans as the bermudas(?) are not being issued anymore.I can this attire to school for 4 days as the shift is in the afternoon.Hehe.Thats all for yesterday.

Today:
Woke up around 8+ going 9 am.Mummy and lil brother was still sleeping.Haha.Showered.Eat breakfast and watch tv.Went to Aunt house for a "tuition" around noon with Mummy and Lil brother.It is actually not a tuition.It is more to a talk on ways to study.Before going to Aunt house,went to Lot 1 to buy science assessment books.I bought guide books for Physics and Chemistry.Lil brother and me didnt eat lunch so we were hungry the moment we reached the jurong east interchange but the strange thing is that we dont want to eat.So we bought Vitasoy to fill our stomach.It was bigger than the usual ones.We were very full after drinking it.Haha.Reach Aunt house.Settle down and started studying.She told us what type of learners we are.Im an auditory learner while lil brother is a visual learner and the other one which start with 'K'.I forgot whats the word.Haha.We were also thought that doing mindmaps is the best way to learn.She also teach us that we should have manage our time properly and we should also have lesser time for enjoyments than needs.Today,i learnt that i must kick the habit of saying "i dont know" as it slower down my brain growth or kill my brain.Haha.So i must not say "i dont know" anymore from now onwards.We learnt a lot of things today that we were really excited to apply it on our studies.We went home around 5.Bought Mac for dinner.Soon after dinner,lil brother and me started studying.Hahaha.It was very awkward.But yeah,i have to start doing my revisions already cause i know im going to miss a lot when school reopens due to AYG.I really i could catch and i also hope that my friends could help me.Hehe.

Will be having tuition tomorrow.Since i have finished all my school assignments,i plan to start on a new subject tomorrow during tuition.I hope that i could learn and absorb alot tomorrow.Im also glad that there will be no extended holidays despite H1N1.Haha.So school will start next Monday.I can't wait to meet Syahidah and go to school with her again.Hahaha.Just now,mummy told me that my body and forehead were warm so i panicked and quickly took my temperature.Luckily,my temperature was normal.Hahaha.Okay.I have nothing else to say and i think this post is long enough.Haha.Byee.

Im still angry with this blogger for not allowing me to post pictures here!Haha.

2009-06-22T22:36:00.001+08:00

Hello

I thought of not posting but im bored so yeah.Okay today,i had the Heartland Poetry Workshop.Meet Syahidah at the bus stop.On our way to Regent Sec,we talk craps and nonsense.At least i think i did.Haha.We reached early.Super early that we were the first ones.Haha.So yeah,waited at the foyer for the others and take temperature too.Started with some talks on the topic.Then we were separated into groups with different schools.Yeah,there were other schools too.My group was okay but they are shy.So am i.Did the activity and soon it was lunch time.The second half was more to drawing.I did draw something.But i think its funny.Haha.Soon,after the debrief and such,it was dismissal.I couldnt wait to get out from that Rifle Range as it was super duper cold inside.Haha.I totally forgot that i have maths remedial today until Afifah told me.Before going to school,we decided to go to Lot 1 for lunch and we call teacher too.He told us that he already went home so there will be no remedial for today or tomorrow but postponed it on Wednesday instead.Yeah we kinda wasted our bus fares.Luckily we didnt go to school.Haha.They ate at KFC.But i didnt cause i wasnt hungry and don't feel like eating.We went home after walking around.Showered and watched tv.I couldnt find anything else to do.Daddy was at home.He took two days off just to paint the house.Yeah he painted the house today.I didnt helped cause i just showered and didnt want to get dirty again.But i did help mummy to take out the curtains.Heh.Oh yah,lil brother was very naughty today.Haha.While i was sitting down,he took the brush and put it on my hair!Yeah,i was mad.Actually not.Okay a little bit.So i chase him around the house and finally i got my revenge.In the end,i was dirty so i took another shower.Haha.After that,i played silly games on facebook with little brother which makes us laugh like mad people in my rooms.Just now,i did my elearning quiz with my little brother.It was on a topic from the sec 2 book.So i thought he learnt already but he haven't so i teach him.It is Sets notation topic.Then he say he find it easy.Haha.So we did the quiz together and i scored 90%.Haha.

This weeks is a busy week for me.Cause i still havent do my project.I also havent do my research.Haha.Maybe tomorrow.I have tuition this week too.Tomorrow I have the same course like today and after that i have AYG meeting.Wednesday,im having maths remedial.Thursday,im having my tuition.Friday,im doing my project.Oh gosh.Speaking about AYG,im like having second thoughts now.Cause of the H1N1.Uh,i am so scared.I should have taken the flu jab.Why must i be scared of jabs?Uhh!I cant quit now.Sighh!

And,yeah,Atikah just called me.She told me that she will be moving to Woodlands soon.Yessa!Haha.Im happy cause its like much nearer now so that we could go out more often now.Haha.This is so random!Heheh.(:

Okay people,i think i should go to bed now?Haha.Bye.(:

2009-06-21T21:25:00.001+08:00

Hello

Im just going to post about about today only cause there is nothing much to talk about yesterday except somebody really surprised me with some actions.Im also not going to elaborate on it.Heh.You want to know,ask me yourself okay?And of course it depends whether i want to tell you or not.Haha.Okay.

First of all,before i start with today's post,i would like to wish my daddy and all the fathers in this world a HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
To my one and only beloved daddy:
Thanks for bringing me up and guiding me through this years.Thanks for pampering me from young till now.Haha.Thanks for giving me what I wanted.Thanks for everything.Eventhough im fifthteen now,you should know that i will always be your little girl.I love you daddy.Happy Father's Day.(:

Second of all,I had the worst headache yesterday night that i could only sleep at two in the morning.It was horrible.Its like my head is going to explode.And at that point of time,i feel like knocking my head on the wall.I even ate medicine but it didnt go away.Only Allah knows how i feel yesterday.It got better this morning.But i had the worst stomachache ever(girls problem).This was the first time,it hurts so bad.I even skipped breakfast and lunch.What luck.Sigh

Okay,back to today's post.lol.Atikah called this afternoon saying that they will be coming over to my house as their family wants to meet my family too.Yeah i was excited.My family too.Haha.I was happy to see Atikah's family,especially her cute little sister which i just knew she had one.Hah.Little brother was shocked to see Atikah.Atikah was shocked to see how tall my lil brother has grown and how my big brother has grown to be thinner too.Haha.You know,my lil brother used to have a crush on Atikah last time.Haha.Really cute.Now,i don't know if my little brother still have a crush on Atikah or not.Haha.So yeah,the parents sit in the living room and talk and talk.Haha.While the boys played games in the boys room and me,Atikah and her sister play in my room.Her sister is really cute yknw.Haha.I like pinching her cheeks and all she do is to smile back showing a only tooth.Hahah.And she pretty much love the camera.Haha.They left around 7.All of us had a great time.For dinner,we ordered pizzas.But i didnt ate much.No appetite.Still having the stomachache.Sigh.

I have school tomorrow.Will be seeing Syahidah and the others.I miss Syahidah.The last i meet her was few weeks ago.Sigh.Well,im glad i will be seeing her tomorrow and tuesday.I still havent do my project which i will be doing on Friday.But i havent start doing my research.Oh no.Will start it tomorrow.Tomorrow is also my mummy birthday.Haha.I already gave her the birthday present i bought for her.Now im broke.Like seriously.Haha.But daddy just gave me this week allowance so i hope i could some money to buy a friend's birthday present.I also heard from some friends that school holiday is going to extend for another week?I hope not.Cause i kinda miss school and it is so boring at home.Haha.I cant believe im saying this but it is so true.Heh.

I realise im talking rubbish since i start on this post.Haha.Oh ya.I so hate this blogger.I cant upload any pictures.Uh.I got alot alot alot of pictures from all those celebrations and such.*Smack blogger*.Haha.Okay.Bye.

2009-06-17T21:48:00.003+08:00

hello.

I had a great day with Atikah.(:

I woke up late today eventhough i already set an alarm.Haha.In the end,daddy was the one who wake me up.Realising that i was already late,i quickly get up from my bed and showered.Took a light breakfast and asked daddy to send me to Vivo City.If not,i know i couldnt reach in time.Thank daddy for sending me.Haha.Daddy rocks.LOL.When i reach there,i was lost.I couldnt find Atikah but she told me she reached already.Of course i couldnt find.Cause i dont know how she looks like now.Its been years since i last saw her.Haha.Then there was someone patting on my shoulder.I turned around.It was a lady.She asked me whether im izza.I asked her whether she is Atikah.She said yes.We were like so excited to see each other.Haha.She look so different.Yeah we hug.Haha.We went to catch Land of The Lost.It was kinda lame but funny.Then we went shopping.Then the both of us got hungry so went to eat at BK.She insist on treating me.She is the same old Atikah.Insist on everything.Haha.So i cant say no.Thanks for the treat,Atikah.After we ate,went to shop for candies at Candy Empire.Haha.Let me tell you,Atikah was a fan of candies and chocolates.When we were young,we always begged our mums to buy us sweets.Haha.But now,im sure what too much of candies and chocolates can do to us.Haha.

Then we head to ECP.We decided to take a stroll there.We sat down and talked about the past.Last time,we used to come to ECP during the holidays with our families.We talk and talk and talk non stop till Atikah cried.Yeah seeing her cry, make me cry too.I then asked if she is staying in singapore or not.She said yes.She have been staying here since the last 2 years but didnt manage to find me.Awwh.Im so happy to hear that.But she stayed very far away from me.She stayed at Pasir Ris.But nevermind,she told me that we will meet again soon.Insyallah.Time flies and we have to say goodbyes.Awwh.My daddy fetched me.Atikah too.

Eventhough im tired,I sure did have a great time with her.She hasnt changed much.Still the same Atikah i knew when i was a small girl except for her looks thats for sure.Haha.I told you that im a silly girl when i was a small girl right?Atikah was more silly than me.Haha.She will certainly hurt herself eveytime we play.Haha.Im not sure if she is still as silly as last time or not.Like me.Haha.Well okay,thanks for the great day Atikah!Not forgetting,the present!Hehe.(:

Tomorrow,will going out in the morning with Friends to play basketball(?).I think.Haha.But i know we will be going out.Haha.Hmm.I also have tuition tomorrow.I think.Heh.Okay people.I will stop now.Bye.(:

Happy Birthday Hardy.(:

2009-06-16T17:36:00.000+08:00

Hello!

Okay apologise for not updating for the last few days.So sorry.I have been going out for the last few days and i always came home feeling very tired so thats is one of the reasons why i didnt post.Okay the past few days,there is a lot of surprises that happened to me.Will let you know in detail along the way.This is going to be quite a long post.Before i start,i would to thank my beloved cousin for posting for me.Look below.Haha.

Saturday:
Went to JP with family excluding big brother.I told you once in my recent post that my daddy is going to buy for me a new mp3 player.And yeah,we bought it on that day.I find it nice.Haha.Little brother also buy a mp3 player but his one is totally different.Cause his one is just a earpiece kind but can store songs.So cool!I think the name of the mp3 is SONY Zappin(?).Check it out yourself okayy?Heh.And yeah,thank daddy for the mp3.(:

Sunday:
Went to Johor, JUSCO shopping mall.Yeah,our purpose of going there is to celebrate my birthday in advance cause my birthday falls on the tuesday and daddy have to work and big brother got school to attend.We ate at Secret Recipe which i find the cakes there so delicious.Then we went to watch a movie titled,"Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak".It is actually a comedy plus horror movie.The title actually taken from two actual horror movies.Honestly,I dont like horror movies at all.Not even when it consist of comedy or anything.Haha.Yeah i admit im scared.Haha.But this movie is okay.Only the scary part scares me.Duh.I keep covering my face with my hands.Haha.And my big brother keep scaring me even before the movie starts.Yeah irritating.Hahahaha.After the movie,we went shopping.Bought some food and went home.It was a great day despite my headache.I slept on my way home.

Monday:
Like i said,i will be having an outing with cousins and friends.Even on that day itself,im clueless on where we are going.They refuse to tell.They finally tell me when i meet them.They say we were going to the movies.And i wonder why it is so hard to tell me.Haha.So we went to Causeway point to catch hannah montana movie.I already watche it online beforehand but im not tired of it even the second time.Hahah.Okay.Then they told me that we will be going to Amran house.I just followed them.I were asked to sit down on the couch.Haha.Like dog seyy.Haha.Amran say he have to help his mum.While Danial,Shafiz,Ayuni and Reen went to toilet.I was wondering why there is a need for the four of them to go to toilet at one time and amran got so many toilets meh?Haha.That was what i thought.But moments later,they surprised me by coming towards the living room which a cake on Ayuni hands and they were singing a birthday song.Yeah,i was totally surprised.Blew out the candles and cut the cake.Then they told me that they got another surprise.I was like "isnt this surprise enough?".Hahaha.Well,they asked me to close my eyes.I was like praying and hoping that this doesnt lead to a birthday bash like they did to me last year.They brought me to a room.When i opened my eyes,there was a slideshow on a tv playing in front of me.This slideshow,consist of pictures,memories and words from them.It was the work from Danial.He is smart with this technical stuff.Haha.The slideshow were touching and yeah i cried.And then i heard a door opening.They asked to turn around.So i did and i saw HARDY!Haha.Why i was shocked?Cause he say he could not be there to celebrate my birthday with me as he is going back USA.He lied to me.Haha.That was the third surprise.And lastly,like usual,birthday bash!Luckily this time,there were no eggs involve.Unlike last year.Haha.Wash up and i went home.At night,went to basketball with both brothers.Thanks for the surprises,presents and everything!I love you all.(:

Tuesday(12 pm-2am)
I turned 15th today.Why did i put the time?Because during this period of time,my phone wont stop vibrating.Haha.Yeah there were alot of wishes from my friends and family.The funny and the surprising one had to be from Afifah.At first,she told me that she had something really important to tell me.So i believed her.But in the end,it was a birthday wish.Haha.What can i say?Im gullible.Hehe.I find it hard to sleep last night.I dont know why.When i was about to sleep around two,Amit text me wishing me a happy birthday.It comes with a poem.Haha.He and his poems and jokes.

Tuesday(8am and above)
I woke up at 8 in the morning today.Yeah i only had a 5 hours of sleep.I wanted to sleep in a little bit more but i remembered that im going breakfast with my mummy and lil brother.So showered and went to Limbang.We ate Macdonalds.Mum treat.Ehk wait,Daddy was the one who the money.So it was daddy treat.Who cares?Haha.Went home after breakfast.Around noon,went to play basketball again with lil brother.I have to exercise.Been eating alot of junk food during the holidays.Haha.Okay here comes another surprise.My door bell rang.Mum say there was no one outside but she saw people running.Lil brother say it must be a prank.Then i received a text message from Eiss,asking me to open the door.So i did.But i see no one except for a paper bag on my gate.While taking the paper bag,i heard voices.To me,it sounded like WJ voice.Take a look whats inside the bag.It was a pair of sandles.Very nice ones!Haha.And the size was perfect.Eiss told me it was him,Abbas and WJ who were outside my house just now.I don't know who,the present was from but whatever it is,i should thank this 3 guys from making their way to my doorstep.Haha.And then,there was another surprise.It was from Wida and Afifah.This time,they did not run away but they have to see my messy hair which was made by my lil brother.So messy.I was so embarrassed but at the same happy and surprised to see them.Thanks Wida and Afifah for the presents and also making your way here just to give me the presents.Thanks thanks.Not forgetting Hayyu,who gave me a present through Wida.Thanks thanks.^^.Also,my phone did not stop ringing or vibrating.A lot more wish me a happy birthday today.And the sweetest is from my Syahidah!I miss her alot.I was touched by her words on her blog.

Oh yah,there is another surprise.It was from my first ever bestfriend,Atikah.I met her during my kindergarten years.We didnt go to the same school but we were neighbours.Haha.We never meet each other again eversince i moved and she migrated to Malaysia.And on the Sunday night,there was this person who add me on MSN.I have no idea who she is.She started giving me clues and such.Then i guess.I was rigt.It was her.I was so happy.We actually planned to meet today but she couldnt make it last minute.So im meeting her tomorrow.Cant wait to meet her.Haha.

This year birthday is full of surprises from both family and friends.Eventhough this year hasnt been the very best year for me,i still have my friends and family by my side supporting me.For this year birthday,I wish that the second half of 2009 will be a great one.I also wish that my friendship with all my friends will be as strong as ever and hope it will last long.I thanked my friends and family for making this 15th birthday of mine... a very memorable one.All of this bring a smile to my face.(:

Thanks all for the birthday wishes throught texts,online messages and my tagboard,surprises and presents.Thank you(friends and cousins) for the happy moments that all of you have shared with me.Im blessed to have such friends and family.Alhamdulilah.(:

2009-06-16T00:07:00.002+08:00

heyy

First of all,im not the owner...Second of all,im helping this lazy owner to make this blog look alive...Third of all, its her BIRTHDAY,today,now!Haha

So i wld lyk to take this opportunity to wish a...

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY TO IZZA HAZIRAH!

Yea,zirah,hope u had fun just now during the surprise..i noe this year is not a very good yr fr u but i hope tis year birthday is a memorable one fr u,darling.N jyeah,we all luv u.^^

U r 15 now.So please act like u are 15...Haha..please stop being silly..Haha.

Ok, happy birthday to you again and please update...please please please!!Haha

Your cousin,
Ayuni.(:

2009-06-11T20:41:00.007+08:00

Hello

Im not going to elaborate much on the things i do in ACSI today cause im tired,sleepy and also my headache is killing me.I just need a rest.So yeah,today,went to school alone.I was not the first or the last to reach school just now.So it was just right.^^.The weird thing that happened today is that before i enter the school,i saw some of my friends is spotchecked by the security guard.I thought that he want to check our bags but he actually just want to see whether we got bring our thermometer or not.Of course we got bring cause we were reminded a countless times yesterday by our HOs and ma'am.Then board the bus.Guess what,it is the same uncle as yesterday.I guess this uncle is devoted to our school npcc.Haha.But the uncle very nice.He let us watch movie in the bus.Cool y'know.Got a screen like that.The title of the movie is forbidden kingdom(?).Im not so sure of the title but it is an action movie and the stars are Jet Li and Jackie chan(?).We didnt watch it from the beginning but we watch the ending part.Quite nice.Today LMSC course was okay.First part was okay.Just a lecture on leadership.There is an activity too and it is fun.My sir continued to ask us some silly but funny questions.Lunch was the same.Nothing new.And their canteen got air-con!Haha.Second half start with a lecture on team building.I can say it is quite boring.I nearly fall asleep.Some of them sleep already.Then we proceed to team building games.It was the best part for the day.Then it is the end of the course.

I must say the HOs today is very cranky than yesterday.Keep scolding us and keep shouting.I keep saying to Weiqi that they must be hungry as an angry man is a hungry man.Haha.Yeah.Okay.There is nothing else for me to say.So yeah Bye.

Im sorry if i haven't been doing my part as a your friend.Im sorry if i have made you upset or anything.Today,during the LMSC course,i took some sort of a personality test.One of the detail showed me that i afraid of sudden changes in life.Maybe its true.I dont kno if things between us is going to change or not.But i dont want it to happen.I keep having dreams that i will lose you to her.I dont know.People say that dreams always turn out to be the opposite in reality.But it seem so real.I had the both of you with me at first.Now that i am maybe losing one,am i going to lose you too?I dont know.That is what my dream say.My headache keep coming to me again and again.Maybe i think and worry too much.I dont know.Someone say if things do change,i should just accept the fact and move on.Can i?I dont think i can.But i dont want things to change!I really dont!Im really really really scared.Uh!Sighh.I hope you will forgive for any of my mistakes=(
Sigh.Im sorry.

2009-06-10T20:10:00.003+08:00

Hello

I had a long day today.Im quite tired now but I insist on blogging.Info that is so not neccessary.Haha.Okay,today,eventhough im tired,i still had a great day with friends.So yeah i woke up early today and i didnt sleep early last night.I still couldnt sleep eventhough i keep forcing myself to sleep.Finally, I could sleep at 12.30 am.My sleep seem quite short too.Feel like i have only slept for 1 hour.Haha.So showered.Took the bus with Daddy.Reached school quite early and there was nobody there.It was quite dark too.I started to feel scared as i think about the ghost stories in my school.Luckily,one of my friends came shortly after that.Actually,the reporting time is not at 7 am.So yeah i came early for nothing!So i have learnt my lesson.Haha.Therefore,im not going to come early tomorrow.Haha.And also,i dont have to wear full uniform tomorrow.Yeay!

Okay,so the course is held at ACSI.The school is damn damn big.It is like a polytechnic school.But the classroom is small but got air-con.The last time i went to ASCI was last few years.Head to the Auditorium for the lecture.Did MOI(method of instructions) and goal settings.My two sirs is fun and nice.Lunch was okay.But we all complain cause for every npcc course we go,we will always eat the same food.Haha.Second half of the day was all about communication.We played some games like pass the message.My sir told us some lame jokes.Weiqi also told me some lame jokes.Hers is really really lame.Well,mine too.Haha.Soon,we were dismissed.Had to go up and down the staircase just to go to a toilet which is not full.In the end,me,Weiqi,Hasyimah and Sharmaine were the last ones to board the bus.Haha.Weiqi also hurt my ear by singing lady gaga songs.Haha.Kidding.She super high lor today.Haha.Okay.Then went home.Reach home.Showered.Eat.Now im resting on my bed.Haha.I still havent do the reflection that we are suppose to do and hand in tomorrow.Uh,i lazy lh.Haha.Okay okay.I guess im done here.Bye.^^

I had fun today.Especially,when i had the silly arguments with Weiqi over Jia En,Xiong Yi and Shang Yuan.And also,the laughters i had with her.Haha.

2009-06-09T22:12:00.003+08:00

Hello

Here again.Im just bored and couldnt go to sleep.However,i will force myself to go to sleep after this cause I have to wake up at 5 in the morning tomorrow.I thought of asking daddy to send me to school tomorrow but Big brother is driving to school tomorrow and he is going to school late.Therefore,i can't get him or daddy to send me to school.How sad.So yeah,taking the bus tomorrow.And and and,i have completed(sort of) all my homeworks!Haha.But i still got one or two questions from POA worksheet.So im left with projects which i don't know when to do it.

Okay you know something, I had some accidents(sillyness) today(not on purpose).First,the staple bullet went through my thumb cause lil brother was fighting with me just to use the staple.So i accidentally press the staple.Yeah,it bleed.Pain?Not so.Second,when i was taking out my tuition book,some books on top of it fell down and hurt my foot.Actually it was my fault.I should have taken out the books first.Haha.At first it was painful,but now,not pain anymore.Third, i was doing my npcc uniform,putting the badges and then the pin from one of the badges poke my finger three times.Haha.Yeah i was frustrated.Haha.But i still managed to get everything done.Now everything is prepared.So yeah okay,i better go to sleep.Bye.^^

2009-06-09T13:17:00.004+08:00

Hello

Yeah,i am so bored.That explains why im here blogging.Actually,I don't know what to blog about either.I couldnt find anything to do.Actually have,my homeworks.But I am so lazy to do it.Okay today I woke up later than usual cause I didnt had a good sleep yesterday due to my headache which is hurting me forever.Sigh.So head to the minimart to buy my breakfast after showering.I then watch tv and then went online.But I find it useless cause there is nobody chatting with me except for Danial Zayin.Okay thanks for entertaining me.*Smile*. And also,I have been doing random quizzes(?) on facebook for the past hour.Haha.Yeah i got nothing to do.

Will be having tuition at 5 later on.And i still havent complete my tuition homeworks.I don't think i can complete it in time but at least i do some.She don't care anyway.Haha.Today,also,my little brother will be having tuition at the same time with me too.It has been 4 years since i started this tuition and this is the first time I had tution together with little brother.I have no idea why today we had the same timing.Well he told me he is not free on the other days except today.Same as me.I guess i already find the answer to my questions?Haha.

For the next two days, I will attending NPCC LMSC course at ACSI.I think i better sleep early today.If not,i will sleeping during lecture.Yeah,it is a lecture.I hate lectures.Haha.I have yet to iron my npcc uniform or polish my boots.That reminds me.I wonder where did i keep my boots?Haha.Because of this course,i can't join my friends for the study group.Nevermind,even if i don't have this course,i don't think i will be going too.

Yeah this week is certainly a busy week for me.But nevermind,I have the weekends to enjoy.On Saturday,i don't know what i will be doing.But on Sunday, I know that i will be going out with family.And also,i have the whole week of next week (15-21 june) free which i think i will be doing my assignments and projects.I think.Haha.Ehk wait,im not free on the 15th cause that day is for my cousins and friends(a,s,d) only.But they still refuse to tell me where we are going no matter how much i beg them.Uh.This is so not fair.Haha.

Okay i guess im done wasting my time here.Haha.Bye.

It is only another 7 days.But somehow or rather,im not looking for it like every other years.I think it is because this year hasnt been a very good year for me.Sigh.This year is the worst i supposed.Too many things happened in a blink of an eye.Too many downs than ups.Too many problems everywhere.Sigh.My wish for a great 2009 isnt coming true at all.Sigh.So much for the wish.But i know all of this happen for a reason.But also,i wish none of this had happened.When people ask me what i want for my birthday,i will always answer i don't know or just keep quiet cause i know that i will never get what i want.It is impossible.Sigh.

2009-06-08T14:51:00.005+08:00

Hello.

Didnt post yesterday cause internet was lagging and so was blogger.So yeah,will post about today and yesterday too.

Yesterday:
I had a fun day with family.Went out shopping with the whole family.First,we head to Lot 1.I bought 3 dress at Lot 1.While Big Brother bought one shirt and lil brother bought nothing.Haha.Big brother treat me ice cream.Awwh.After that,we head to IMM.There were so many people.Yeah,we kinda have to wait for an empty parking lot.Bought Jeans and another dress.Hehe.I know.I shopped alot yesterday.Lunched at BK.Went to Best Denki.At there,big brother make fun of me.Then i say,"Ohh,I hate you so so so much".Then he put his arm on my shoulder saying,"I know,I love you so so so much too.Heh heh heh."He then pinched my cheeks.I hate it when he does that.Oh yeah,Daddy said to me that he will buy for me a new mp3 player for my birthday.Yeay!Yesterday,daddy was really really really nice to us.Haha.He let us buy so many things.And big brother will be getting a new handphone.For little brother,i don't know what he will get.I think a mp3 player too.Thanks Daddy,Love you soo much.Finally we went home.I was feeling very tired at that time.So i didnt do anything except to watch Icarly online.Then big brother and little brother came to my room asking me what i want for my birthday.I just say i don't know.Well that is what i say to everybody.Haha.Yeah i don't know.Little brother ask me whether he should buy for me a dickies bag.Haha.Then i told him not to waste his money.My brothers are so thoughtful.Haha.They want to buy me present cause i have been buying them presents for the last few years.Haha.Yesterday,i find it hard to sleep.I dont know why.Hmm.

Today:
Woke at 5.30 am.Yeah,damn early.Sigh.Showered.Daddy send to school.Went to Swissotel for the AYG briefing.The briefing was held at the ballroom.It was freaking cold inside.Then got teabreak.Went back in the ballroom.Was assigned to our roles.And yeah,i can attend school during this period cause my shift is in the afternoon.Great cause i wouldnt miss alot of things.The teacher told us that we can wear our AYG attire to school.Then everybody was like,"wahh!".Haha.Was dismissed at school.Went home.Showered.Went online.Yeah,i have nothing much to say right now.Hmm okay.I guess thats it.Bye.

Sigh.

2009-06-06T20:24:00.001+08:00

Hello

Im bored.Do you know that?Haha.And also,I didnt do my POA homework today.Haha.I just don't feel like doing.Instead im wasting my time on my laptop.Hehe.Okay today was okay.I did alot of walking today.Haha.A good way to exercise?K lame.Woke up early in the morning cause i don't want to wake up when everybody in the house is gone.When i woke up,i found out that my specs was not on the table.So i went to search it on my bed.Who knows i didnt open my specs when i was asleep?Haha.Can you imagine how silly i look when i was searching for my specs with a blurry eyesight?Haha.My specs was not on my bed.So i checked under my bed.Yeah,it was there.So took it.When I was about to stand, i hit my head under my table.It was loud bang.My big brother was like rushing to my room asking what happened.I told him that i knocked my head on the table.He laughed.So mean.Haha.But he helped me up.He also checked whether there is a bump on my head or not.Haha.Okaylah,he kind lh.Then he reminded me that i was too fetch my nephew and niece at 8.I looked at the clock.It was 7.30.I was like OMG.I totally forgot about it.So yeah,i showered and changed quickly.Then i also just remembered that my ezlink card is out of money.So yeah that explains all the walking today.So i have to walk to Choa Chu Kang Interchange to meet my cousin with her children.Do you know how far it was?Haha.So i was a little late.Went home.Watch Playhouse Disney with the small ones.Haha.Its been a long time since i watched Playhouse Disney.Perhaps a few years.Haha.Now i find the shows very cute.lol.Mum and Dad came home with breakfast.Eat it.Soon,everybody was gone and i was left at home alone with the small ones.Couldnt ask cousins to come over as they have classes.Secondary 4 mah.Sigh.Then i send them back to my aunt house as their mummy and daddy are there.So i walk to yew tee.Walked back home.Around 2,went to Limbang to buy Macdonalds.Actually,i thought of buying BK at Yew Tee.But Yew Tee is further so i changed my mind.Haha.Lazy bum.I know.Hehe.The weather is so hot today.And i have to walk under the hot sun.My parents are torturing me,dont you think so?Haha.Okayokay.Mummy and Daddy soon came home.They came home with my hari raya dress.Yeah it is nice!This year,im wearing pink.Hot pink.Haha.I think brothers are going to wear the same colour too.

I think im silly again today.But at least today,i never get hurt that alot.Hehe.I don't know why i am so silly lately.That thursday,in school,i hit my ankle on the chair and knocked my head at the lrt window.Haha.Yesterday,i hurt my toe,finger,head and leg.Today,i hurt my head,forget this and that,walk when i could actually top up my ezlink card with my own money.Hahaha.Sorry Syahidah.I cant avoid it.Its natural.Haha.I am a silly girl by nature.Hahah.Okay crap.Mummy told me that when i was a small girl,i fall and hurt myself countless times.Hehe.So yeah.Im a silly girl.(=

BYE readers.^^

2009-06-05T20:22:00.002+08:00

Hello

I just came back from a 3 hours of tuition.Yeah,im tired now.My brain is also tired from all those numbers but good news is that i sort of finish my A maths already.Yeay.What i mean by sort of meaning that i still have to correct some of the mistakes i 've made.So now im left with POA and projects.Will do POA tomorrow.Hopefully.Haha.Okay so today.I woke up early.Bought breakfast for little brother and myself at Yew tee.Little brother don't want to follow cause he want to watch a basketball match.Haha.Or is it he is lazy?I took bus to and fro from yew tee cause i was lazy to walk!Somemore,it is so hot.Haha.So yeah,after breakfast.Went online but didnt chat with anyone cause i was busy doing my A maths homework.Haha.Went for tuition after that.Yeah thats all.Life is boring isnt it?Actually,my secondary 2 npcc girls asked to join UGBC with them as they are short of players but i have to turn them down as i got tuition.Sigh.I want to play seyy.Not fair!Hmm.Nevermind.I wonder how they did.For your information,UGBC stands for uniform group bowling competition.Hehe

Anyway,today is my careless,silly and unlucky day ever.I accidentally hurt myself alot today.Firstly,when i was doing my homework,i was so fed up cause i couldnt get the answer so i crumpled the paper like mad.I was holding a mechanical pencil at that time.I dont know how but the pencil poked into my index finger.It bleed you know!Imagine how hard it poked.Yeah it was painful.I had to put a plaster on my finger as it wont stop bleeding and i dont want to get blood all over my papers.Secondly,when i was walking out of room,i accidentally hit my foot on my assessment books which i don't know why it was on the floor.Now my little toe got blue black.And yea,i cried.Cause it was very very very painful okay.Thirdly,when i want to get up from the sofa,i accidentally hit the table.Now my leg also got blue black.This time i never cry cause it was not that painful and i was kinda of use to it.Lastly,when i was walking into the kitchen,my lil bro was also opening the top fridge,and yeah,my head hit the fridge.Now got a bump on my forehead.Sigh.So unlucky seyyy.Now,my finger,my toe,my leg,my forehead is in pain.Sob sob.Sigh.What a day.

I hope tomorrow will a better one.Im still thinking whether i want to follow daddy and mummy to johor or not tomorrow as they will be attending a wedding at there.But neither little brother nor big brother is following.But if im not going,i will be staying at home alone for a few hours as Big brother got a wedding to attend too and lil brother got his basketball training.Sigh.Perhaps i should ask cousins to come over or something.Or i go to their house instead?Hmm...i dont like to make decisions!Haha.Okay so random.Okay thats all for today.Goodnight readers.(=

Upcoming activities:
8th June: AYG
9th June: Tuition(maybe?)
10-11th June: LMSC
12th June: Going to school just to hand in homework?
13th-14th June: My weekend for family only.(=
15th June: Cousins and friends(A,S,D) outing.(They wont tell me going where.Not fair!)

More activities coming up.(=

2009-06-04T19:13:00.005+08:00

Hello

Today is a tiring day for me.Eventhough i didnt do much,i feel so tired and sleepy too right now.I don't know why.Hmm,well yeah like i said so many times, today is the maths carnival.There were a lot of school who is involve.And yeah,i have to help out.Started pasting the signs on the walls and pillars.A lot okay?But i find it useless.Haha.Okay maybe its useful to others.Then we were assigned to be in charge of the zhenghua booth.It is a bowling game and the students are supposed to find the time and speed and the weight of the ball.When the students came,me and syahidah have to explained to them.I got very tired in talking after awhile.Some students are cute as they are small.Some students are irritating.Some students are very nice.And there is one student who is very very very tall and he is secondary two.Haha.Okay.Lunch was provided.But i couldnt finish it.Too full.Then take out the signs.See,this is why i find it useless.Haha.Waited for the boys to give us our certificates.Yeah got certificate for helping.LOL.Then went Lot 1 with Syahidah.Went home.I was rushing cause my cousin and my nephew were already outside my house.Haha.I wonder where did my mum go.But however,my cousin deserved to wait cause i told her to come at 2!Haha.Im so bad.Took a shower when reach home.I wanted to sleep bt nephew wanted to play.Oh boy.So yeah play here and there.He also play with my robotic tiger.He so cute lor chasing my tiger.But the tiger is so slow of course he can catch.Haha.Okay.When he was tired already,he finally sleep.Haha.Yeah,I rested on the couch.Fall asleep straightaway.See,this is how tired i am.Haha.Woke up cause i had a bad dream.Send him home.I have to carry him all the way cause he don't want to walk.Sigh.I dont wish to walk too lorr.Haha.Went home.Okay what else?I got tuition tomorrow.I have yet to complete my homework to show her.Sigh.I still got elearning plus POA.Not forgetting the projects.And soon,it is going to be the end of week 1 of june holidays.So fast right?lol.Okay okay.There is a quiz after this post.My dear dear cousin ask me to do.Haha.Okay okay.Bye

I don't know who you are anymore.There are two of you now.Im confused.You are nice at one time and at another time,you are just...i don't know.But its not you.I don't know whats your problem.I havent even over the other problem and its now your turn?ou are driving me crazy.Do you know that?Wish you didnt hurt me today.I just dont know what to say anymore.Sigh.I think now,i know whats going to happen.

Happy Birthday Sahida and Syahirah!

This is a passed on Q and A.First, you will be needed to list down the names of 10 people you know without peeping into the questions.No cheating!
1) Ayuni
2) Reen
3) Syahidah
4) Afifah
5) Wida
6) Farah
7) Hayyu
8) Dina
9) Amran
10)Shafiz

Second, answer all questions honestly.
Q1) Describe 1.Ayuni
She is a great listener,great pianist and she is funny too.

Q2) What's great about 2?Reen
She is a happy-go-lucky girl and never fail to cheer me up.

Q3) How would you react if 3 tells you that he/she have feelings for 8?Syahidah & Dina
I would give a wide eye stare at her and then laugh and also ask whether she is okay or not.

Q4) Will 4 ever date 9?Afifah and Shafiz
No,Shafiz is attached and they dont know each other.^^

Q5) What saddened you that have something to do with 5?Wida
That maybe i can't sit with her for the next semester.Maybe lh

Q6) Does 6 behaves proudly?Farah
Hmm,i dont know.I dont think so.

Q7) What's irritating about 7?Hayyu
Hmm,hayyu?I don't know.

Q8) How did you and 3 became friends?Syahidah
We are friends since secondary 1 but i forgot how we became friends.However,im glad that me and her became friends!^^

Q9) Will you ever fall for 10?Shafiz
Haha NO!He is like my brother and i don't want Ayuni to kill me.Haha

Q10) Will you ever fall for 4?Afifah
No!Haha.Or Syahidah will slap me?Haha.Kidding.

End of my quiz.I guess i have nothing better to do.LoL.

2009-06-03T21:43:00.005+08:00

They look alike right?Like siblings.Cute lah

Azryyy.

My tiger!Remote control toy.(=

sort of like a robotic car?

Hello

Yeah,i have four pictures.At least better than nothing.Haha.Okay this is going to be a long post i think cause after this post,there will be a quiz that im supposed to do as Eizzy blog says so.Haha.Okay.Today got AEM.Last day.Awwh,so sad.Went to school with big brother cause i have to meet my teacher earlier.We went to together to CCK.He went to buy The Newpaper.He ask me to hold it but never take it back.I also forgot to give him.Haha.In the end,he text me asking me to read it instead.Haha.Yeah,since i was early,i took the initiative to read the newspaper.I was with Amit at that time.He was like keep saying "Wahh,Izza reading newspaper seyy.You must have fail english so thats why you are reading right?" and when Azry came along,Amit say "Azry,have you ever seen izza read newspaper?This one my first time sia".Hahah.I keep saying to him that i got read at home lah.Haha.The bus was late.On the way to Ngee Ann Poly,there was a traffic jam.So yeah we were late.In the bus,it was cold.I fall asleep.Same goes for some people.Haha.First half,we did the remote control car and the tiger kit.It was fun.But what i couldnt stand was the air-conditioner.It was so so so cold.Luckily,i brought along my cardigan.Lunch was okay.Went up straight to class after that.Listen to songs and play the tiger with Azry.Second half,we did something that involve wires.Haha.I forgot what is it called.I went out of the class as i couldnt stand the cold already.Afifah and Azry was outside too.So yeah,photos were taken.Haha.We were dismissed.Bid goodbyes to Mr Tan and Miss Ng.Went to Lot 1 after that.Saw mum and dad.Went home.Showered.I didnt sleep today eventhough i was very very tired and sleepy.Eat dinner.Now im bored.Haha.AEM is finally over.Hmm,yeah overall it is a fun course and i didnt regret taking it.Hehe.Hmm,what else?Tomorrow,i will be going to school for the Maths Carnival.They ask me to go to Vivo tomorrow but i can't make it.Its not that dad wont let me go but i got something on.Sorry girls.Okay i have nothing else to say.As usual,i find this post very lame and random.Haha.

Write the names of 21 people you can think off the top of your head. Then answer the questions.[not in order!]

1. Zulhelmy
2. Reen
3. Ayuni
4. Syahidah
5. Wida
6. Afifah
7. Farah
8.Hayyu
9. Sahida
10.Syahirah
11. Nadya
12. Weiqi
13.Amran
14.Shafiz
15.Danial Zayin
16. Azry
17. Amit
18. Iskandar
19. WJ
20. Dina
21. Nasriyah

How did you get to meet 7 ? Farah
-Kranji Primary School

What would you do if you and 15 never met? Danial Zayin
-Then i wouldnt get the chance to LA?

What would you do if 1 and 20 date? Zulhelmy and Dina
-My brother and Dina?Haha,I dont know.Give them blessings?But im sure that wont happened.

Have you ever seen 17 cry?Amit
-NO.He is very strong.I wish i can see him cry one day.Haha

Would 4 and 16 be a good couple? Syahidah and Azry
-Hmm,no?Cause Syahidah is attached and they are just friends.

Do you think 11 is attractive? Nadya
-Yeah

What's 2's favourite colour?Reen
-Green(:

When was the last time you talked to 9?Sahida
-Just now

What language does 8 speak?Hayyu
-Malay,English and Sometimes chinese

Who is 13 going out with?Amran
-Reen!(=

What grade is 12 in? Weiqi
-Secondary 3

Would you ever date with 17? Amit
-No.I treat him like my brother and bestfriend(=

Where does 18 live? Iskandar
-Choa Chu Kang

What's the best thing about 3? Ayuni
- She is a great listener.(=

What would you want to tell 10 now?Syahirah
-Now?Nothing.But when it strikes 12 am,Happy birthday to you!(=

Whats the best thing about 20? Dina
-She cheer me up by making me laugh.(=

Have you ever kissed 5?Wida (edited)
-not really but i once pretended to kiss her while taking a photo with her and Afifah as she was my mummy.Hehe.

What was the best memory you have with 21?Nasriyah
-Primary School Memories.^^

When's the last time you're going to see 6?Afifah
- Till i die?

How is 14 and 12 different? Shafiz and Weiqi
- by their gender.Duh.

Is 19 pretty?WJ
-He is a boy.

What was the first impression of 11?Nadya
-I thought she is a quiet girl

How did you meet 20?
-School

Is 1 your best friend? Zulhelmy
-He is my brother.But siblings can be bestfriends too right?

Do you hate 12? Weiqi
No!She is my best friend.^^

Have you seen 18 on the last month? Iskandar
-Yup.

When was the last time you said 16? Azry
- Just now

Have you been to 5's house? Wida
-Yupyup

When's the next time you gonnna see 10? Syahirah
-I don't know.School reopen?Or when we go out?

Are you close to 13? Amran
-Yeah!He is like my brother.

Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before? Syahidah
-Yeah.A couple of times.^^

Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? Hayyu
-No?

Would you give 19 a hug? WJ
-Hmm,idk

When have you lied to 3? Ayuni
-Last month,i told her i was okay but im not.She knew it actually.Haha

Is 16 good with socializing? Azry
-yeah!

Do you know secrets about 9? Sahida
-No?

Describe the relationship between 12 and 14. Weiqi and Shafiz
-There is no relationship between them cause they do not know each other.Haha

What's the best thing about your friendship with 9? Sahida
-Hmm,She is funny.

What's the worst thing about 6? Afifah
-Nothing.

Have you ever had a crush on 12? Weiqi
-Omg.No.Haha

Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend? Shafiz
Yeah.Ayuni!

Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face? Zulhelmy
-Yeah,when he is bugging me.Heh

Has 21 met your mother? Nasriyah
-Yeah.

How did you get to meet 15? Danial Zayin
-Through music class

Did you ever physically hurt 3? Ayuni
- I wouldnt dare.Haha

Do you live close to 7? Farah
-Not so close.

What's 8's favourite food? Hayyu
-I dont know

What kind of car does 1 has? Zulhelmy
-He dont have a car for now but he is driving Mazda 3 now.

Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before? Sahida
-No.

If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on? Shafiz
-Probably some things for Ayuni or his clothes.Haha

Finally done!(=

2009-06-02T20:57:00.003+08:00

Hello

There are no pictures today cause i didnt get the chance to take pictures of what i did today.Haha.Okayokay.So lets start.Lol.Woke up around 8+ like that.Took a shower.Watch tv.Chat with Syahidah.I miss her soo much.Haha.Read her blog and you will see that she misses me till she want hug me until i couldnt breathe.Oh no.Hahaha.Okay basically our conversations are really very funny. Full of nonsense as usual.Haha.Okay i cant wait to meet her this Thursday!Hehe.Then went to Yew Tee Point with big brother to have breakfast at Macdonald.Guess what?It was his treat okay?Haha.Yeah,he was making funny faces while eating.I keep reminding him that we are at a public place so dont embarrassed me.Hahaha.We went our separate ways after that.Meet the rest at Lrt Station.Yeah.Today lesson was fun and easy.At least i think its fun.Haha.I make a few silly mistakes.For example,after soldering,it is usually hot right?I go and place my finger on the components.Hahah.It is hot lah okay.Silly me.LOL.We actually did some thing that could make a toy move.Yeah,cool.Another thing we make is a LED flasher.We are allowed to bring it home.Haha.After we are dismissed,bought food.Went to Lot 1.I laughed a lot with Farah and Afifah.Farah was super super lame today and i think im lame too.Hehe.Went home after that.Immediately took a shower after reaching home.Rest on my bed.Again i fall asleep.Haha.I guess i cant rest on my bed or i will certainly fall asleep.Eat dinner.Big brother came back and saw my LED flasher.He take a look and say "Wah,you do?Not bad ehk".Haha.If im not wrong,he took a course which is some sort like the module im doing now.Yeah.Random.I know.Haha.Tomorrow will be the last day of the AEM.Hmm,i have nothing else to say anymore.Bye!(=

Happy Birthday Afifah!
- Hope you enjoy your birthday this year.May all your wishes come true and hope you will achieve great results for the upcoming exams or test.And also,smile always alright?Luv ya!^^

Sigh.Its the 7 month today.Hmm,thinking about today make me think about you and also miss you even more.Sigh.But I tried not to be sad cause i know its wrong.I tried to be strong.Im able to live a day without crying about you now.Someone told me that you will not be happy if im not happy.So now,im trying to be happy and strong for your sake.And also,i want you to know,i never will forget about you neither will i stop loving or missing you.I miss you so so much.Sigh.

2009-06-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

My fan works!^^

The Birthday Girls

The Birthday Cake

Nad,Farah,Hayyu and Sahida

Syahirah,Afifah,Wida and Syahidah

Nothing better to do.(=

My bulb light up!

Hello.

Yeah,pictures are finally uploaded.Okay so today, I had a good day.In the morning,even after showering and all that,i was feeling very sleepy despite the fact that i made an effort to sleep early.LoL?So while waiting for the time to fly,i decided to close my eyes for a little while.But my big brother had to disturb me.You know what he did?He keep taking out my earpiece.He threw my socks here and there.He messed up my hair.So yeah,i didnt managed to even close my eyes.He then started pretending to sing the song from the radio.I seriously don't know whats wrong with him today.Usually,in the morning, he will not be as hyper as just now.He will usually sleep on the couch while waiting for the time to fly too.But today,he is just so happy.I wonder why.Is it because he is excited for his first day of school?Haha.My brother is so weird sometimes.Haha.So yeah,made my way out from the house to meet Hayyu.Went to school.The students who took robotics course was there too just now.Took the same bus as us.Oh yah,Farah didnt come today cause she have fever.Get well soon Farah.First half of today,we did some wiring thingy.Well,i forgot what it is called.Heh.But its fun.I understand how to do!Haha.Lunch was next.Eat the same thing.I just found out that the fast food restaurant was halal.But we didnt have enough money today.So we are planning to eat it on wednesday.I think.After eating,we got some time left.So we went to play board games at the library.Played Jenga:Truth or Dare.It was very very funny.Haha.We laughed quite loudly just now.Okay.Second half was alright too.Did some wiring of a remote control?The remote control can switch on/off the fan.We can even control other people fans.So cool!After that,we walk around the campus to know about other electrical courses?Yeah.After that,we were dismissed.Went to play board games again at library.Bought food and went home.I was so tired and sleepy.I was about to sleep on the bus.Reach home.Took a shower and rest on my bed.I fell asleep for a few minutes.Woken up by mummy.Eat dinner.Before eating,big brother asked me why do i look so restless and weak?I said that im tired and sleepy.He told me to rest after eating.Awwh.He cares.Haha.Okayokay.Now im still feeling as sleepy as ever but my hands are itching to blog so yeah that explains this post.Haha.Okay i am so lame.Okay Goodnight readers.^^

My Big brother can be very irritating and annoying but he is my loving,caring,sweetest,nice and lamest brother i ever had.Okay same goes for my little brother.Yeah,im lucky to have my brothers as a siblings.Although they can get on my nerves sometimes,but i still love them.Awwh.Haha.I cant believe im saying this.Hahaha.Ehk im sincere in praising them okay?Hehehe.^^

2009-05-31T17:53:00.010+08:00

The picture says it all.Im bored.Hmm.Today was another boring day as i expected.Okay.So i woke up late today.My two brothers wake up even earlier than me.Haha.I think it is because i havent been sleeping well this few days and i slept at 3 in the morning yesterday.I dont know why i find it so difficult for me to sleep eventhough i feel so tired almost everyday.Sigh.So yeah,i didnt eat breakfast today cause i wasnt hungry at all.I find it weird cause i always feel hungry in the morning.Whats more its weekend.Hmm.I watched shows on Okto today.I seldom watch shows on Okto cause i prefer watching show on Nickelodeon or Disneychannel.Okay again,its for your information.lol.Hmm,then i did my A maths homework.But i stopped after doing 3 questions.I guess i was too lazy and i didnt have the mood to complete my work.Instead,I spend my time on my laptop,playing games and listening to music.How boring can my life get?Haha.Nevermind,it is only for the weekend.Will be having AEM tomorrow.Have to wake up early in the morning.Sigh.But im looking forward to do something new tomorrow.I think im starting to have interest in this module.Is this a good thing or a bad thing?lol.Okayy.Im waiting for my mum and dad to come home with my dinner.I havent eaten a proper meal since just now.I only eat tidbits.There is something wrong with me(?).lol.This week will be a very busy one for me.Cause i have to go to Ngee Ann Poly for three consecutive days and i have to go to school on thursday plus i will be having a tuition on friday.Is this even a holiday for me?Haha.Nevermind.I rather having to go somewhere or do something than to rot at home.Hmm.Okay i think im done and for your information,i find this post very very very random.Don't you think so?Okay i will stop now.Bye.

2009-05-30T22:08:00.003+08:00

Hey.

Today was a boring day.Kak Ayuni and Kak Reen went home around afternoon as they got classes to attend.Danial Ashriq also went around the same time too.Little Brother was not at home as he got his basketball training.So yeah,there are nobody to entertain me.So sad.So i watched tv,played psp,went online to keep me occupied.I tried to finish my homeworks but i cant as i couldnt concentrate when my mind was thinking about that problem.Sigh.

Just now,went to Yew Tee Point with my big brother to buy our latelate dinner.Mum didnt cook too and mum went out just now.Big brother and I bought LJS while we bought burger king for little brother and dad.I find out that my big brother is as lame as me.On our way home,he keep making up lame jokes and stuffs and keep laughing when it is not even funny.K lol.

After buying LJS,He ask me something.
Him: hmm,why is there so many jacks in singapore?
Me:HUH?
Him: Why are there so many food stall name jack?
Me:Like?
Him:Hungry Jack,Mad jack,Jack's Place(pointing at a hungry jack stall)
Me:Ohh.Dont know.
Him:I know why.
Me: Why?
Him: it is because of Jackie chan.
Me:LOL?
Him:Hahahhaha(keep on laughing)

While walking home,he started being all crazy.So i asked him.
Me: Ermm,Are you alright?
Him: Yes(smiling)
Me:Are you sure?Cause you dont sound alright to me.
Him: Ehk no,im not alright.
Me: I see.
Him:Cause im not alright.Im Zulhelmy.
Me:Ohh.Huh?No link?
Him:You dont get it, is it?Im not alright,im zulhelmy.
Me:Ohhhh!I get it.I get it.Haha.Ookay lol.
Him: Slow lah you.Alamaaak.Haha
Me:Whatever.
Him: S.L.O.W
Me:Okay okay.Whats up with the spelling?I know you pass your spelling.No need to boast.Haha.
Him:I didnt say i pass my spelling.
Me:Then?
Him:Im the..KING!HAHAH.
Me:(shake head.)

Haha.K my big brother is really crazy.Okay.Not watching movie tomorrow anyway.Hmm,i got nothing else to say.Bye

Sigh.Im not feeling very happy lately.I dont know why this happening.Somehow,it is driving me crazy just thinking about it.I couldnt focus in everything i do now.Every now and then,i make a mistake.I want to stop thinking about it.But i cant.I want to stop worrying about it.But i cant.Sigh.Everything is so wrong now.Sigh.

2009-05-29T22:44:00.001+08:00

Yeah Hello again.

Just came back from watching Monsters vs Aliens.Watched it with Kak Ayuni,Kak Reen,Shafiz,Amran,Danial Zayin and Danial Ashriq(nephew).Yeah the show is very funny and it is so worth watching.There are some scenes from the movie which i find it exceptionally funny.Haha.Okay.I find the blue monster,BOB,very cute and he is very silly and funny.And the insectaurus(whatever it is spelled like)is very cute too.Danial Ashriq is so cute when he laugh and keep pointing at the screen.I have to keep asking him to lower down his voice whenever he gets so excited.Haha.Cute lah him.During the movie,Syahidah and Afifah texted me.And yeah i replied.Haha.It is for your information.lol.After the movies,we went home straight.Brought Danial Ashriq back to my home.Kak Ayuni and Kak Reen are sleeping over at my house too.Yeah fun.Haha.Danial Ashriq has already fallen asleep since we were in the bus.I guess he is tired from all those excitements?lol.Anyway,thanks Danial Zayin for the treat for everybody.(= I have alot alot alot of pictures to to show you but my USB doesnt seems to be on a good terms with me.Hahaha.So yah,i cant upload the photos.Too bad

Tuition just now was alright.Learn about Trigonometry and also did my homework.Im done with E maths.Im left with A maths.Told my tuition teacher to teach me ahead from school as I will not be attending school for 10 days so im going to miss alot alot alot of things.Oh no.Sigh.Hope i can catch up.Sigh.

Activities for june holidays:
1-3 June: AEM
4 June: Helping out in the Maths carnival(?)
8 June: AYG training
10-11 June: LMSC course
22-23 June: Heartland Poetry Course and Remedial.

Anymore?Haha.Haiyo busy.

June babies.
2 june: Afifah
4 june: Sahida and Syahirah
17 June:Hardy
18 June:Amran
22 june: Mummy(=
25 june: Dina

I got nothing to do.Heh.(=

And Yeah,Syahidah had asked me along to watch movie this Sunday.The place is not confirm yet.I havent ask daddy.I hope i can go.=/

What if it stays like this forever?Will it affect us too?I dont want it to affect us.Sigh.Why cant things be like normal?Am i suppose to take to first step again?Tell me what do i need to do to get this settled so that you,me and her could be back like normal.Sigh.

2009-05-29T13:18:00.004+08:00

Hello.

Today's post will be short.Cause i have nothing much to talk about.So yeah today was the last day of the term.Went to school with Syahidah.Had spring cleaning for an hour.Was supposed to get our report books first but teacher had to see one of the parents which make us wait and wait in the class.We waited for so long already and teacher still havent come up yet.So we decided to go to canteen to see and collect our report books.We were told to wait again.So we sit at the canteen.We were then being chased out by dm.They say that it is only for parents.Wait and wait and wait.Finally,i received my report book.My result is not that good.I wish i had done better.Sigh.Went home with Syahidah.Bought food and drinks at Lot 1.Went home.Showered.Watch tv.Will be alone at home later on as mummy and daddy will have to go to little brother school.Im having tuition at 5.At night,I will be watching a movie,Monsters vs Aliens,with cousins,friends and my little nephew at Lot 1.Hehe.Yeah,hmm what else?School holidays will be very busy for me due homeworks,projects,Npcc,AEM,Malay course,AYG training and etc.Hope i can have some time to relax and meet up with friends.Yeah okay.Im done here.Byebye.Maybe i will post again tonight?

2009-05-28T19:00:00.002+08:00

Hello

Okay i am so tired today.I don't know why.So today it was our school's cross country.Some students from other schools came to our school to take part in the urban challenge too.I saw my cousin's boyfriend.lol.K fyi.For me and the non-competitors, we just walked all the way.Duh.Im not happy with the boy who pushed Syahidah.Somehow i became the victim too as the milo which Syahidah was holding spilt on my shirt.Quickly went to the toilet to wash off.Lucky it can be wash off.Sahida keep wanting to know who is the guy.lol.Okay.It was very very very hot at parade square while the results are being announced.Congrats to my cousin,Asdira, too for winning.After that,went to Pizza Hut as planned since last month i think,to celebrate Afifah,Sahidah,Syahirah advance birthdays and Wida's belated birthday.I was kind of panickin along the way.You can ask Afifah and Syahidah.Haha.Im glad everything went well and im also glad that they are happy.Went to BP library to slack around.Went home.I feel so tired that i could barely stand in the lrt.Everybody was tired too.It is as though i ran for the cross country.LOL.Showered as soon as i reach home.I fall asleep while watching the tv.Hehe.I dont know whether i could sleep tonight.Haha.Tomorrow is my last day of school.Sigh.I dont know whether my parents will be coming down to meet my teachers or not as my little brother is also having a parents meeting and his time clashes with my time.So yeah.Okayy im done.Byebye.

To Afifah,Syahirah,Sahida and Wida,
Hope you had fun just now!(=

I dont know why i tend to get worried over small little things.Sigh.Why cant i think positive everytime?Is there something wrong with me?Its not that i cant be happy.Its just that whenever i wanted to be happy,something or some problem just cropped up and spoil my mood like just now in school.Sigh.

2009-05-26T19:29:00.006+08:00

Hello

Its been a few days since i last blog.Yeah,i was kinda of busy.Suddenly,I feel like blogging today.Okay so lets start with yesterday since my weekend was bored.So no point telling.If not,im sure my readers would fall asleep.

Yesterday:
My AEM course started yesterday.Went to school ealier than usual.Reach school.Bought biscuits from the canteen.Made our way to Ngee Ann Poly.The school is big.If i were to explore alone,i think i would be lost.Heh.Went to the classroom.It was very very very cold.First half of the day was just about the theory.I nearly fall asleep.Had lunch.Couldnt finished my food.On our way back to classroom,there were some poly students calling us Pizza Hut School.Hmm,so rude.While there are also others whom want to take orders.Tsk..tsk.Second half was the practical part.We did soldering(dont know if correct or not) and drilling.I was proud of myself that i did this all by myself.Last two years,i keep asking my friends to do the soldering part for me.Heh.Should also thanks Sahida for guiding me.So after the course,went home on our own.I was feeling very very tired when i reached home.Took a shower and rest.My headache was killing me yesterday so i ate my medicine and force myself to go to sleep.

Today:
Went to school with Syahidah.For today,my AEM starts at a later time.Had npcc meeting in the morning.Im involved in the AYG thingy.I havent make up my mind whether i want to go or not cause i will be missing 10 days of school.Sigh.But most probably,i will be going.First period was Social Studies.Started out with going through the exam papers but ended up telling ghost stories which creeps me out.Had a safety talk at hall after that.It was okay but it reminded me of one incident.Sigh.Recess.Had another session of safety talk.Recess again.It was already 12 after recess so we can be dismissed from class due to AEM.Went there.Listen to the theory first.Did the practical.This time we are supposed to do the Flashing of LED thingy.The bulb will light up when we talked.Cool right?I know.I did it all by myself again.Of course,i did seek for some help from the teacher.And and,my bulb did light up!Yeah.Before going home,bought some snacks from the shop at NP with our $3 coupons.Went home.Again,i was feeling very tired.Reached home.Showered.Eat dinner.Now im chatting with Wida.Thats all for today.

Tomorrow,i will just be attending school for attendance taking only.Will be going for AEM again.And on thursday,there will be cross country.Friday will be the parents teacher meeting.It is compulsory for parents to go for secondary 3 too.Sigh.

Everything is wrong.Everything is out of place.I feel so stressed,troubled and sad about this.But nobody knew.I wished they knew that i dont want to feel this way.When im with you,you make me feel as though im different.The odd one between you two.When im with them,im always left out.Tell me where do i belong?I feel as though i dont belong to anybody.Not here.Not there.Not anywhere.But im happy when im with you.I really do.Im suffering inside.At that moment,i really wanted to just sit down and cry.But i put on a strong front.It is not me at all that you were seeing.The real me is already crying.I was so frustrated that i want to hurt myself again but you once told me not to and i already promised you too.You tell me how can i released my frustration.Im sick of crying almost every night about this matter.I want to run away from this problem but i cant cause there's no way out.This problem is never going to end.Sigh.I dont want to cry anymore but somehow my tears wont stop flowing.Why am i feeling like this?I dont like it.Ahh..sigh sigh sighhhh..=(

I dont know whether i will be alright or not cause right now,i just cant take it anymore.I just feel like banging my head on the wall.But i cant.Sigh

2009-05-21T18:35:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Hmm.Okay im not feeling so well now.I don't know why.Feeling cold all of the sudden.Started sneezing.Head is spinning.But im not having a fever.I think.But I still insist on blogging cause im bored.Sigh.

Okay today went to school with Syahidah.First 4 periods was A maths and E maths.Went through the exam papers.Teacher say there will an A maths test on the same questions as the exam papers tomorrow.He said he want to see whether we understand or not.Not fair lah.Went through MCQ paper for physics.Had recess with Syahidah.^^.Had three free periods during POA.Went through SS paper after that.Went home.Went to the minimart to buy things for mummy.Thanks Afifah for accompanying me.Reached home.Showered.Went online.Chat and play games with Wida.She is so funny.LOL.Now watching American Idol.Syahidah told me that Kris Allen won.Mummy also said that.Sigh.Not fair.Sigh.

Will be having a monopoly competition tomorrow.Im so so nervous.Sigh.Hope i will be feeling better tomorrow.(=

By the way,
Happy Birthday Wida.(=

2009-05-20T19:51:00.001+08:00

Hello!

Today was the most most surprising day ever.

Okay.Went to school with Syahidah.Received Chemistry Paper for the first period.I pass my Chemistry.Im happy eventhough it is not that good but at least i pass one of science.Heh.Next was POA.My teacher never come but the relief teacher give back our paper 1 back and show our total results.I finally got an A for a subject.Im happy.Need to do some surveys about teachers after recess and somehow i think my teacher know about my blog.Haha.Must private this blog soon.Heh.Then got back my english results.I was kinda of disappointed that i failed my paper 2 but my paper 1 bring my grades up somehow so i passed overall.Geography was next.I was scared at first as i thought that i would fail but i pass.Yeay.So far,overall,i only fail A maths.Sigh.Stay in school with Syahidah for a little while.Need to put up the npcc RO at the notice board but the keys doesnt seem to be helping so my senior use force.Haha.

So yeah,as promise,i accompanied Syahidah to Zhenghua CC cause she need to take some "application forms".Haha.So went inside the badminton.When i enter,suddenly there was a popping sounds that scares me till i shouted and suddenly they started singing Happy Advance Birthday to me.They are Eiss,WJ,Amit,Abbas and Haziq.I was surprised,speechless.LOL.There was cake too.There was this chocolate that wrote "happy birthday Izza". Made a wish,actually two wishes but actually it is the same.Thanks to Haziq.Heh.I was still in shock even after i cut the cake.Amit keep saying,"You are not in a dream.Syahidah,pinch her pinch her".Haha.Also,Eiss and Amit tried to put cake on my face.I got my revenge anyway.Haha.There were also pizza hut.Played badminton with WJ,Eiss,Syahidah and Abbas.Took pictures too.But im not uploading today cause my USB port seems to be missing.Haha.Played with my blue balloon.I feel like im a kid again.Haha.Yeah.At 5 around there,clean up and went home.

Thanks Syahidah,WJ,Eiss,Amit,Abbas,Haziq,Minglun and Mervyn for this advance advance advance advance birthday party.You all are the sweetest.I appreciate it so much.Thank Mingy for the chocolate.Thanks WJ for willing to come out so much money for all this eventhough i said there is not a need for all this.It was infact the most memorable birthday for me^^.Thanks thanks thanks.Loves!=D

And ohh yah,Today is in fact the BEST DAY.And Weiqi,yup,what you have predicted is very true.Hehe.

2009-05-19T21:36:00.003+08:00

hello

This two days have been the disappointing days ever.Yeah,it is because of my results.Im not satisfied with any of my papers so far.Sigh.

Monday:
A Maths paper 1 was a disaster.I failed very very very badly.I was quite sad eventhough i already know that i would fail.Sigh.Next was E maths.Im glad that i pass as i expected it to fail but i wasnt quite happy with the results.Next result was A maths paper 2.I did slightly better but still i fail so overall i fail my a maths!Mr M say that it is normal.Sigh.Went home with Syahidah.Told my parents as soon as they came home.Thought that i would get scolded but they didnt.I guess they understand?

Tuesday:
Was late again and its okay Syahidah.^^.Sharmaine was late too cause i ask her to accompany me.Thanks Sharmaine.Received Physics paper back.Failed badly.Sigh.Then SS paper,i thought that i failed but i pass,just pass.Sigh.E maths paper 2 was also very disappointing.There was alot alot alot alot of careless mistakes which actually causes me to lose 30 over marks.AH damn it!So yeah i cried.Sigh.Next was Mother Tongue Paper 2.Nah i never improved.Its the same as last year.Sharmaine and Syahidah got higher marks than me.Sigh.Went through A maths paper 2 with Mr M.Went to blueroom to take Ezlink card.Syahidah didnt came to school today.I miss her and i went home alone.Shower.Chat with Syahidah and WJ.Was having a bad headache just now so i slept.Its better now.

Tomorrow:
Will be receiving POA,Chemistry,English and Geography papers tomorrow.Hope that this results will be better.Sigh.

Today is your birthday.Sigh.I just wish that i could wish you now in front of you and give you your presents.I remember you told me that this year,your birthday would a special as you wanted to celebrate it with me and the rest.But sadly,your wish did not come true.Sigh.
Happy Birthday to you.I really really miss you =(

2009-05-17T14:06:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Hmm,where do i begin?
For yesterday, I did nothing much.Just spend almost the whole day at my cousin house.Oh yah,i fell again yesterday.Gosh.I think something spilled water on the floor or something so i slipped on it and i think i hit my nephew toys that was all over the floor.Now,on my arm,there are some scratch marks.Sigh.What luck.

For today,hmm i have no plans for now.Hope my parents will bring me out today.Cause i am so bored.Usually,for the past few weekends,i keep myself busy with studies and homeworks.Now that exams are over,i have nothing to do now.Sigh.

Hmm what else?
There is school tomorrow and we will be getting back our results.Oh gosh.And guess what?For me,i will be getting my A maths results first.Sighh.Starting of day,already sad.Sigh.And also,Nor Sharmaine Marleha will be turning 15 tomorrow.When she texted me yesterday,and we were talking about tomorrow,she say she is going to be old tomorrow.Haha.She also got mentioned that tomorrow she will be getting her Higher Mother Tongue results and she say like what luck to get her results on her birthday.Haha.Well wishing you all the best for your results Sharmaine.If you pass,that will be like a present from you to yourself.Hehe.I feel so sleepy now.I have been sleeping late this few days.I dont know why.Perhaps im used to sleeping late during MYE period.I got to kick this habit away.If this goes on,i will not have enough of sleep.Sighh.Hmm,i dont know how to make this post any longer.I guess thats it then.

Thanks alot.You have just made an attention seeker spam my blog.Out of so many people,this person choose to spam my blog.I have no idea who is this person and how this person know so much about me and you.Its annoying.I keep deleting the tags that the person wrote and this person keep coming back.If you know who is this person,please ask him/her to stop it.And to the passerby,i dnt know how you know me.I dont even know how you are related to me.But whatever it is,please stop your nonsense.I have no time to entertain you or even answer your questions.Are you her mother or her boyfriend?If not,you have no rights to question me.So just go away okay?

2009-05-15T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Just came back from my religious class.I feel so tired right now and my shoulders,backs,thighs and ankles are hurting right now.Cause i had a fall just now.Twice.Was rather unlucky.The first fall happened when i was walking home after going out with Syahidah.The floor was wet due to the rain.My slippers were slippery.So I fell and twisted my ankle.I didnt fall onto the ground.Instead,when i fell,my shoulder hit the pillar hard.Pain you know.When i think back,why didnt i hold the pillar when i was walking?Sigh.The second fall happened when i was fetching my nephew.Again,due to the slippery floor,i fell.This time,i fell hard onto the ground.My nephew was like laughing at his poor aunt there.Haha.That kid.LoL.Sigh.How unlucky my day was today.

Okay so today,woke up early in the morning despite the fact that i actually slept late last night.Went to school with Afifah.After that,went to Causeway Point with Syahidah.Went to buy some things with her.Ate at KFC.Head to Lot 1 to find a present for Marleha.Hehe.Went home.I think its been a long time since i shopped for hours and hours cause my feet hurts after that.Took a shower.Fetch Nephew.Went to religious class.Today's lesson somehow make me scared that i was tht afraid to go home alone tonight.Lucky got Raihana.She stayed in the same block as me.So i went home with her instead.Yah.Now my ankle is so painful because i tried to walk like normal eventhough it hurts.Sigh.Silly seyy.

I feel like changing my link or private my blog now due to some reasons.But it is so troublesome.Sigh.Im now listening to a song titled Bukan Cinta Biasa,sang by Afghan.I like this song so much that i out it on repeat.Haha.By the way,there is a good news from Amit.Amit and other sec 3 npcc cadets won first for the sudoku competition.Yeay!Amit so pro.He can beat all the school.Haha.So proud of him and others.Im looking forward to my competition which is Monopoly.My teammates are Sharmaine,Amit and Farhan.Hope we can win this challenge too.(=
Congrats Amit and Gang!!

When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you. Tears rolled my cheeks as it brings me to the times that we have shared.I closed my eyes,it didnt work,it only making it clearer.Sigh.I guess im still stucked in the past.Sigh.

2009-05-14T17:31:00.007+08:00

Hello

Weeee..Exams are finally over.No need to stay up late anymore just to study!Yeaaay.However,i know the results for my exam papers will somehow disappoint me.But like Syahidah say,"Being happy for a moment is better than not being happy at all".Hehe.

Woke up around 8.Took a cold shower cause I forgot to switch on the water heater.Chatted with WJ and he help me again even after he helped me yesterday till midnight too.If i pass the science this time,it all thanks to WJ.Went to school with friends.Combined science Paper 1 was okay.The chemistry part was a little bit difficult than physics.I hope with this MCQs,i could pass my both sciences.As the bell rang,it marked the end of MYE!Yeah.After school,waited for Syahidah.Went home.Watch cartoons after a shower.How i miss watching cartoons everyday.Haha.But somehow,i fell asleep while watching.I slept for like 2 hours?Haha.Finally,i finally got to rest.However,i had a scary dream just now.Lucky,it was just a dream.Yeahyeah..i don't know what to say anymore.So byebye.(=

2009-05-13T17:43:00.006+08:00

Sad.

Im not feeling very happy today.I feel so useless at this point of time.Sigh.

Monday:
Dont have to go to school due to Vesak Day.Had a study group with Syahidah,Eiss,WJ,Raihan,Zahin,Hadi and Hanis.Went home earlier than them cause i got tuition.Had another 2 hours and 30 minutes of A maths.Studied Chemistry and A maths till 1 in the morning.Thank you WJ for willing to stay up late too to teach me in Chemistry.

Tuesday:
Had A maths Paper 2 first.It was super difficult.I didnt do quite a number of questions.Sigh.Next was Chemistry paper.It wasnt that difficult but i did commit some minor mistakes.Ate Pizza Hut with Syahidah,Wj,Eiss,Raihan,Amit and Haziq.Thank you WJ for the treat.He spent quite a lot.Studied for an hour in school.Went back home.Showered and head to tuition.Had another 2 hours of A maths.Studied for Physics till midnight.Again,thanks WJ for teaching me.

Today:
A maths paper 1 was as difficult as paper 2.I know that i have no hope in passing A maths.Sigh.Physics was also difficult.I was kinda disappointed in myself as i forget some of the definitions and the SI units.Sigh.After school,waited for Afifah.Went home.Showered and now blogging.Im having my gastrics again because i never eat since morning till now.I don't feel like eating too.It seems like im torturing myself.I think i deserved it over what had happened.Tomorrow will be the last exam paper.Next week will be the released of results.Sigh.Sigh.

I hate myself.You may say its alright,but its not alright for me.You may say nobody is blaming me but im the one who is blaming myself.I cried soon after you walked away.Sigh.I don't know why.Im stupid,i know.My stupidity caused you to be worried and even more sick.Im sorry that i didnt think about your condition.Im so so so so sorry for what had happened.I really am.Sigh.Im sorry,Bestie.Sigh.

2009-05-10T21:28:00.005+08:00

Milo godzilla.The Drink which somehow make me want to vomit after drinking.

He just cant wait for the spoons so he eat the cake like that.Haha

Aunt and Granny are so happy.Hehe

Awwh,Granny is shy.

Smile Braces Boys.Heh

My cousin is thinking whether my brother is alright or not.Haha

Haziq and Asyraf(;

Hello.

First of all, wishing Mummy and to all mothers in the world,Happy Mother's Day.
To My One and Only Mummy,
Happy Mother's Day.Thanks for bringing me up into this world.You are still my idol among all despite your naggings and such.I hope that you like the presents and also the little song that i sang to you just now.I love you Mummy.((:

Yesterday:
Those pictures up there was taken yesterday.Went to eat at Woodlands with Granny's family from my dad side.So yeah,i got to meet my one and only cousin from dad's side.Hehe.The food was great except for the chicken.It was super sour.Haha.The shop owner also gave us a small cake for free.I think it is because of mother's day.Granny was so cute when my dad want to feed the cake to her.She was shy.Haha.Yah.After eating,the young teenagers including me ordered a dessert.So i ordered a milo drink with ice cream on top of it.Little brother ordered the same too while Asyraf ordered a coke with ice cream on top.After drinking,the three of us was not feeling well.I feel like vomitting while the boys had stomachache.Haha.I think we are too full,thats why.Hehe.The three of us felt better after a walk to the the carpark.Haha.

Today:
Had lunch at Aunt house with all my cousins and Granny.This time,it is from my mummy side.My granny actually didnt know that we are coming.It was meant to be a surprise.She was so surprise upon seeing us.She keep saying the her children lied to her and mummy and her sibling say it was lying,just a white lie.Haha.Then my cousin say to granny that all the grandchildren were innocent and had nothing to do with the lies.Haha.Aunt cooked a spread.All were delicious.Had a little sing a long session after prayers.Cousins and I sang a song for our mummy.They were touched.Haha.

For the rest of time,i studied for my upcoming exams.I am very worried about my chemistry cause no matter how much i studied it,i still dont understand.I don't want to fail chemistry.A maths is another stressful subject.Oh no.I am so stressed out.Hopefully,tomorrow,i could understand better in chemistry.Sighh.Die lah Izza.Sigh.

2009-05-08T22:33:00.005+08:00

No matter how strong a bubble is,one day,it still pop.

Hello.

So today,had POA paper 1 and 2.It was difficult at all.For paper 1,it was an hour paper.Managed to finish up in 30 minutes but i think i screwed up the general journal part.Had a break after that.Chat chat chat with Syahidah and Sharmaine.I think i was the crazier one.Hehe.Paper 2 was a two hour paper.It was okay.Managed to balance everything but i made a change on my workings but didnt make a change on my answers so i guess i lost some marks?Sigh.So far,POA was the most easiest among all papers that i have taken.Im still left with A maths and Combined Sciences which make me so stressed up just thinking about it.Sigh.

Head to Lot 1 alone to buy a mother's day present for Mummy.Went home and hid it beside my bed.It was silly of me to do that actually because i think mummy saw it even before i gave her.Took a shower and went to fetch my little nephew from my auntie house to send him back to his home.On the way,he saw a shop selling those bubbles thingy.So he asked me for one.Bought it for him.Sat at a playground nearby and play with the bubbles.I blew the bubbles while he went round and round to chase the bubbles.He tried blowing but couldnt.When he finally blow a small bubble on his own,he was very very very happy.And also,when everytime a bubble pop,he will be sad.He is definitely a cute little boy.At the end of the day,he ask me why do bubbles pop.Haha.I could only gave him a smile as im not a smart person and i couldnt answer his question.Hehe.Went home.Gave mummy the present.She looked surprised but who knows.Haha.Mums can act too.Haha.Brothers keep saying to Mummy that they were the ones who planned it all..bla bla bla..when actually they didnt even come out money to buy.Oh brothers.Haha.Head to religious class.It was super warm in class as the air conditioner could not work.Sigh.

Will be going out with family tomorrow to mothers day and also on sunday.On monday,there is no school but will be having a study group and also tuition.Exams is coming to an end.Holiday is coming.How time flies.Sighh

Your name is being mentioned a lot of times tonight during religious class.Your name meant something else too which is a happy occasion for all Muslim.It somehow reminded me of you whenever your name is mentioned.I know it is not a good thing but it couldnt be help.Sigh.In the blink of an eyes,its going to be two months soon since you are gone.Im okay now.At least that is what im trying to be.I don't know whether im acting or it is for real.Sometimes i can be happy,crazy and also lame but sometimed i can be very sad,distracted and such.Its all mixed up.Whatever it is,im still trying to find the real me.Without you,everything is different for me.Now,im thinking of giving up of something.Love ones do not encouraged me to quit.I don't know.Im confused.Sigh...wish you were here..sighhh

2009-05-07T18:11:00.001+08:00

Picture of the Day!Hehe.

Hello.

Im taking a break from all those studying.Im also updating because Syahidah ask me to post that picture of her that i took during the break today.Hehe.Been studying with Syahidah,Eizzy and WJ lately at school library.

Monday.
Mid Year Examinations begins!Haha.English paper 1 and 2 was okay.But the summary was difficult.Eventhough i wrote the summary less than 150 words,some of my points are not related to the question at all.Oh dear.However,im praying hard that i could still pass my English as it is an important subject and i kinda make a bet with my little brother.Heh.Childish.Yea i know.

Tuesday.
Mother Tongue Paper 1 and 2 was also okay too.Paper 1 situational writing was easy but im scared that im lack of points.Narrative writing,on the other hand,is a little bit difficult and im hoping that my essay is somehow or rather relevant to the questions.Had a study group with Syahidah,Eizzy and WJ.

Wednesday.
Both E Maths Paper 2 and Social Studies were difficult.I didnt managed to complete both of the papers.I was frustrated of course especially for Social Studies because i have memorised the sample essay but i forgotten it during the exam itself.I know that i will flunked my Social Studies.If i pass,i must be very lucky.Sigh.Ate at banquet with Syahidah,Sharmaine and the boys.The boys sure can eat a lot.Haha.Studied at school library again with Syahidah,Eizzy,WJ and Raihan.Studied geography till midnight.Sigh.

Thursday.
Woke up at four in the morning to study geography.Spent two hours reading and reading my notes.Showered and head to school with Syahidah,Sharmaine and the rest.I was reading my geography textbook along the way.The geography paper was a disappointing one for me.I didnt managed to finished it and again i forgot some of the answers.How dumb can i be?I was really really really sad as i thought that my geography could pull up my humanities grades but i guess not.Sigh.I wanted to cry just now but Syahidah somehow made me smile over a matter of buying food.Haha.Okayy.Maths paper was also okay.This time i managed to complete all with time to spare for checking.But somehow,i still managed to get two answers wrong as i compare my answers with my friends.How sad.But nevermind,for E maths,Im hoping that with the combined marks of every papers will help me to get an A for my E maths.But i know its impossible cause i havent been doing well for maths this year.Sighh.Went to Lot 1 with Syahidah to buy food.It was very funny.We went down and up and down again.Haha.You wont know about it anyway,only me and her know.Haha.Okay so yah went home.Took shower and ate.Was alone at home till mummy and daddy came home.Im having POA tomorrow.I have only revised it abit.Going to revise it now.I want to pass POA.Haha.Okay byebye.

Left with POA,A maths and Combined Sciences Exams to take!Hang in there.(=

2009-05-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

hello

My fever came back again today.Sigh.Okay so yah today went to study with Syahidah,Eiss and WJ.But before we went to the library,me and Syahidah went to buy famous amos cookies as a belated birthfay present for Eiss.Upon reaching the library,we had to find eiss and WJ all around the library and finally found them at the children corner.So start our revision but we were chased out.Awwh.Then we went to find another place and saw Zahin and Hadi.Finally found a suitable place for the six of us to study.Study and talk talk.Then Eiss suggested to go to eat.Everybody agreed since everybody were hungry.Ate at food culture.Its been awhile since i ate at food culture.I was feeling a little bit down as memories just flashed back in my mind and my cough was seriously bugging me.I didnt finished my food.Eiss finished it for me.Thanks.Heh.Went back to the library to continue our revision.WJ gave a winnie the pooh cause he noticed that i was down.Actually i was not.I was just feeling very sick.But thank you very very very much.So this will add to my winnie the pooh collection.Seriously,i can open a shop selling just pooh bears.Haha.Went home first.It was too cold for me and i wasnt feeling very well and also i have to go to my granny house.At granny house,took a shower and continue to revise but i stopped as my head was spinning like hell.Yup,by then i realised i was having a fever again.So called daddy to fetch me.Reached home,eat medicine and here i am.This should be my last post.Okay i want to study for my english.Byebye.(=

2009-05-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

Hello

Thank goodness,my temperature has gone down.Though im not fully recovered but im feeling alright.My fever did not ruin the fun i had today and yesterday.Still im quite annoyed that i have to sneeze and cough every time.

Yesterday.1 may 2009
It was labour day so i went to my relative house to study with my cousins and Amran.Shafiz didnt turn up as he had to go johor to attend his relatives wedding.So yah yesterday i studied chemistry and maths.Shafiz wasnt there so nobody helped me.So sad but i did read up the little book that was given by WJ.It was very useful as now im beginning to understand chemistry bit by bit.Hope i can understand everything before the chemistry exam.For maths,im still struggling but Amran helped me out yesterday so i guess im okay.Will also be having a tuition before the maths exam day.Went home around 5.Started to feel sick again at night but i did try not to think about it so i continued studying my chemistry.After revising,my temperature was really high.Haha.So i took my medicine and fall asleep.

Today. 2 may 2009
It was my nephew,Danial Ashriq and Iskandar birthday.Happy birthday to the both of you.So there was a little birthday party for that little boy.But before i go to that party,went to Lot 1 with Little Brother to buy some things and because i asked him to follow,i had to treat him sweettalk.Uh.Brothers.Okay so went to the birthday party.Danial looked so handsome with his new clothes that was bought by his mum and dad.He looked so happy too.I bought his present long long long time ago with ....Syawal.So i gave that present to Danial on the behalf of ....Syawal.It was a big big toy car.He love it so much that he gave me a kiss on my cheeks.Cute right?But he told me something that makes me want to cry.The whole day was a fun one.Played alot of games.As usual,Danial will always want to spend the night at my house so yah he is here right now.At night,i did some revision on chemistry again.I realised that i have been spending a lot of time revising on Chemistry and Maths.Should start revising on other subjects too.I'll bear that in mind.Tomorrow,will be studying with Syahidah,Eiss and WJ at CCK library.Okay i guess im done here.Byebye.

I think i wont be blogging for a couple of days due to MYE.All the best for your MYE people.(=

2009-04-30T17:07:00.005+08:00

Hello.

Darn,i got a fever.Sigh.

Okay.So today,woke up with aches all over my body and a sore throat.Was late for school.Had Mother Tongue for the first period.It started raining too.It was super cold in class during POA.Teacher never come for CME.Recess.Eat but didnt finish it.English was okay.I slept for a few minutes.Chemistry was next.Received our test papers back and i wasnt happy about it at all!A maths was okay too.After school,collect ezlink card and went to study with Syahidah.I did amaths again today.I managed to solve some questions but still i was rather stress for being able to solve some other questions.Went home at 4.Reach home.Took a shower.I actually wanted to just rest on the couch while watching tv but i fell asleep.Mummy woke me up.My head was spinning as soon as i woke up.I continue to rest as my headachce was geting worst.Mummy touched my forehead and tell me that i was having a fever.Sigh.So i dont have a choice but to eat my medicine.Sigh.Continued resting while reading my chemistry textbook eventhough i know nothing can go in my brain when im sick.Sigh.Watched american idol at starworld.And luckily Adam was not eliminated as he was in the bottom 3.Now my headache is better but my fever is still the same.Sighsigh!There is no school tomorrow.Therefore,will be studying with cousins tomorrow.I really hope that i will understand chemistry.Sigh.

Sick or not sick,i have to eat those medicines everyday to avoid it(gastrics and headaches) from happening.I have always been scared of eating pills since young.Eventhough i am still scared now,i dont have a choice but to still eat them.If not,i will be sick and i dont like being sick.SIGH!

2009-04-29T19:39:00.004+08:00

Hello

Today was another sick day!But it was alright thanks to Syahidah and friends.Hehe.Moving on.Went to school with Syahidah.There was assembly today.Had temperature taking too.P.E was the first period.Played captain ball.I fell while trying to get the ball that was thrown by a friend.I also fell off from the chair while trying to catching the ball but didnt hurt myself.Heh.Recess.Physics was next.Received my test paper back but i wasnt too happy with my results.Sigh.English was okay although i was not feeling very well as my stomach was hurting.Malay period was okay but it was really really really cold to me.A maths was okay but i dont understand some of the parts.Teacher never come again for geography.Sigh.And all we have to do for that half an hour period was to copy down the answers.After school,studied Maths with Syahidah.Syahidah did E maths and I did A maths.I was so stressed up cause i cant do the logarithms questions.So i closed my book.Went home with Syahidah and friends.Had a shower before going to tuition.Had two hours of A maths and this two hours is long enough to give me a headache.I had to bear with the pain within that two hours.Its kinda of frustrating cause in a state of pain,i still need to think and think and think just to solve the questions.Had a light dinner after tuition.Took a rest.After this,im going to study and do POA.Hope that my headache wont get worst.Sighh.

Mid year is next week and i have yet to start on a real revision.Im panicking as the time is flying by so fast.Im worried about my both maths and my sciences.Uh!!Panic!Stress!Panic!Stress!

2009-04-28T21:24:00.004+08:00

Hello

Short post for today.
Today,it is cold day due to the rain.School was normal.Went to school with Syahidah.No assembly due to the lightning alert.The day started out with three periods of A maths.Next was POA.Received our test papers.I was very happy with my marks.Heh.I thought that i would fail cause i could not balance the balance sheet.LOL.Okay,Social Studies was also okay i guess.Recess.Mother tongue and finally geography.Teacher did not come but we were given work to do.I did some of questions with Afifah and Wida.End of school.Waited for Syahidah.Thought of studying but we did not.But we will be studying again tomorrow.Yesterday,i also studied with Syahidah,WJ and Eizzy.We did learn something eventhough we laugh a lot.Okay so went home with Syahidah.Reach home.Take a shower.Eat dinner.My headache came back.Uh.Plus a stomachache.Sigh.I just studied physics just now.I really dont understand the topic about energy.Sigh.My another weakness is Chemistry.Uh.How to pass science like this?Uhhh.Okay,i got nothing else to say.Goodnight everybody.(=

When can i stop eating those medicines?
When can i not be sick?
Why cant i understand Sciences?
Why is time going so fast?

Oh noooo!Ahhh!Stress...=(

2009-04-26T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hello.

It finally rain today.^^

Hmm,today was alright i guess.Except for that one part.Will elaborate on it later.I woke up early in the morning because i just couldnt sleep eventhough i slept late yesterday night.Showered and watch tv.Eat bread for breakfast.While eating,i watch Spongebob Squarepants and also a chinese show till 1pm.Went to Lot 1 after that.Saw Athirah.After buying all the stuffs i needed,i went to sweettalk to buy myself a drink.Now im addicted to peach red tea which was introduce by Farah Nadia last friday.Heh.Okay.Went home.Finished my maths revision but i did leave a lot of questions BLANK!Hehe.It wasnt meant to be handed up to teacher so i dont care much but i will try to complete ot before exams.Heh.Then i watched tv but fall asleep as the show was really boring.Daddy woke me up to ask me what i want for dinner.Haha.Yeah i was quite hungry at that time as i skipped my lunch.Heh.Showered and ate dinner.But this was the worst part.I vomitted out my dinner.Uhh.So i just rest on my bed while watching tv.Now im feeling better so i blogged.There is school tomorrow.Will be studying with Syahidah tmr.Yah okay.I have nothing else to say.Byebye.^^

2009-04-25T22:35:00.006+08:00

Hello.

That picture up there was taken last week if im not wrong.I didnt upload all of the photos cause i was lazy.There is too many.Haha.The top picture was taken by Sharmaine in class after we doodled on the whiteboard.Remember?The bottom one was taken by me at HTA during NPAP.Originally,the picture was really dark as it was 9pm at that time.I managed to edit it till it turn out to be like that.The second picture was also taken by me.I actually wanted to take a picture of Syazirah only but I didnt knew that i took a picture of Sharmaine too.As you can see,Sharmaine is not even looking at the camera.Haha.But it is nice.To me.Haha.

Okay enough about pictures.
Today,nothing interesting happened actually.It was quite a boring and warm day.I stayed at home watching tv,went online and also study a little bit.I stopped studying when my headache acted up again.Sigh.I wanted to go out but dont know where to go and perhaps i was lazy too.lol.Tomorrow i will be going out cause i want to buy new pens as all my pens ran out of ink.Uh.Also im going out to look for my nephew birthday present as his birthday is coming in one week time.Have to buy now cause im scared that i will be busy for the whole of next week due to the preparation of MYE.The thought of MYE just scares me.Will the time slows down?No?Okay.Im done.I havent do my homeworks.Panic?No.Still got tomorrow.Heh.Byebye.Goodnight.

2009-04-24T22:17:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Today was not an amazing day,yet it was a sick and annoying day.But I am happy,well i think so.Went to school wih Syahidah.Assembly was a bore.I think i wasnt even listening to what my dm says as i was busy reading my religious book for the preparation of the exam.First period was Geography.The assembly took away one period of geography.Uh.Then it was recess.Followed by A maths.It was okay but my gastrics acted up again but it was not that painful cause i managed to forget about it while laughing with Wida.POA was next.Did a revision.I was amazed that i actually finished the worksheet.Usually,im lazy to do all this and will only wait for the answers.lol.Last two periods was again A maths.Then end of school.Go library with Syahidah and Sharmaine.Had supplementary at 2.It ended at 4.Went to Lot 1 with them.Went home after that.Reached home.Showered and continue to revise on my religious book.Had dinner and off i went to my religious class.Sat for the exam.The paper was okay.Not that difficult.I only leave out one blank which carry 2 marks.I hope i can pass.Class ended 20 minutes earlier.Waited with Wida and Hayyu for Nadya and Farah father to come and fetch them.While waiting,we keep on laughing.Went home with Hayyu and Wida.Now im home and im tired.My headache is torturing me again.I should be resting right now but my fingers are itching to blog.Tomorrow is Saturday and i dont have anything on tomorrow.So i finally can get my rest and also to study for Mid year.Okay.I guess i will stop here.

As i was walking slowly to my religious class,i saw a little boy,perhaps he is two or three years old boy.He was chasing a cat,and keep saying"meow,meow".He was certainly very cute.It reminded me of you.You love cats.Whenever we saw a cat under the void deck,you would pick it up and stroked gently on its fur.Every cat that you pick up seems to like you.Whenever i see how happy you were when you are with cats,it would bring a smile to my face.You are indeed a cat lover but the funny thing is that you scared of the black cats.You say black cats are mean.I would always laugh when you say that.I wish i could still see your smile and or even your expression when you are scared,sad,angry and many more.I miss you.=(

I have this confused feeling inside of me.I want to get rid of this feeling but i cant.This feeling makes me think about the negative things and i dont like.How i wish that im still a little girl.Therefore,i would have to face such problems.Its irritating,annoying and frustrating.I want to run away from everything but i know i shouldnt cause only cowards do that.I want to be able to face my problems and solve it but i dont have enough strength.It is because im too troubled with the things around me and also i am sick.I have no more energy.The person i used to depend on for advice and such is gone.I need that person badly.But there is nowhere i could find that person.Sighh...

2009-04-23T22:00:00.002+08:00

This is going to be a short post as i dont know what to say today and im blanked!(=

Mid year is coming!Mid year is coming!I have yet to study and revise my subjects especially sciences.Oh no.How am i going to cover everything in less than 10 days?Sigh.I dont know how am i going to stuff everything inside my head.I dont even know whether i can take it or not.Today,i have covered half of my religious book and i had a super headache after that.Pathetic sey.Even eating a medicine did not help.Ah..this is torture.I really hope that neither my headache nor my other sickness will act up during the examination period.That wont be nice seriously.I dont want to be sick.Guess what? Tomorrow i going to have hours and hours of Mathematics!No!Another headache will hit me again tomorrow.This is not good.Nowadays,alot of people are sick.Teachers too.My physics teacher didnt come today.How am i going to pass my sciences?You tell me?I need help man!Is anybody willing to me in sciences?

2009-04-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

Hello

How do i describe today?I dont know.Okay,So went to school with Syahidah and meet Sharmaine at traffic light near school.Assembly was ermm okay?Principal was talking about the Earth,Ozone layer and such.First period was SS.Then maths.Recess.There was a surprise test for english.Summary only.I guess it was okay.Then we did some vocab exercise which was very easyy.Mother Tongue was next.Teacher never come.But we have to so the exercise given.Chemistry was also okay.Im glad that i began to understand the topic a bit.After school,waited till 2.30 with Syahidah.She got class.I wanted to wait but i got tuition.While waiting,my head was certainly spinning and my gastrics was acting up again.I find it useless to eat medicine every morning when it didnt help at all.I was frustrated cause it disturbed my concentration.I went home alone.Went to Lot 1 to buy food and drinks as daddy called to let me know that mummy is not cooking.So yah,i bought cheeseballs and peach ice blended.Eat it at home.Im alone again at home.What a loner.Showered and dragged my lazy feet to tuition.I swear my head was going to explode after the two hours of maths.Sigh.Yah now im doing nothing.I forgot to bring my homeworks home.So tomorrow im dead!Tomorrow also got Mother Tongue Listening Comprehension.Hmm.Friday will be having maths supplementary and also on the same day,i got my religious class exam at night and know what?I havent study at all.I havent even open the books.Whatsmore,i have to memorise the whole book.Die?Yup.Well,i pray that in this 2 days,i could remember all.Why couldnt it be open book test?Wouldnt it be easier for me?Sighh.Okay im done.Bye

While the song keep repeating over and over again,i was thinking about you and memories just flashed back.I wanted to cry but i told myself not to.I saw you again today.I was hallucinating again.But i wished you wont disappear too soon when i saw you.Sigh.

2009-04-21T19:17:00.003+08:00

Weee,Hello.

Hehe.Hmm,it rain today!In the morning of course.But it was warm again in the afternoon.How i wished it would in the afternoon instead of morning tomorrow.Okay,today was another lame and great day.Morning,ate a slice of bread and not forgetting my medicine before leaving house for school.This was all done to avoid my gastrics from acting up again.Went to school with Syahidah and yay there is such word as lameness.Heh heh.I just knew about it.Okay ignore.There was no assembly as it was raining.I had english for the first period.Nothing much.P.E was fun but i don't know what im feeling inside.Its all mixed up.Okay ignore again.Next was POA.There was a test on final accounts.I was disappointed cause i cant balance the balance sheet.Uh.Next was physics.There was no point of me eating in the morning cause my gastrics still act up during physics class so i ate my bread secretly.Haha.Went recess with Sharmaine and Dina.I ate rice and my gastrics was still there.How annoying.Mother Tongue was also okay.Did some article reading.Had A maths after that.Like the lesson cause Mr Mazri was teaching us like as though we are little boys and girls.Really cute.Haha.After school,head to lot 1 with friends.Went home after that.Showered and then i watched tv.Life is boring at home.Haha.I fall asleep on the couch as i was watching tv.It was only for 20 minutes.I woke up when i was disturbed by the noise that was made by my little brother.Uhh.Ate dinner.Watch tv.Now i dont know what to do.Haha.Perhaps i should do my homework?Obviously Izza.Haha.Okay.Hmm,should i consider to put a tagboard on my blog?Hmmm.We'll see.Heh.

Daddy has asked me to do two favours for him.One,is to a biodata for little brother.I dont know for what but yah i have to explain what have he achieved and all that.The best thing,i will be getting a reward.Yessa!Haha.Two,is to plan mother's day celebration for my mummy and Daddy put me in charge.Nooo.I still have another thing to plan for and there is another one.With examinations just around the corner,i think my schedule will be tight.But nevermind,for the sake of family,i shall make time.Hahaha.Okay.Thats all.Byebye.(=

2009-04-20T21:24:00.002+08:00

HELLO!

It has been three days since i've last blogged.Hehe.Miss me?I know.Haha.Kidding.I have been busy,tired and perhaps lazy to blog.Friday was amazing especially after school whereby Syahidah,Sharmaine and I doodled on the whiteboard in my class.In about 10-15 minutes,we managed to cover the whole board with craps,nonsense and also lame stuffs.Then we took pictures.I have yet to upload the pictures to my laptop cause my dumb usb port is no where to be found and I put the blame on my siblings.Heh.Why?Cause they keep taking my stuffs and wont return or put at the same spot back.Instead they will leave it lying around and deny that they took it.Uh,brothers.Okay,Thats all for Friday.

Saturday was a big day for NPAP participants.It was the actual day.Like i said,i was the reserved right?But some of the participants didt turn up so i have to take their place.So in MFP2,There are 2 Zhenghua Flags.The actual parade was even more tiring than the usual ones cause after the one time rehearsal,we still have to march to and fro from our classrooms to the parade square with flags.At the same time,we have to shout the timings and such.I drank a lot of water on that day cause it was certainly a hot day.Although im tired,it was worth it.Our Sir and Ma'ams and also fellow secondary 2 cadets did turn up on that day.Sharmaine and I were definitely happy to see them.We took pictures with Sir and Ma'ams.Suddenly,Zahirah,hazimah and also Syazirah were very hyper.They started to chase us around,holding our flags.I find it weird but i think they were happy cause it marks the end of the NPAP trainings.We went home late,around nine.While waiting for the bus,Sharmaine and I and MFP2 chatted around with Sir Rahimi.We found out that this Sir can be horny and he like to act cute!Hha.Im certainly going to miss MFP2 and Sir Rahimi.Im also going to miss hanging and laughing around with my 3 secondary 2 girls.Also,im going to miss "bullying" Syazirah.Haha.Okay enough about Saturday.(IF YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND THIS PARAGRAPH,Nevermind.Heh)

Today was a sick and a funny day too.Went to school with fellow friends.It was another warm morning today.SS was okay.So was chemistry.The new relief teacher was fun.Its funny if you noticed the way he talked.Haha.Had recess after that.Then 3 periods of E maths.Wahhh,headache.English was next.Nothing much.Lifeskills was okay.Did a discussion on the trip to the old folks home.Mr Mazri assigned me to be incharge of doing the souveniers.After school,had npcc.We had to take a video for the hong kong people.I think?Not many people turn up actually.To be specific,it was only 10 people!Haha.Its funny how we acted to be like secondary ones as in we dont know about such drills which we actually know.Went home.My gastrics acted up again today somewhere during english period.But i managed to forget about through laughters and smiles.Luckily,nobody realised that i was in pain.But it got worst when i want to go back home from school.Bus 307 was late today.Inside of me,i was like"where the hell is this bus man?".At that time,i was still enduring the pain.Despite the pain,i still managed to be lame with Syahidah through text messages.Haha.At night,i went to the doctor again to take my medicine for my gastrics.The doctor say it act up again cause it has been a long since i collected my medicine and actually ate it.Heh.Now,i have to rely on this medicine again.Sighhhh!I saw Farah too at the clinic as she went to take a blood test i think.Went home and now im blogging.I still havent done my homework.Im lazy to do it.I got POA test tomorrow.I have studied for it and i think im ready.Okay thats all for today.(=

As days goes by,im getting lamer and lamer.Is there such word as lamer?Hmm i wonder.Hehe.(=

2009-04-16T21:12:00.002+08:00

Hello.

School was great today.Went to school with Syahidah.Hehe.First period was mother tongue.Received letter about the trip to Indonesia,Jogyakarta?Spelling not sure.Haha.Next was POA.Confusion strikes me.I was like trying to catch up with my teacher.Haha.So was Wida.LOL.Okay then it was CME.It was a boring.Recess.English was okay.So was chemistry.Last but not least,i had A maths.There was a test.I only study a little bit cause i was too tired yesterday.The test was okay but i didnt do some questions.Heh.Went to take my science tests after school with Sharmaine and Dina.Both physics and chemistry were dfficult but chemistry is much easier than physics.Hehe.Went home with Syahidah and Wida.Wait for Afifah at Macdonalds.Reach home.Showered.Prepare my npcc uniform.Did homework.Dinner.Then i went to the doctor.The reason why i have to go to the doctor because i have to take a blood test to know what is my blood group.It is needed in the overseas trip form.I was mad that my health booklet did show any blood group.Ugh!I admit that from young,i am scared of needles.I mean injections.Haha.Till now,im still very scared okay.Haha.Well,i did shout just now nor did i cry.But i do whine a lot.Haha.Before i went to the clinic,i was like "mummy,im scared".I say that for dont know how may times.Hahaha.But im glad its over now.Will know the results before Sunday i think.Hopefully i will get it before monday cause i have to hand in the form by Monday.Okay thats all for now.Byebye.

Happy Birthday Putri Nasriyah!(=

2009-04-14T20:01:00.005+08:00

See that.Plankton,Patrick and Spongebob.I couldnt find a picture that consist the three of them.So i took two pictures and edit to become one.Heh Heh.The reason why i post this picture is because,today i had a super wonderful time with my bestfriends ,Syahidah and Sharmaine and i told you all before that Syahidah is Spongebob and Sharmaine is Plankton.So tada..that photo exist.Haha.

Okay hello people.

Today was really a great day.Better than others.I wish i could have this day to be everyday.Does that sounds right?Haha.If you understand,then okay lorr.If not,forget it okay?Haha.Okay.So yah today,met up with Syahidah.On the way to school and in school,we were talking craps as usual.Haha.If Sharmaine were to come early and join us,she will add on to our craps.Hehe.Had A maths for the first period.Surprisingly,there was a Mock Test!I didnt do well on it actually cause i forget some last year topics.So i shall not dwell on it.Heh.After that was POA.Nothing special.Social studies was next.Had a test.I screw up man!Eventhough i read up for 15 minutes before the test and remember everything,but during the test,i forgot everything.Then i just write anyhow.I was frustrated lah of course.Haha.Then had recess with Sharmaine and Dina.Went for mother tongue after that.Did some filing and newspapers article assignments.Geography was next but Mdm Zan didnt came so we did our own things.Good ehk?Haha.After school,talked with Syahidah and Sharmaine.We were worrying ourselves with possible outcomes that might or might not happened.Haha.I was supposed to have my combined science test today after school but it was postponed to Thursday.So went home with Syahidah and Sharmaine.Sharmaine had to go to CCK so she followed us.Heh.The others stayed back for CCA and some to study.In the LRT,the three of us laughed alot especially during that one part.Hahaha.We crapped alot.Head to Lot 1 to buy food.Then bid goodbyes to Syahidah and Sharmaine.Awwh.Haha.I was home alone till like 7 plus.Sad you know.Haha.Homeworks already completed.Tomorrow i got that annual parade.Sighh.Okay i think thats all for today.Heh.Bye(:

All my sorrow turns to joy because of them.They add colours to my dull life.What will ever happen to me without them.Thanks girls.Luv ya!^^

2009-04-13T21:32:00.002+08:00

Yay.Another one.Hehe.This one is when Spongebob and Patrick play a game called"Scissors,Paper and Stone".Normally,for us,human being we use hands right?But for sea creatures in Bikini Bottom,they used bubbles!Haha.Cool right?

Alright,hello.Lets begin on a proper post.

Woke at 9 today.Showered.Completed malay homework.Started on elearning.Well,it was okay except for english.I got 50%.I think i was lucky enough to pass it.Because i just anyhow pick the answers.Heh.I was lazy to read the passage.It looks complicated so i didnt bother to read.Haha.I got problem with mathematicsIts not only me who experienced it.Some of my friends.At first,i couldnt view the questions.So Weijun send it to me.Then i send it to others.After i learn the new topic on a powerpoint,i went to do the questions and the questions is there.I can see it.How frustrated i was.Haha.After completing every assignments online,chatted with Syahidah,Wida and Weijun.I had a major crap talk with Syahidah.It was funny actually.Haha.At 5,went to tuition.Luckily,today my tuition ended early.If not,i think my brain will explode.Haha.So went to eat dinner after that.Study for social studies and the sciences.Im scared that i couldnt remember a thing that i had studied.Oh no.Okay i got nothing else to say.Byebye.(=

syahidah sleepyhead:can lorhsyahidah can predict the future
syahidah sleepyh:HAHAHA NO LINK
hazirahazman:hahaha.Lame ehk syahidah.hahaha
syahidah sleepyhead:you teach me how to be lame mah
hazirahazman:haha.ehk?Wow.im a good teacher^^haha
syahidah sleepyhead:yeah.a good teacher on how to be lame
hazirahazman:yes exactly.I got a degree for that.haha

See,i got a degree for being lame.^^

2009-04-12T19:10:00.006+08:00

The picture says it all.Bored.Yes i am.I caught a cold this morning so all my plans for today was cancelled.I stayed at home lying restlessly on my bed.Didnt visit the doctor cause i already had my medicine for flu and cough.I finished studying for my sciences.I don't know whether all of it go into my head or not cause i keep sneezing and coughing till i lose my concentration.My head was spinning after my revision.I wanted to take a nap but my flu just didnt allow me to sleep.I could only sleep after i have taken my medicine.But i only sleep for half an hour cause my brothers was making a lot of noises while they were basketball in the house!It is really irritating.It rained again today and i was still shivering even under a thick quilt.By then,mummy found out that i have a fever.Ugh.But now,after a rest and the medicines,my temperature has subsided abit and im feeling a little bit better too.Tomorrow there is no school for me but i still have to do the assignments online.But i still have the whole day to rest and be better for school on tuesday.Okay i guess that is all for today.Byee.

Its been two months.Im missing you terribly.You appeared in my dreams yesterday.You said that God need you and that's why you couldnt stay.I understand that.But somehow I cried when i know that it was just a dream.But at the same time,I was happy cause i get to see your face and hear your voice.How i wish you would appear in my dreams every night.I miss you a lot.

2009-04-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

Hmm..
Okay today,i guess i was feeling a lot better than yesterday.In the morning,i was cheered up by my two bestfriends,Syahidah and Dina.Thanks girls^^.Well for the rest of the day,i just stayed at home and kept myself busy with homeworks.I did revise a bit on my chemistry.I have yet to study for my physics and social studies.Im hoping that i could cover every topic by Monday.I heard from my friends that the combined science test was a difficult one compared to the other test before.I didnt do well for that test and im really hoping that i could do better for this test.Hmm,what else is there for me to say here?I guess there is nothing else.Okay then.Have a good rest readers.

To my bestest friend:
Read your blog and thanks for letting me know that you are here for me.Thanks for letting me know that i could confide in you anytime.I appreciate it so much.I am so glad to know that.Reading your post made my day better already.Luv you too.Thanks so much(:

2009-04-10T19:56:00.004+08:00

Sigh

I must say this year has been a very good year for me unlike last year.Too many unexpected things occuring now.I have just lost another of my love ones.Right now,im feeling very upset with my life.I don't know why this is all happening.I just feel like this is all happening too fast.It has only been two months since i have lost him and between that two months,i was trying to be strong and get over everything.But now,the same thing is happening again.Im down again.Sigh.When will this ever end?However,i still have my bestfriends and cousins whom i can always confide in.Now i know that death can happen anytime.It all lies in God's hand.We can't do anything.Sigh..

2009-04-09T21:15:00.002+08:00

Hehe.Another picture of Spongebob Squarepants.I got nothing better to do.Heh.In this episode,Spongebob and Patrick learn a new word which is actually a bad word.But Patrick told Spongebob that it is a fancy word so they began to use the word over and over again.Then Mr Krabs caught them saying the words and told them that it was a bad word.They regretted saying that.But when they play a game called "Eel and Ladder",Spongebob was losing and he said that word.The picture above is when Patrick wanted to run to Krusty Krab and tell Mr Krabs about it but he ended up saying the bad word himself.So they both ran to tell Mr Krabs.They were both given a punishment to paint the Krusty Krab a new colour.But the three of them,Spongebob,Patrick and Mr Krab ended up painting Mr Krabs mummy house as the boys caught mr krabs saying all the bad words.Heh heh.

Hello.

This will be the proper post.Heh.Went to school with Syahidah.Had Mother Tongue for the first period.A maths was next.Learn a new topic which was much easier than the recent one.Haha.Physics was next.Learn about moments.Recess was next.Had recess with Syahidah.Hehe.POA was next Nothing much.Had geography test after test.I think i will not do well cause i didnt describe the points well as there is no time.CME was next.Nothing to say also.Left class 30 minutes earlier.Change into full uniform.Went to HTA.Had our test.I failed.It is expected actually.I was not good at aiming.Sharmaine and Jeichiel was the two girls who passed.Congratulations to those who pass.Tomorrow is a good friday.Therefore,there is no school.Monday will elearning day.Also no school.I will have a long break.I will make a good use out of it.Haha.I talk like real.Okay.I got nothing much to say anyway.Byebye.((:

2009-04-08T20:09:00.003+08:00

This is an episode when the sea creatures of bikine bottom celebrates Valentines Day.The picture above clearly describe that Patrick Star made a heart shape gift out of rocks for Spongebob.Sweet ehk?Haha.And Spongebob gave him a hot air balloon that is made of chocolate.Cute and sweet right?Haha.I came across this picture when i was looking for a perfect picture for my msn display picture.There ia alot more but i chose this one.Heh.If you want to know,Syahidah call me Patrick and I call her Spongebob and We call Sharmaine Plankton.Heh heh.

Alright back on the track.

Today was alright.Yesterday was not.Came to school with Syahidah.Met her in the LRT at South View.Social Studies was the first period.Nothing much to describe.A maths was next.Got back our level test result.For me,it was a disappointment.Recess.Didnt went down.Stayed in class.English was okay.Did summary.Mother was also okay.Revised on composition.Chemistry was ermm...i dont know.Haha.Leave class 15 minutes before the bell rang.Meet Sharmaine.Buy drinks and a burger.Went to HTA.Did our dry practice.It was okay eventhough my finger hurts now.Tomorrow is the live shoot.The test.Im scared.I seriously hope that i could pass my marksman.Hehe.Went home alone.Took a shower.Had my dinner.I was starving at that time as the burger was the only food i have eaten before my dinner.Haha.I should be studying my geography for a test tomorrow but instead im blogging here.Well actually i am studying and blogging.If i didnt do well tomorrow,it is so obvious why.Haha.I have no homework today.Well at least i think i dont have any homeworks.Heh.After this,i will be a good girl and study and also prepare my npcc uniform.Hehe.Okay readers,i will end here.Bye and goodnight readers.

Amit hiding his face.Haha.

Sharmaine MARLEHA.(:

WeiQi(:

2009-04-06T19:11:00.007+08:00

Hello.

Somehow,today was not a great day for me despite the laughters i had in class with Wida.I was about to feel happy but my mood was ruined by something.Went to school with fellow friends.Sort of.I requested to meet Sharmaine at the traffic light cause i cant stand it any longer.Sorry Sharmaine if i bother you.The day start with two periods of Social Studies.I seriously don't understand why he have to shout.My ear hurts.After that,it was chemistry.Just went through some answers for our homeworks.Recess was next.Wida insisted that i go recess.So i did.Then,it was A maths.3 periods of it.I seriously hate the topic we are learning now.I just dont get it.English was okay.I have yet to do the summary.Assembly was after that.Went to Aunt house after school.Mama not home so i stayed at aunt house for awhile before i head to my tuition.Had a two hours of maths.Sigh.It seriously add in to my headache.Sigh.Went home.Ate my biscuits.Didnt eat a proper dinner cause i wasnt hungry or today just ruin my appetite.Now,im feeling sleepy and tired.But i couldnt rest until all my homeworks are done.Sigh.I have nothing else to talk about today anymore.Like i said,today was not a great day. Goodbye readers

I dont understand.I seriously don't.It is as though im alone in this world with no one around me.Some of them are busy with their personal lives and some just don't care to even talk.I can't take it anymore.I don't even know what to do anymore.Im blanked.Nobody can help me.I can't help myself too.
Ya Allah,kau berikan ku kekuatan untuk mengatasi semua ini.
Ya Allah,kau tunjukkan ku jalan yang betul.
Amin.

2009-04-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Today is surely a warm day despite the short rain.I drank a lot of different kind of drinks today.Plain water,Soya Bean,Milo,Blueberry,Peach tea.Haha.I ended up getting a stomachache.Hehe.Okay so back to the story.Today,i was awaken by a ringtone from my handphone.It was my alarm with was set at 5.20.I just couldnt opened my eyes.So i snooze my alarm till 5.40.Then i realised that i was already late.So quickly get up from my bed.After bathing and all that,i went to the kitchen to fix myself a drink.I was jealous to see that my brothers and parents were sleeping soundly.I should too!Haha.I didnt eat before i go cause i was already late.So took the lrt to BP.I could hardly open my eyes inside the train.Meet Sharmaine and the rest.Walked to Fajar Sec.Changed to full uniform.Made our way to HTA.Preview was okay.I was the reserved so i did nothing.Went home.I thought that i could have a good sleep when i reach home but to my surprise my little darling nephew and niece is at my house.So i didnt sleep after my shower cause i have to play with my little darlings.As soon as they are asleep,i took a nap too.But again i was awaken by Dinie's cries.She was having a nightmare.Sigh.Poor little girl.At night,went to granny house.Its been awhile since i visited granny.Sigh,she looked sick though.I miss her a lot.Went home after that.I want to sleep!Seriously.Haha.Okay readers,Goodbye.

2009-04-03T22:35:00.002+08:00

hello.

Today is a definitely a great day.Morning,trained to lrt station as usual.Saw Syahidah so went to school with her.Hehe.Okay so the day start off with a chemistry lesson with mr Ang.Do you know thati like chemistry more than physics?Yes i do but it is such a waste that i find it hard to understand what Mr Ang trying to say.Haha.Next was A maths.The topic that im learning now is like a foreign language to me.I simply dont get it at all.Then it was POA.I like this chapter so i had no problem with it.Recess was next.Last period was again A maths.Yes today we had 2 hours of E maths!Then Mr Mazri gave us like a surprise quiz.I didnt managed to complete all.This quiz,its a gurantee that i will fail.Haha.After school,went to have my lunch at KFC with Syahidah and Sharmaine.I had a super wonderful time with them despite being irritated by the noise and the unknown messenger.Went back to school for NPCC.Syahidah accompanied me and Sharmaine.Isnt she sweet?Haha.Too bad i forgotten to take pictures of her and Sharmaine or the three of us.If not,my post for today will not be just in words.Hehe.

NPCC for today,the Sec 3 are to facilitate the sec 1.Beside being irritated by someone ridiculous behaviour,i sure learn a lot of things and also had fun.I guess.Haha.Now my throat is painful due the commands and instructions that i shouted to the sec 1.I've gotten my civil defence badge too.Yay.I have NPDP training tomorrow.Have to wake up early in the morning.Sighh.And i dont know why i have yet to sleep.Haha.

Religious class was okay too.Learn new things.I accidentally dozed off for 2 minutes in class.Haha.I was really sleepy.I just cant open my eyes.Haha.Luckily,my teacher didnt catch me dozing off.Hehe.Went home with Wida.Called Sharmaine on the way home cause she called me when im in class.Talked about the monopoly competition.Yes,im participating in a monopoly competition for NPCC.Haha.My group is Amit,Farhan and Sharmaine.Yay!Okay.Thats all for today.Goodnight readers.

To Syahidah and Sharmaine,
Thanks for the great time during lunch today.I was really happy that we got to spend time together.If we had another chance(perhaps after npdp is over),we shall do it again alright?Thanks girls.Love!(=

2009-04-02T19:10:00.004+08:00

hello.(=

Today's day is quite okay.In the morning,trained to Lrt station.Saw Syahidah.Just like yesterday.Hehe.Got npcc meeting after the morning assembly.It is about tomorrow parade and marksman badge.Went for mother tongue.Did some filing and going through answers for our homework.POA was next.Learn about balance sheet.So far,i find it easy.For now it is easy,who knows later on?Haha.I even completed my homework in class.Therefore,i dont have any POA homework today.Hehe.CME was after that.Did some thing on resilience.Was given early recess.Thought of not going recess just now cause i was lazy and i dont feel like eating.But i pitied Weiqi cause it has been awhie since i went recess with her.So yah went recess.Just ate biscuits cause i was forced to by weiqi.Haha.After recess,was english.We did activities on vocabulary.Got homework for the weekends.Chemistry was next.Mr Ang got sort of like angry(i think) cause we never do our work.I also have homework for chemistry due tomorrow.Will do it later.A maths was last.Learn another new thing.This one was easier than the first theorem.Waited for Syahidah awhile.Went home.I realised that no matter how angry i am right,Syahidah still managed to make me laugh again.Power eh?Haha.Went to Lot One with friends.Went home after that.Tomorrow is Friday.Last day of the week.Time sure flies very fast,dont you think so?I have yet to prepare my Npcc uniform.Hehe.Tomorrow I will be having my lunch with Syahidah and Sharmaine.Its been awhile since we do that.Its because me and Sharmaine have to attend the NPDP training.Sharmaine made a bet with me to see who will eat more tomorrow.Haha.Somehow,i agreed to that bet.Haha.Okay,well i better get started on the stuffs that i have to do.Have a good night rest everybody.(=

2009-04-01T19:40:00.001+08:00

HeyHey..hello

Today is April Fool's day.The only person who pranked me is Marleha.That girl ah.Haha.Okay so today was a good,tiring and sick day.Syahidah and i talk about alot of things today and the nonsense one came from me.Hehe. Had to run 2.4km run for P.E.This run cause me to be sick.Instead of going recess,i went straight up to class and rest.This action cause me to have gastrics pain and feeling like vomitting.After recess was physics.I keep wanting to sleep.English was wide awake.Dont know why.Did some summary thingy.Mother tongue was next.Followed by A maths and the day ends off with geography.Me and friends stayed back to help our mother teachers to clean up our malay rooms.She gave us chocolates as a reward.Meet Syahidah at the malay room as she just finished her F&N class.So went home.Went to aunt house first becausemI got nothing to do and my parents are not at home.Went back home.Watch American Idol.Eat dinner.Now blogging and chatting with Syahidah.Guess what?Syahidah pranked me!Ugh.Haha.Nevermind.Its a fair play.I pranked her this morning and she pranked me back.We are even.Haha.I havent do my homework.Will do it later.I got nothing to say anymore.So bye.(:

Happy Birthday Daddy.(:

Im seriously worried about this and i dont know whether i should tell my parents about it.Perhaps not or she will get into trouble.Hope it will be better by tomorrow.

2009-03-31T19:04:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Im bored so i decided to blog.Okay.My weekend was okayy.Finally,had a good sleep.Daddy bought me my contact lens.Well,i did contribute some of my money to buy it.Heh.But i didnt managed to buy my sandal cause nothing caught my eyes.Sigh.Monday was also okay.Had a really a good day with Wida in class.After days without her in class,it was really boring and lonely.Finally,she came.Yey.Haha.So today..ermm,how do i describe today..okay and not okay?Yup thats it.Haha.Started the day with A maths.3 periods.Followed by POA and Social Studies.Recess.Ate with Dina and Marleha.Heh.Went for mother tongue.Last but not least,we had geography.We had A maths test after school.The test was not that easy or difficult.But i know im not going to get an A for it.And yesterday,I studied so hard for the chapter Logarithms but not a question on it came out.Ugh!Haha.After the test,went home.Bought ourselves a ice blended drinks.I bought blueberry ice blended.It was sour.I regret buying it.Had a nap just for like 15 minutes.I was really tired today.I had no idea why.Wida say im lack of vitamins.I told her that the only vitamins that i ate before and loved it is actually the robot vitamins and this vitamins is for young kids.Haha.How i wished im young again so that i could eat that vitamin again.Haha.Tomorrow is wednesday.Its my daddy birthday and also its April fools day.I also dont have my npdp training tomorrow or friday.Great.Will be joining the parade in school on friday instead.Okay i guess i have typed long enough.

Have a good day.(:

2009-03-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Hmm,today was fine.Except for the weird weather.So went to school early with my sprained ankle.Climb up the staircase painfully.Haha.Completed my assignments.Sort of.Mother tongue was the first period.Followed by mathematics and physics.Had Recess with Syahidah.POA was next.I received my test paper.Somehow i was shocked upon the results because i didnt expect that i would pass.But whatever it is,Alhamdulilah that i passed.Then it was geography and last but not least CME.After school,the malay students who signed up the overseas trip was supposed to meet our teacher at malay room.The results was out.I get to go.Syahidah,Sharmaine,Afifah and the rest got to go too.I was overjoyed.Heh.After that,we went to Lot 1.Went to tuition.I managed to watch American Idol before doing my homeworks.I have to agree with Syahidah that Adam Lambert is hot.Today,he changed his looks and sang very nicely.All the judges including Simon commented that his performance was the best.Hehe.After this,will be going to Uncle house.Will be sleeping over there too.There is parade tomorrow.Feel like not going but i have no choice!Sighh.Yeah.Thats all.And oh yahh,My sandals is gone!Somehow it has been stolen.This is so pathetic.Among all the shoes outside and my one had to stolen.Now i have no more footwear.Ughh.Got to ask daddy to buy me a new one.Haha.I hate that somebody who stole my sandals.Okay.Im done.Byebye readers.(:

2009-03-25T21:55:00.002+08:00

I find that im becoming more and more forgetful as days goes by.Today,i forgot to bring back back my POA and Mathematics textbook.So i cant do my homework.Sigh.Luckily,daddy is sending me tomorrow so im going to reach early and i will do my homework.So today was a better day.But my partner,Wida, did not came to school and i was absolutely quiet and it was boring too.Every lesson is fine.I almost fell asleep during SS.Almost.Not totally sleep.I left class early today cause i got annual parade.Me,Sec 2 girls and leha made our way to Fajar Sec.Went to HTA.It was raining.So our training was held in the shelter.Sir Rahimi gave me and the others(the reserved team) some motivational speech.Well,Sir Rahimi is indeed a good guy.Better than the others.Seriously he is nice.Before going home,leha,me and syazirah crapped a lot and i think i was the slow one.Get what i mean?If you dont,then forget it.Heh heh.I sprained my ankle.I dont know how it happened but it is painful.Im hoping it to be better by tomorrow.Well thats it for today.Night readers.(:

2009-03-24T19:48:00.004+08:00

I know it has been some time since i blogged.Sorry.I hardly have time to blog nowadays.My holidays was not the holiday i expected it to be.It was a busy holiday.Had classes and cca the whole week.Had to complete the stacks of homework.Had to go overseas.In the blink of an eye,the holidays were over.I didnt have time to rest at all.Okay,today.In the morning,Syahidah came today.She didnt yesterday cause she was sick.I miss her so much during the holidays and also i was scared that i didnt get to see her again.Well Sharmaine's prayers were fulfilled so here i am.Okay so,had english for the first period.I realised that im beginning to like or love english more and more.Its kind of weird for me but hey english is the most important subject right?We got to love it if you want to pass.P.E was next but it was a free period for us since the teacher did not came.It started raining and i was shivering.I closed my eyes for about 5 minutes after completing all my assignments.I wanted to sleep but i was woken up the thunder.How sad.POA was next.Im having trouble in my POA.Need help.Anybody?Learn about inertia for physics.I need help in my physics too or perhaps for my both sciences?Recess was next.I didnt eat and i dont planned to go down to the canteen too cause it was seriously very cold.But Sharmaine somehow forced me to go down with her and Dina.Okay for bestfriend's sake,i went down.For mother tongue,i did some article reading.I was asked to read.My voice was seriously funny.I think its also been awhile since i've read a malay article.Then it was maths.Left the class 15 minutes earlier cause i have npcc.Nothing to say about the trip.It was okay.The lame part is that weiqi started calling me setoh and i started calling her hazirah.It was supposed to be the other way round but..i dont know how it happened.Thats all i guess.I will make an effort to post more often.Takecare everybody.

I closed my eyes for a little while.I saw you.But when i opened my eyes,you were gone.I cried when i could not find you.I want to sleep forever so that i could see you for a little more longer.Im starting to hallucinate.Does this makes me crazy?

Please stop staring at me for no reasons.You creep me out.If you got problem with me,you speak out.Dont stare.

2009-03-12T21:05:00.003+08:00

Hello.

First of all,i apologised for the lack of updates.Like i mentioned in the latest post,this week was a hectic week for me because of the tests.Well,now all of the test is over now.Thank God.However,i dont gurantee i will pass for some of the papers but im just hoping for the best.Other than the tests,school for me is not so good.I dont know why but i just feel that things are not in place right now.Everything is just so different.That is how i feel eveytime im in school.But thank goodness,Syahidah and Sharmaine are always there to change how i feel about the day.I guess that is all for this week.Nothing interesting actually.I got my result slip yesterday.I dont know how to describe.My mummy say it was not bad.But to me it is.I could see such a difference in my performance.Sigh.Over what had happened a month ago,i should know why the drop in my result.Sigh.

Tomorrow is my school sport day.Im glad that sir say i do not need to do the duty at the very last minute.Im happy that i get to spend the day with Syahidah.Unlike last year,i had to spend the day,marshalling.On the other hand,Sharmaine had to run for cca 4x100m event.I pitied her.After the event,i will be having my annual parade training tomorrow.Another Sigh.After tomorrow,it will mark the end of term 1.Our 1 week break is here.However for me,i will busy for the whole week.Sigh.

For the one week break,we were given piles of homework to be completed.When I came back home from school just now,i did some.After awhile,i put it all away.Then i found that my room was seriously in a mess.Clothes to be pack on my bed.Books on my bed.Bags and luggage on the floor.USB ports all over my desk.Song sheets all over laptop.Therefore,i took the time to clean everything up.I was surprised that i managed to clean everything in an hour and a half.I fell asleep after that.I guess i was tired.Well now,im wide awake.A lot of things have yet to be done.Well i guess thats it for now.Bye.

To my bestfriend.
I do silly things cause i was frustrated about myself and about the things and people around me.Im sorry if you are worried.Im happy to know you are always there for me through ups and downs.You are the one who always entertain my lame jokes.Sometimes,i feel lonely without you around cause nobody treat me like the way you do.Thank you so much.Though i dont know my real decision,whatever it is,you will forever be my bestfriend who is really special.Ily bestfriend.

Its been one month.I still can't accept fact somehow.I feel hopeless without you.My life has change thoroughly.I miss all those times.I just..dont believe this.I tried to be strong but somehow i got no strength to do that.You were my strength but now...
I just wish this did not happened...imy.Sobs.

2009-03-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hello

Finally im updating this blog.I guess my time is occupied with tons of homeworks and preparation for tests until i do not have enough time to use my laptop.Okay,will tell you about Secondary 1 Npcc Orientation Camp which was held at school on Friday to Saturday.At last,after weeks of preparation,we all could finally sigh with relief that all of this is over.As all the secondary 3 know that this camp is part of the Sergeant Promotion Test.The camp is a smooth one but not all of us is guranteed to be promoted.That is what we are worried about.Me too.But we all did a good job as this is our first attempt.This is my first time being an NCO and a group leader.It was not easy for to project my voice to control my group.However,my group,Group 1 have given a full cooperation throughout the camp, and i thanked them a lot.First day of the camp, Sharmaine and I came slightly late than everyone cause we got training at HTA.I must say the night walk was all of the secondary 1 cadets favourites.I lead my two campers who were blindfolded around the school.Mades jokes with them.Including Sharmaine And Ssgt Hakiim.We didnt had a good night.Had 2 hours of sleep only.It was cold.But at least we get some sleep.Some of our cadets didnt get to sleep for even two hours.Second day was a tiring one.PT was a successful one although the NCOs was the more enthusiastic than the secondary ones.Had static drills with them.Was amazed how fast my group learn the drills.Last but not least,my amazing race.It was 4 hours walk around Bukit Panjang.Along the way,it was raining.Luckily it was raining cats and dogs.I've to keep shouting,"Group one,where's your two rows?","Group one,dont walk too fast.","Group one,stop.","Group one,drink up","Group one,is everyone okay?" over and over again.Despite the rain and being tired,Group 1 still managed to complete all and reach school on time.My feet were sore after the race.We did the last preparation from the NE act.I did talk to my group about something.We played true and dare.Then it was time for them to act out.I was proud of my group and this was all a last minute plan.Then the prize giving ceremony.Congratulations to both best female and male campers.The best female camper was Azuin.She was from my group.Im glad that she became the best camper and i do see potentials in her.Great Job,Azuin.I got see comments from my campers about me.I thanked them too for saying all that about me.Bid goodbyes to them.The secondary threes had our debrief.Pack up and we went home.As soon as i reach home,took a shower and slept on my comfy bed.I slept throughout the night without a disturbance.

Today, i was glad that i didn have a fever.But i have muscle pain at both of my thighs and feets.Completed all my assignments.I slept again for half an hour while watching tv.Had my dinner outside with family.Had funny conversations with brothers.

At the restaurant,
Elder brother was doing some lame and funny things to me and little brother.
We both looked at each other.
Me:No wonder i see a big L on your forehead(sarcism).
Elder bro:Huh?What?L?
Me:Yah,LAME.
Elder bro: Not L lah.H....Handsome.
Me:(silence).Rolled eyes.
Haha.My elder brother is so lame.

At the shopping mall.
Elder want to buy a cologne for himself.So he ask me.
Elder brother: Zirah,Smell this.Nice?
Me:Yup.(wide smile)
Daddy:Why ask adek?
Elder brother:Cause she is a girl and she know best.
Me:Heh heh.
Little brother: Kak,choose for me.
Me: What about this?I think its perfect for you.(showing him the adidas perfume for girls that i wore)
Little brother: (sad face)
Elder brother: ( laughing out loud.)
Yeah,my brothers are fun to around with.

Went home.Elder brother drove the car.He have been driving me to school too sometimes.Tomorrow he will start working as part of his attachment thingy.Therefore,i dont think he will be sending me to school anymore.Tomorrow will also be the start of the last week of the term and im having 4 test,3 days in a row.Sighh.I wonder why.Sports day is also coming and i dont know whether i want to be the marshall or not.Still thinking.I will also miss Kranji Primary school sports day too again!!It is because the training in HTA.Im thinking of not going but im having second thoughts.Oh I dont know.There is still so many decisions to make and so little time.Sigh...

Test coming up:
Tuesday-E maths Level Test and Class test.
Wednesday-A maths Test.
Thursday-POA test.

All the tests that involves calculation.(Big sigh!)

2009-02-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

Another rainy day.

It has been raining this few days.The rain bring back some of the memories from last year.Like when the time me,Syahidah,Afifah,Weijun and Abbas dashed through the rain just to go to greenridge to eat cause we are hungry and in the end we like beggars in the KFC.Abbas said "cold and hungry like beggars".Okay memories.So yah,supposingly we planned to go jogging in the afternoon.But due to the rain,it was cancelled.So today,i spend my day at home.I dont have tuition too.I baked cookies today for tomorrow.Im having a family gathering tomorrow.Guess i will be spending my Sunday with my cousins and also amran and shafiz.They are part of the family too.I have yet to do my homework.I have yet to study for Geography test.Sighh.Im feeling very tired.Im still left with two more weeks before the holiday start.I want to get the mind clear off everything during the holidays.I guess,i dont have much to say today.So goodnight people.

Tried looking away but you are everywhere.I don't like the way you have been lying to me.You may think im gullible and easily to take advantage of but you are wrong.I still know which is right or wrong.I want to run and hide from.I want to be as far as possible away from you.I want to avoid you all my life.Unfortunately,i know i can't.

2009-02-26T21:54:00.001+08:00

Hello.

Blog un-privated.

Yeah,i finally unprivate my blog.So my blog now is once again open to all.I will reconsider again about putting up a tagboard.So life for me now is indescribable.Not a word could describe it.I dont even know it myself.Sigh.So far,i have been busy studying for a lot of common tests in school.Results are outand i didnt do well.I was quite disappointed especially for my mathematics paper.I keep sighing and sighing because of my crap results.But i know it wont help.I just have to study even harder.I wish i could retake that papers.In school,it was okay.Been having a lot of laughters with Syahidah.I miss her alot.I kinda feel the silence without her around me almost for every hour like last year.I guess im still not use of not having her around me eventhough it is coming to the end of February.Sigh.Sharmaine is also another one.She has been making jokes that would always make me laugh especially during NPCC.Sighh.Wish i could turn back time.Im talking crap here,arent i?

So yah,today..nothing special.It rain again today.Got my chemistry paper back.Didnt do well too.But i managed to pass.Guess thats a start.Had an E maths test after school.No confidence at all.Sighhh!Tomorrow is Friday.Last day of the week.I have NP tmr.I also have a test for my religious class which i have yet to study for.Sigh.I have to come tomorrow cause i wont be coming for next week religious class due to npcc camp.I dont know what to say anymore.Bye.

It has been two weeks.And im still not over it.But im okay.I couldnt cry anymore cause i happen to run out of tears.I really wish that i dont have to accept this fact.But eventually i have to.As days goes by,i move on but i was wondering why are you gone?Everything i do,it will remind me of you.I tried so hard not to be sad,but i cant.Im too weak to face this alone.I just said goodbye to someone last year and now i have to say another goodbye.I dont think i could survive another goodbye.I just dont have the strength to carry on without you.The support that you gave is too much that now i find it hard to stand up when you are gone.Sigh.I really miss you.How i wish i could listen to your voice again.....its impossible

2009-02-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

Im feeling rather vex now.Everything just dont turn out really good.It has been two days.But it keep changing and i dont know why.I felt like crying but i cant.I ran out of tears already.I seriously dont uderstand why must she be like that.She is like a totally different person.She keep forcing me to do something i do not want to do.In the end,i obeyed her because i do not want to upset her.But im not her dog.She raise her voice to me.That is so unlike of her to do that.I almost cried but i didnt cause i do not want others to see me.Why am i so scared of her?I cant find the answer eventually.Sighh.Sometimes i feel so angry at her but i couldnt express my anger towards her.It will just go away after a few minutes.Sigh.When I see her laughing out loud with her friend,i feel sad.I also dont know why.I thought that i could be happy but i cant.But im always happy when im with Syahidah and Sharmaine.Sigh.My life is seriously difficult to understand.But im still enduring to the pain i have been getting from some selfish and ignorant people who do not realised their mistake and blame others instead.Sigh.This people are getting on my last nerves but i was being patient and i do not want to search for trouble.Therefore,i forgive and forget.With me being gullible,nice and weak,this people are taking advantage of me!I hate that the most!

2009-02-21T22:12:00.000+08:00

I have fallen sick.Since yesterday night.Being sick is not nice.I rested for almost the whole day.Slept twice today.Didnt eat much except for the porridge mama cooked.I only ate half of it due to my lack of appetite and also my throat that is painful.Abang is sick too.He had been sick since monday.I probably gotten this fever from him or its just that i was lack of rest and sleep this few days.Sigh.I didnt attend my tuition class today.I just sleep,watch tv only today.Thanks Weijun and Afifah for their concern.They are the only ones who knows that im sick i guess.

Im missing you.I remembered the way you used to take care of me when im sick.I cried whenever i think of you.It has been a week plus.I have been strong lately in front of my friends.But im weak again whenever im alone.Like right now.I really miss you.

2009-02-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today was supposed to be a sad day for.Well at least i plan to.But my bestfriends always make me laugh.Syahidah,Afifah,Sharmaine and Wida.Im glad that i am spending more and more time with Syahidah.I do miss being around her laughing out loud.Today,i had recess with her.We crapped alot.At least i do.I was rather lame today.Before taking our combined science level test,i dropped in her class.Again,i talked crap.Something about spongebob.Yeah it is lame.Yah.Thats us eventually.I have taken alot of common test so far.Some i score well.Some i score average.And some i just failed.Tomorrow i will be having A maths level test.I failed my mock test.Im really hoping for an A for tmr.Pray hard.I just finish my revision.Im sleepy today because i only had a 4 hours sleep yesterday night.So yah.Bye

It has been a week since you are gone.I dont know whether i got over it or not.But im back to normal.I dont know.Perhaps.But i cant stop thinking about you.I miss you alot.I really do.It seems so lonely nowadays without you.I have stop playing music now.I dont know why.I miss you darling=(

2009-02-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

How I wish everything that had happened to me now was just a dream.But i keep pinching myself and eventually im awake.As a result,everything that had happened was for real.Sigh.People always say,"tomorrow will a better day if its not today."Well for me it is not.Instead,everyday is the worse for me.Sigh.I have been keeping everything to myself ever since __ left.I have no one to confide in or its just that im scared of telling others.I feel rather horrible inside.Every night i keep crying myself to sleep.In school,all the smiles and laughters around my friends were fake.When im alone,I started to be sad again.I dont like it this way.I seriously dont.I want to be like normal again whereby im always happy every now and then and the smiles and laughters were all real!I tried moving on and look ahead.But i cant.I really cant.Everything i do,everywhere i go will remind me of ___.Friends have been treating me differently nowadays.I just feel so lonely at times.I feel like going back to LA.Sigh.Im terribly upset over what had happened but nobody understand.I want you back.I really do.Sobs.

Life without you is different.It really is.=(

2009-02-09T20:25:00.001+08:00

Hello.

Yeap.I start with a normal greetings.Therefore,im okay today.Yes i am.Im feeling very happy,ecstatic,delighted,euphoric,cheerful,content,jubilant.All the synonyms describing happy.Well,im glad that im feeling happy today.Thanks to my friends.They make me to forget all my worries.I guess that is what friends are for.Well,the day started off well.Went to school with friends.Reach on school on time.Perhaps we are lucky.First period,a lesson with mr Aljunied.Going to have a test tomorrow and i have yet to open my book and revised it.Will be doing that after this post.E maths with Mr Mazri was next.Im having trouble understanding it.It is confusing me.Then it was physics.Like i said yesterday,im having trouble memorising the formulas and such.There will be a combined science test on 19 February.Mr Yosef say it is not going to be easy.Omg.Lets panic.Haha.Then it was recess.Followed by a three period of english with Miss Lee.We did some vocabulary exercises.This period is when i laughed a lot with Wida.Complaint it to Miss lee.Haha.She laughed along in fact.Haha.It was a hilarious situation.End the day with a lifeskill period.I learnt something from this period which sounded weird to me cause for the last two years,i find it a waste of time but today its different.Maybe the topic has something to do with me.Did some surveys.Went home.Dropped by Lot 1 to buy a present for my elder brother birthday.Went Aunt house to get some things for mummy.Went home.Took shower.Change.Went to visit him.Went home.Catch the chinese show.It was the last episode.Okay.Im done with my daily routine.Haha.Im crapping here.Alright.

I learnt something meaningful today.Friends are somebody you rely on when you are down.Treasure them before its too late.One more thing is this phrase,"We cannot add days to life but can add life to days".Simply it mean we cannot extend our life but we can make our days more meaningful.Something like that.I thought about it.I remembered my Grandad.If only,i could still spend my time with him.I miss sharing my problems with him.Im bottling everything inside my heart now.But slowly,i will tell my friends about it.Im doing fine now.Things are better for me and I thanked Allah for that.

Live your life to the fullest.With that,i say goodbye,(:

2009-02-08T17:33:00.002+08:00

Sigh.

Normally i would start with a hello.But today i actually started with a sigh.Maybe today,i really feel like sighing a lot.I dont know why.Im addled.A lot of things is on my mind right now.I cant think properly.Homework is clearly bugging me.I find physics a hassle right now because i don't know how to do the questions.I understand the formula and such but i cant seem to apply it on my work today.Perhaps i really am worn out.I didnt have enough sleep yesterday or the last few nights.Keep coming back home from school later than usual.Therefore,im lack of rest.Im relieved that im no longer sick or anything.If not,i will be absent from school and i cant afford to miss out any lessons.Im lagging behind.I must catch up if i want to sustain my grades.Sigh.With the things that is going on,im praying hard that i wont fall again like the past.I have nothing to say anymore.Im blogging out of boredom here.Sigh...

Maybe for a moment,i think that i could not carry on like this.I will make everybody worry about me.Dont you think so?Im gonna make myself happy no matter what it takes.I got to get this over with.Like seriously.Sometimes i hate feeling forlorn.But it cant be help.Its a natural feeling at times.Probably,a talk to a friend will help me.But who?Im not a person who like to let out everything to a person.Hmm,maybe it is really a complicated situation for me.But im going to be strong though.I wish my late grandad was here.I could let everything out to him.Sigh..

Last but not least, Happy Birthday to Amirah.I miss you bestfriend.Hope to meet you soon. In fact,im missing my primary school friends.The last time i actually be with them is last two years ago.Hoping that this year i could meet them.

Dont give up or you will be letting yourself down.With that,i end my post for today.Bye.

2009-02-07T21:45:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Probably this post is going to be another random one.Cause day by day,i just dont know what to blog about.It seems that my life is rather boring huh.Alright,today,i caught another flu.Its not so bad.Just keep sneezing in the morning but it is better in the afternoon.Had tuition too today.Another two hours of maths.Went to visit him.Went home.Watch tv.Read a book.Did some homeworks which i stop halfway cause i was feeling rather sleepy.I took a nap for like about thirty minutes.Yeah its pathetic.Woke up.Took a shower.Ate dinner.Thought of doing the other half of my homeworks but i just dont have the mood to do that.With the earpiece in my ear,songs in my head,i finished reading a book.I felt calm but had butterflies in my stomach for no reason.I was feeling rather sick too at the same time.Really weird.But who cares.Sat down on my chair,faced my laptop and went bloghopping.Yah thats all i did.I sounded really restless right?And my post is rather out of point.It is because my mind is blank.Seriously,i have nothing to write about.Im just spouting nonsense here.And yah im have removed my tagboard.Dont blame me.Blame that ridiculous spammer who is really stubborn and wont stop his nonsense.Soon,im going to private this blog.And those who want me to relink or link you,let me know when im online.Alright?And once i have private my blog,if you want to be invited,tell me your email address too.

I realised that people these days are feeling rather upset and down over the things that had happened in their life.Well it is just the start of 2009 and it is this bad.They are hoping that it would be better in the days ahead.I hope for that too.The start has not been what i expected it to be.But of course we cant predict the future.It just happened to be that way.There is nothing i could.I can only hope for the best and pray that it would better.

I told ya this post is a random one.Amran say "be random is much better than being nothing".
He craps alot but he cheered me up with his nonsense.He has always been the dearest brother ever.(not my real brother,he is my Kak Reen bf.Therefore,i treat him as my brother.)Other than him,Shafiz is another brother who has always been there for me too.These are my two "brothers" who cares a lot about their lil sis,ME.I really miss syawal.Never did i think that he would be in such state.

Like i said,life is unpredictable.With that,i will end my post.Bye.

2009-02-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hello.

It has been a long time since i actually blog.Maybe about a week plus i never blog.I have been busy.A lot of things had happened and i just dont have time to blog.When i say a lot of things had happened,it is not that a lot but they are major ones.Yah okay,lets put that aside as i managed to pull through after a week plus of darkness.Wow,i actually use darkness to describe it.Okay.Yah so far,i have been busy with school works.Tests and homeworks are making me feeling very stress and tired.But that is what school is all about right?So no point i keep complaining about it.So far,the marks for the tests i took is satisfying but i know i could do better if i had study harder.Im worried about this one test and that is my malay.Im scared that i will fail.Hopefully not.Other than studies,my cca is quite fine.Planning for the upcoming camp is going well.I think.Looking forward for the camp.Also,im currently involve in an annual parade with Sharmaine and 4 other secondary 2 students.Today was the first training.I swear i had thoughts of quitting because it was seriously tiring.In my condition,i dont think i could hold on.Well i dont know.Still thinking about it.I still have to rush to go to my religious class.Religious class is fine too.I learn new informations almost for every lesson.There will be a test at the end of february.Sighh.See how busy i am.Im not free as i am like when i was in secondary 1 or 2.I guess its different now.Despite all this,i still manage to do the things i have been doing now.Though i have to finish all my work till late at night,i actually dont mind.Only bestfriends will know what im talking about here.Speaking about bestfriends,they have been the best.They are there for me whenever i need them.Been spending my mornings with Amit,Weijun and Haziq.They helped me with my homeworks.Yah they are nice too.Yah bestfriends are nice to me.Im lucky arent i?Well,yah i guess i better stop here.Im removing my tagboard soon by the way.Due to that irritating,immature and uncivilised person who wont stop bothering me.That is so silly.Alriight byebye.(:

Im glad my prayers were granted and im also glad that you are fine now.

2009-01-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hello

Yes im better now.Im recovered from my flu.My cough is slightly better though.So today,it was rather a fine day for me.Went Johor with Syawal family too.Went to eat at some place which i dont know the name of the stall.Haha.Neither do Syawal.Well,all we have to do is eat right.LoL.Then we went to shop.I bought myself a new dress.Syawal and little brother bought themselves new sandles and shirts.Haha.They are obsessed with the colour PINK!Seriously,everywhere we go,they will like" look there is a pink shirt".Haha.Pathetic.But pink suits them.Dont you know pink is the new black.LOL.So after shopping.Went to buy fruits along the road.Went back home.Sleep in the car along the way.At home,watch tv.Seriously i havent started on my homework.Haha.Dont feel like doing at all.Perhaps tomorrow.Haha.Just now around 8,me and brothers went down to stagmont park to play basketball.I realised i couldnt play as much as i could last time.Sigh.Mummy and daddy came along later on.They played along.Mummy make a joke along the way.Daddy played really funny.Haha.Yes,it has been a long time since i had a good laugh with family and also played some sports together as a family.Went home.Bathed.Now basically im wasting my time on my laptop.Haha.So tomorrow im going to focus and finished my homework.Haha.Okay.I got nothing else to say.Bye(:

Please stop your nonsense.Please.

2009-01-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

Hmm,i guess this post is nothing but a short one.I got no stories today because for the whole day i spent my day lying on my bed with my laptop on my lap and a handphone beside me,texting people.I was down with flu and cough.I was feeling really cold while others were warm.I did have a good rest today.I was bored though.Just lying down and watching movies on my laptop.Luckily,i had some friends to accompany me by their wonderful texts.Now,after hours and hours on my bed,im feeling a lot better now but its hard to breathe with a blocked nose.Im not liking this at all.Tomorrow,im going Johor if im not wrong.Well yah,i guess i will stop here.Byebye.

And to passerby,please get a life and stop bothering me.Did i offend you in some ways which i dont know?In the first place,do i know you?I know myself who i am.So i dont need your ridiculous comments.Please get yourself a hobby or something beside spamming other people tagboard.Like i said on my blog, this is my blog ans i have my say.So if you dont like me or you are not pleased with me,please oh please just go away.I dont want to waste my time on you.

People say that dreams always appear to be the opposite in life.What i dreamt about was like really a great dream.But will it be the opposite in life?Cause i dont want it to happen the opposite way.Seriously.=(

2009-01-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

Hello

So today,i spend my time a lot outside of my house.Eventhough i thought of staying and resting at home over the weekend,but i couldnt,can i?Nevermind,i still have tomorrow,monday,tuesday to get my official rest.LOL.But who knows right.Plans and such will always get in my way.Haha.So yah okay.Today,i woke up really early eventhough i really want to wake up slightly late.But i just couldnt sleep.So woke up.Had my breakfast.Watch Cinderella 3: Twist in time at Disneychannel.I find this story/movie really nice.Haha.This would be the second time i watched it.Hehe.Then went for tuition.Studied A maths indices.Gosh.I really dont understand at first.Sounds so complicated.But i get it after a few practices.Went home after 2 hours of studying which make me feel so sleepy and tired.Went out again to my aunt house to collect some things for mum.Went home straight after that.Im a good girl so i dont loiter around.Haha.Went out again to go jogging with bestfriends at CCK stadium.Did some running and jogging.I finally felt the pain after awhile.How am i going to survive 2.4 km run?You tell me.Sigh.Then went to Limbang with Afifah,Farah and Hayyu.Went home after that.Bath.Rest for awhile.Then big brother accompanied me to the doctor with daddy car.He drove me there.Yeah,i love him.Haha.Then went to Al-Azhar to eat my dinner.Big brother treat me.My meal(black pepper chicken and peach milkshake) today cost $10.Haha.And he doesnt even complain abit.Daddy and Mummy came later on by Uncle car.Went home with them.Reached home and finally i could lie on my bed.Haha.It has been a long day.Tiring for me.Sighh.I hope i could have a good sleep and rest tonight.Still,i had a wonderful time with friends.I have to thank my big brother for willing to accompany me and treat me dinner.Though he can be irritating sometimes,he is still the best and i have always love him.Haha.If he see this,i swear he is gonna be speechless.Haha.I want to watch the chinese movie,the wedding of the year.Afifah and i talked about it just now.We though that it havent released yet but it already did.Should tell Afifah tomorrow.Who knows we might be watching it during the holidays.Haha.Daddy plan to go and play bowling on Monday.I think.Okay.I will stop here.Byebye.(:

2009-01-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I hope after i blogged,i could actually go to sleep.Im really tired.Feeling weak.Feeling pain.So yah today.My school celebrated Chinese New Year today.Went to school like usual.There was no haircheck at all.We learnt geography for the first two period.Feeling very cold in class.I find it hard to breathe.I was like gasping for air.Sigh.This is not the first time.Recess was next.Due to this,i didnt go for recess.Then,mr Mazri came into the class for 20 minutes.We head to the hall for the CNY concert after that.The concert was a great one.I tried my best to laugh eventhough it is difficult for me.My class got second for the CNY decorations.My knee was really painful for awhile when i stood up.Then,went to the stadium with friends.I followed them cause i forgot to bring my keys.So yah,soon after that,i went home.My aunt was at my house.So she cooked for chicken porridge.It was nice.That porridge was the first food i have eaten for today.Now im blogging out of boredom and also because i couldnt sleep.I have religious class at night.Most probably i will be going.Im going to miss another 2 hours of Love Blossoms 2.Sighhh.So not fair.There will be no school on monday and tuesday.I guess i would be resting for this two days.I cancelled my plan about going back to LA after what had happened to me recently.Hmmph,i got tuition tomorrow.Sigh.Im so tired.I guess i shall stop here.Okay.Bye.

2009-01-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

Hello

Today is rather fine.Afifah didnt came to school today due to fever.Okay.Hmm yah,go to school with friends.First period was mother tongue.Did some letter writing.Next was A maths.But i dont know whether we are studying A maths or E maths.Okay whatever.The thing is that i leart something right?Haha.Okay.Then it was physics.This lessons was a funny one.Haha.Finally its recess.I had recess with Syahidah and Weiqi.It kind of not fair that me,Syahidah,Sharmaine couldnt have the same recess time even for a day in a week.Sighh.POA was next.It was okay.Then it geography.Since Mdm Zan is on leave for a couple of weeks to take care of her mum,a new teacher came. For the half an hour period,We did nothing but to talk about ghosts stories in school and such.Then its CME.Nothing to talk about.After school,me and wida made our way to Afifah house to pass her homeworks to her.Before that,we bought ourself sweet talk drinks.I bought peach milkshake.I swear it is really nice.I bought it also yesterday.I find it nice so i bought it again today.Haha.So meet Afifah at her playground.Chatted with her for awhile.She began laughing and such.I miss her laughters and her participation in class.Haha.Okay.Then we went home.I was alone at home.So i lie down on my bed.I accidentally fall asleep.Haha.I guess i was too tired to even eat.Haha.Woken up by the ringtone of my handphone.Bath.I went out to have my dinner with Syawal.Went home after that.Completed my homework.Pack my bag and now im blogging.I realised every now and then in class,i kept laughing and laughing over silly things.Only wida know how i behave in class.Haha.She is really hilarious.I can die of laughing if i were to stay wth 24 hours.Haha.Well yah,i think life for me is better eventhough im rather confuse with the way things are now.Okay.Suddenly i felt really tired now.Haha.Okay.Byeee(:

2009-01-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hello

Okay,i didnt post yesterday.Haha.The reason is because my head was spinning and there was a slight fever.Therefore,i went to sleep earlier.Hehe.Now,im a lot better.Probably because of the medicine i ate.Yeap,surprising.Now,im a lot better in eating my medicine.Haha.Pathetic.Nothing much happen though yesterday.I have to thank Afifah for willing to wait for me.So okay today!LoL.So woke up in the morning.Mama ask me if i want to go to school or not.I thought of not going but i feel fine and i do not want to miss any lessons.Haha.So yeap i went.Before meeting the rest,i went to fetch my niece under my block.As she will be staying at my house.It is her birthday anyway.Haha.So okay,went to school.First period was english.I forgot to bring a dictionary.I forgot a lot of things today.Haha.Getting old already.Haha.NO!Okay,yah during english i laughed alot with Wida.Keep disturbing her for no reasons.Haha.Then it was PE.Did shotput and played basketball too.During this period,i wasnt feeling quite happy lah.Told Afifah about it.Hmm,okay.Yah after that POA.Then Physics.Began to pick up my mood back.Haha.Recess was next.Same recess as NOR SHARMAINE MARLEHA.Hahaha.So yah eat with her.Then Mother tongue.A maths was next.Again this period i laughed a lot.Haha.All Wida fault.Haha.I have Npcc meeting after that.But it was not a meeting actually.Haha.Syahidah went home alone as both me and Afifah have cca to attend to.Sorry Syahidah.This few days i never went home with her.But i did went to school with her and be with her whenever its mother tongue.So sad!Haha.So waited for Afifah.Chatted with Weiqi and Yusoff.Saw Ahmad.Gave him a smile and a hi-5.Hahaha.Then went home.Something happened when me and Afifah were going home.Haha.But im not going to tell it here.Hahahah.So reached home.Bath.Then cousins,aunts,uncles came to my house to celebrate my niece birthday.Syawal,Amran,Shafiz came too.Had cake and a lot of other nice food that my mama cook.Haha.My niece was very happy.She turn a year old.She is so cute when she open her present.I took a couple of pictures of her.But i seemed to misplace my USB port.Hahaha.Silly me.I did my malay homework right after that.I didnt do the rest cause i forgotten to bring the books home.Silly right?Haha.Im going to rush to finish my homework tomorrow.Haha.Okay.I have nothing to say.Haha.Okay byee!(:

Happy Birthday Dinie Aqasha!Hope you like the present from me and Syawal.((:

2009-01-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hello.

First of all,i think i just post everyday of this week.Haha.Okay.Put that away.Today.Basically,there is nothing interesting that happened.Like i said in the previous post that i will be studying today.Yes i did.Woke in the morning.Had breakfast.Went out first to fetch nephew and niece under my block.Yeap,both my Danial Ashriq and Dinie Aqasha.They stayed at my house today as their parents have to go to Johor for work.Therefore,i invited Kak Ayuni and Kak Reen over to my place to keep an eye on them while im studying.My brothers cant be helped.Haha.So i studied and finished my homework for two hours.Played with them for one and half hours.Studied again for another 2 hours.Haha.Still,i thought its just a test.Why am i studying so hard?Haha.Then i played with them until both of them went home.Soon after dinner,my cousins went home too.I continued to study after that.I finally finished revising at nine.Im hoping to get another A for this test.Pray hard!Haha.I guess i only cared about maths more.Hahaha.There is school tomorrow.Yet,i felt as though i didnt have enough rest during the weekends with all this homeworks and tests going on.Hmm..okay..bye!(:

2009-01-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Hmmph..its Saturday today.I find today's day rather short.Although its weekend,i felt as though it is weekday.Haha.I forgot to tell you about this week yesterday.So yah,i find this week more fun than the last week.Perhaps because im getting use to my Secondary three life now.So okay,moving on.Today,i woke up early cause i thought today was friday.I woke up at 7 and thought that i was late.Quickly get up from my bed.Found out that little brother was still in bed and parents are out.Check my handphone.The day say SATURDAY!Hahaha.Silly me.So since i already woke up and couldnt go back to sleep,i bathed and then continue to read my book while waiting for my breakfast.I finished the book even before my parents came back with my breakfast.Haha.After breakfast,went for tuition.Had a 3 hour of maths just because i want to prepare for my A maths test.Yet,im still not confident enough.Haha.After that,i went out.Came back after that and finished up my Chemistry homework.But unfortunately,i dont understand a single bit of that chapter.I dont know how to do some questions.Oh my god.I dont want to flunk my chemistry man.I need tuition.Somebody helppppp!Haha.Then i went out with family to have dinner at IMM.Bought myself another outing clothes.Hehe.Went home.Watch tv.Yup thats all.For the whole of tomorrow,im going to study my A maths and finished up all my homework.Hope i can do it without lazing around.Haha.Currently im addicted to songs sang by Teresa Tseng and Kelvin Chen(spellings...dots!).Yup they are chinese songs.Very nice ones in fact.Hahahah.Okay..i shall post again tomorrow.Bye(:

2009-01-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hello

Another post for today.I just came back from my religious class.Yeah im tired and i really want to sleep but i just cant help it but to post.Haha.Silly me.Okay today.Quite a short day.Cause its the usual friday.Haha.Start the day with chemistry lessons.E maths was next.We had complete the Matrices topic and Mr Mazri told us that some was A maths one.Therefore,topic on Matrices from A maths textbook is already covered.That was fast.Haha.Next was POA.The teacher start the lessons by asking us questions on the topics that was covered in the last lessons.Very troublesome.Luckily i wasnt pick.I count myself lucky for today.Haha.Then recess.Had recess with Afifah,Wida,Hayyu,Farah and Nadia today as Weiqi had left the class for the secondary one orientation camp.Then,it was A maths.Okay lah but abit confusing.There will be A maths test on monday.So lets Panic!Haha.After that,went to KFC with Afifah,Syahidah,Sharmaine and Wida.Shared my food with Afifah and Sharmaine.I had to forced Sharmaine to eat.Hehe.Then went back to school.Changed to full uniform.Had the second class drill badge for the others.I ended up having a slight sore throat due to shouting the timing.Haha.Then had a camp dicussions.Will be having another one on Tuesday after school.Dismissal.Went home with Afifah.Reached home.Bath.Changed.Went to religious class.It was okay.But i was rather sleepy.Luckily my Amit and Syawal entertained me by texting me.Hehe.Amit is so sweet.Hahaha.Went home with Wida and Hayyu.Drank my soya bean milk before blogging here.Im having tuition tomorrow.Sighhh.Im also going out tmr.Yayyy.Haha.Okay..Byebyebyebye.

2009-01-15T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hello

Yeah,another great day but there is one minor part of the day which i wish it didnt occured to me today.So yesterday,i actually slept over at kak ayuni house.So i woke up early.And walk slowly to the bus stop.Haha.Went to school.First period was mother tongue.It was okay.I was rather happy in the morning.Only some know why.Hehe.Then it was POA.I understand Chapter 2 more than Chapter 1.Then CME.Boring okay.Recess.Accompanied Afifah and Weiqi to the canteen.I was fasting again.Then it was english.Followed by a period of chemistry.Lastly,it was A maths.After that,i thought that i could just go home straight but i have to help in the CNY decorations as i was one of the people in the commity.Sabo by mervyn.Haha.Hayyu and Farah helped me.Thanks.They went home earlier than me.Although the deco have not yet to be completed,we just go home cause its already late.I went home alone.Reach home.I was really exhausted.Bath.Rest.Did my chemistry homework.Then break fast.I eat light cause my mama didnt cook so many and i was not that hungry after all.After that,i watch my chinese show.Polished my boots.Prepare my npcc uniform.Packed my bag.Now im just so bored.Thinking of reading my POA notes before going to sleep.Haha.Okay byeee.(:

2009-01-14T21:50:00.003+08:00

Hello

Haha.Okay,I actually dont know what to post.But just so you know im over the moon today.LOL.Firstly,i had fun during P.E lessons.Secondly,i had a huge laughter with my friends.Thirdly,Im happy because of my test results.Fourthly,i had a wonderful dinner with Syawal and the rest.Last but not least,i managed to solve something which make me really really happy.Hahaha.And my back and knee hurts alot now.I think its due to P.E.Shall bear with it lah okay.Haha.I finally finished my A maths homework.After finishing my homework,i lie down on my bed, take out my book and then i read.I am coming to the end of the book.This book is super duper nice okay.LOL.Okay.Byeeeeeeeeeeeee.=D

~told ya im random..see my dumb post.RANDOM!Hahaha.

2009-01-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hello

I guess i got nothing to do so im blogging.Haha.Lame.Okay.Today.I can say today is much a better day for me.Thanks to Afifah,Wida and Syahidah for making laugh and laugh and laugh the whole day.So went to school with them.First period A maths.Learn new things.I got confused at first but i guess im okay with it now.Next was POA.Played a quiz game in groups of 4.Although i did not memorised everything,i did get some correct.I guess its okay for a person like me who have troubles in POA.Haha.Then it was social studies.Teacher told us ghost stories.Haha.Recess.Again i was fasting so yah.Haha.Mother tongue was okay i guess.Last but not least,it was geography.Then end of school.But i didnt went home cause i forgot to bring my house keys.Yup,im a forgetful person.Luckily,Afifah got her redcross training.Therefore,i could accompanied her.Haha.While waiting for her redcross thingy to start, Afifah and me waited in class.We also thought of going greenridge but it was raining so yah plan was cancelled.Haha.So we chatted in class.I told her everything.Haha.Laugh and laugh and laugh with her.Seriously,she was hilarious.Haha.Andandand,seriously i was shivering in class.LOL.Soon,it was time for her to fall in.So while waiting for her,i did my homework with Zalilah.So im not alone lah.Haha.Went home with Afifah after that.Accompanied her to the shop first.Bid goodbyes.Reached home.Bath.Finally,time for my break fast.Eat while watching Love Blossom 2.Haha.Did my homework after that.Packed my bag.Now im blogging.Damn,im shivering and sneezing.Haha.Im pathetic lah.Okay i shall end here.Byeeeee.(:

You want it to be this way..fine.Go ahead.I dont care.I wont let you ruin my day or mood.

2009-01-12T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hello

Today was not as bad as i think it will be.Firstly,it is because my bag is not heavy at all.Secondly,my laughters make me forget my troubles today.So okay,went to school.Finally,i saw my cousin(Nasriyah cousins too) which was in the same school as me at the lrt platform.Avoid some circumstances in school.First period Social Studies.It was okay.Next E maths.Test.It was okay.Not so difficult.I didnt complete one question cause i dont know how to do and i dont have time to do it.Seriously,i hope i pass this test.Next was physics.Okay also.Had some laughters with new classmates.Recess.I was fasting so i did not eat anything.Three period of english was next.Did some journal writing and some activities on workbook.Went to watch the O levels thingy.I accompanied Syahidah.The others went off already.Instead they waited for me at library.Went home after that.I was seriously tired and restless.I put my bag.Switch on my laptop while lying on my bed.I fell asleep for while.By the time i woke up,it was already 6.30.So i bath.Then i break fast.Watch tv.Did my POA homework but leave some questions blank as i just dont know how to do it.That is all for today.Hoping for another good day tomorrow.I hope.Although it has not been raining for a while already,yet im feeling cold.I keep shivering wherever i am.Be it in my room,living room or even the toilet.Sounds pathetic but yah.I keep having flu at night.This is rather irritating.I want to sleep but i cant.I guess i shall end here.Bye.

I dont know what to say to you anymore.I dont feel like seeing you but we just happened to be in the same school.Im having thoughts of going to there again.But i just cant bear to leave my friends and i dont want make this decision just because of you.

im going crazy with all this unimportant informations in my head!!!